Monday 5:13 PM
Onika: i'm sorry
Onika: really sorry
Tuesday 7:32 AM
Onika: good morning
Onika: i miss waking up to a good morning text with the forecast for the day 😭
Onika: i miss you
Onika: i miss your goofy smile and the way you hug me like i taught you and the way you say my name in you're funny country accent
Onika: and the face you make when i say something wild 😭
Wednesday 1:12 AM
Onika: i just finished all the cookies you made me 🫤
Wednesday 9:55 PM
Onika: my mom just asked me about you i want to cry
Onika: i hope you're not crying over my hoe ass rn
Onika: you deserve a nice girl with a bunch of dogs and an overprotective dad and an even stronger country accent
Thursday 3:30 PM
Onika: can you at least turn your read receipts on so i can know if you're reading my messages?
Onika: well duh the messages delivered
Onika: unless you have me muted
Friday 11:49 PM
Onika: should i have a birthday dinner? i might want to but every bitch dresses up and goes to a steak house i don't want to be just any other bitch
Onika: plus i'm turning 18 i should probably do something bigger
Onika: maybe throw a party?
Onika: i kinda wanted to throw a party for NYE and i'm not having two parties in the same month
Onika: i don't think i want all those bitches in my house anyway
Onika: goodnight
Saturday 3:14 AM
Onika: i hope you're doing okay
Onika: i'm up thinking about you
Onika: i don't even want to go out and party anymore i'm over being a slut
Onika: i just want to be with you i'm so mad i fucked this up
Onika: you're basically perfect
Onika: you were nice, funny, respectful, and you liked me so much that's the worst part
Onika: i'm sorry i just felt like we were getting serious and i got scared and i did something dumb
Onika: i guess that's why it was so easy to be in a relationship with my cheating ass ex because wasn't shit serious about our relationship
Onika: it's just different with you because you actually like me and who i am but i should've just talked to you instead
Onika: and i know bitches are always blaming stuff on how their dads left them and shit but seeing everything i did growing up made me so scared of giving my all to someone when they can just leave like it's nothing
Onika: that still wasn't an excuse and i shouldn't have hurt you just because i'm scared
Onika: i'm sorry for blowing your phone up like this i'm just going to go to sleep
Onika: goodnight 🐮
Sunday 4:04 PM
Onika: i'm going to leave you alone after this but i ordered you something nice and it just came
Onika: can i bring it over? it's okay if you say no
Onika: but if you don't respond then i'm going to take that as a yes
Sunday 8:55 PM
Onika: okay i have school in the morning so im just going to leave it on your doorstep do whatever you want to with it
Onika: omw
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Fanfiction(onikam): @beyonce started following you. Still, It Was Worth It I Would Do It Again I Know You Hurt Me, But It Is Just Deeper Than Friendship Now Let's Keep It Awkward [*partial* text message story] bey g!p
