Habits (Stay High)

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Someone on Twitter said hot girls streamed this all day every day. So why am I not hot?

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There's a knock on the door and I get up. I open it and Billie walks in.

Oh-oh

"Who let you in my house?" I ask.

oh-oh,

"I made a copy of your key." Billie says.

oh-oh

"Y/n, what's wrong?" Billie asks.

"Nothing." I say.

"You have this big ass house and you live in your bathroom." Billie says.

"No, I don't." I say.

"Finneas said he stopped by and you were laying in the tub eating pizza." Billie says.

I eat my dinner in my bathtub,

"You're my sister, I know when something's up? Is this about Olivia?" Billie says.

"You need to get help Y/n. You're going to kill yourself." Olivia says.

"I've gone with you to therapy, you've been to all kinds of meetings but you haven't changed." Olivia says.

"Baby please get help for me." Olivia says.

I stare at her and she grabs my arms.

"You're shaking, why are you nervous?" She asks.

"I'm not nervous, just tired." I say.

It doesn't make me nervous if anything, I'm restless

"Probably your PTSD." She says.

Yeah, I've been around and I've seen it all

"I can't. I can't do this anymore." I say.

"All I do is go out, coke home, get hungry, stuff my face, throw up, and go to sleep." I say.

I get home, I got the munchies, binge on all my Twinkies
Throw up in the tub, then I go to sleep

"And I have no money, I spent a lot." I say.

And I drank up all my money, dazed and kinda lonely

"This is hitting you that hard, huh?" She asks.

You're gone and I gotta stay high
All the time, to keep you off my mind

"I have something tell you." I say.

"What?" She asks.

"There's weed in the basement." I say.

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
High, all the time, to keep you off my mind

"Why do you have weed?!" She shouts.

"Bryan had it before he lived out." I say.

"You're not supposed to be around drugs." She says.

"I'm trying to get clean." I say.

"That's not enough, you need to be completely sober. Until you are, I'm not putting that ring back in my finger." Olivia says.

"I just wanna forget her." I say.

Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Spend my days locked in a haze, tryna forget you, babe

"I can't, no matter how hard I try." I say.

I fall back down
Gotta stay high, all my life, to forget I'm missin' you
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh

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