hate myself

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"Hey." Y/n's says as I answer the phone.

"What?" I ask.

"Damn, who pissed in your coffee?" Y/n asks laughing.

Y/n smiles and I stare at her.

"You okay?" Y/n asks.

"I was until you called." I say.

"Well, call me when you wanna talk." Y/n says quietly.

I roll my eyes and hang up.

30 minutes later...

There's a knock on the door and I open it.

"Am I doing something wrong?" Y/n asks as tears fill her eyes.

Y/n starts crying and I hug her.

"You're just so fucking angry lately and you take your angry out on me." Y/n says sitting on the couch.

"I'm sorry, baby." I say sitting beside her.

"I didn't mean it, I'm just frustrated." I say.

I can say things I don't always mean
When people get too close to me

"Why are you taking it out on me?" Y/n asks.

Don't know where it comes from honestly

"You just call at bad times." I say.

"Every time I call is a bad time? Should I just not call you?" She asks looking at me.

"Baby, I'm working all the time and that shit is frustrating. I don't mean to take it out on you. I'm sorry, I'll do better." I say.

She doesn't say anything and just stares at me.

"Are we okay? Just promise me that I'm not the one fucking up." She says.

"You're a handful sometimes but no, you're not." I say.

And you weren't perfect, yeah, you have your lows

She laughs and I smile.

But I'd say you got pretty close

I wipe her tears and she hugs me.

Don't know how you could put up with me

Time Skip
"We have to talk." Y/n says.

"Okay." I say.

"I really..." Y/n says.

I could replace thought with fought — it sounds better.

I was so caught up in my own thoughts

"We gotta do something..." Y/n says.

I should get rid of a line, it's not supposed to be that long.

Don't think that I understood

"I can't take this anymore. You're just shutting me out." Y/n says.

When you said that you just couldn't take it

"Mhmm." I say.

"Did you even listen to what I just said?" Y/n asks.

"Yeah, talk about something, do something different." I say.

Y/n sighs and gets up.

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