awkward.

seventy-nine

Yesterday 5:36 PM

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Can we talk? I'm sorry
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Today 1:10 AM

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Goodnight

LL 🤍: gn

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: I love you
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Today 9:16 AM

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: So are we broken up or?

LL 🤍: idk. you're the one that left

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: You kicked me out

LL 🤍: and? if you cared you would've stayed

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: If you're pushing me and telling me to get the fuck out why would I stay?

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: And you hurt my feelings

LL 🤍: I hurt YOUR feelings????

LL 🤍: you're the one that made my whole moment about you

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: I wasn't making anything about me it was really a simple question

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: And your downplayed our whole relationship like it doesn't mean anything to you.

LL 🤍: i never said it didn't mean anything

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: It's just some relationship you've been in for a couple months right?

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: It's obvious I care more about this relationship than you

LL 🤍: that's not true

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: It's been clear since before we even got together

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Why is it always me that has to get hurt?

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: You didn't stop to think about me once

LL 🤍: THIS ISNT FUCKING ABOUT YOUUUU

LL 🤍: i can't believe you have me doing all this in second period

LL 🤍: i'm trying to make something of my life and i'm not going to let anything including this relationship stop me

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Okay

LL 🤍: okay? so what the fuck is the problem????

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: It's not even about that

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: It's about the fact that you're going to be hundreds of miles away and I don't want a long distance relationship, you didn't even think of me before making an important decision, and obviously you don't care as much about this relationship as much as I do

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: And maybe it's my fault because this is my first relationship and I already see myself getting married to you so maybe I'm doing to much

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: But I just thought you would've considered me in your future plans I guess our relationship isn't that serious

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: You were right that we've only been in a relationship for a couple months and it's really not that serious

LL 🤍: you're really making this into something it's not

LL 🤍: but obviously we do have different ideas of what this relationship is if you think i'm going to pass up a good thing for you

LL 🤍: which as my girlfriend you shouldn't even be asking me to do

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: I never asked you to

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: But I'm saying I don't want a long distance relationship and I thought you would've thought about me

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: I would never ask you to do that especially just for "some relationship"

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: It's your life at the end of the day I don't care go to college wherever you want and go be free

LL 🤍: GO BE FREE???

LL 🤍: are you deadass

LL 🤍: so you want to break up?

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: 🤷🏽‍♀️

LL 🤍: your response to me asking you if you want to break up is a fucking shrug emoji?

LL 🤍: but i don't care???

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: I guess we both don't care

LL 🤍: you breaking up with me isn't going to force me to stay anywhere

LL 🤍: like how the fuck are going to be mad at me because you don't want to do shit but work on your fucking farm for the rest of your life

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: You seem mad that we're breaking up not me

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: All I wanted was some clarity I don't know why you're lashing out at me like this

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: Like I said why is it always me that has to get hurt?

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: But at least we're breaking up now and not after this became more than some relationship

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: And I'm very content with my cows by the way

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: I don't want to be with anyone who would say that to me anyway so I'm happy we're breaking up

cowgirlfriend 🐮🤍: And you're blocked

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