Fire and Fury

[ 22 ] R U M O U R

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" Rudransh sir , hum dono ki zindagi alag hai"

[  Rudransh sir, Our lives are different,]

I tried to explain to him. “ Aap mere sath aisa kuch na kare jiska me maan na rakh pau aur aapka dil dukha kar apne aap se nafrat karne lagu,” I described, removing his hand from mine.

[ Don't do anything to me that I wouldn't respect it and make you feel hurt and hate yourself. ]

“I want to sleep,” I changed the topic, getting up. He stayed silent for few moments.

“Okay, there's a room you can rest there,” he said, still sitting there. Without wasting a second, I walked away.

I went inside the room, closed the door, and recalled everything that happened that day. Due to anxiety, my legs were shaking, and I started biting my nails as I sat on the bed.

What is happening to me? I want this, I don't want this either. I don't want to step back, but I want to step back too because of my parents, because of reality, my sister, and for myself.

I kissed her, and instant regret hit me, but she pulled me for another kiss. That time I got to know she was comfortable with me; she didn't want to run away. I held her closer to me, tighter, lifted her, and wrapped my hands around her. It was a dreamy moment for me, the most memorable day of my life.