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i felt tears streaming down my face. but i still smiled.

he's so silly.

apologizing for such a thing.

it's okay, laundry boy.

i'm a bit of a liar too...

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jungwon to hisano
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hi hisano.

it's been a few days.

i'm always woken up to eat, do tests, or go out and do human activities so i can stay sane.

it feels like hell in here.

this one nurse always comes to my room. she tries to talk to me every chance she gets.

she once asked about my necklace.

so i thought i'd tell her about you. which i regret, because she didn't seem to care about that at all.

but how couldn't she? it's hisano i'm talking about.

how could anyone not want to know about you?

it's fine though, i guess.

not everyone will see you the way i do.

i just find it mind blowing, you know?

how others might not see the pretty hisano that i see.

there's not a day that goes by without me thinking of you.

what have you done to me, hisa?

when we had our first sleepover, i had one of the best sleeps for the first time in my life.

maybe it was the room, the atmosphere,

but i think it was the fact that i was next to you.

you let me hug you, and when i woke up, you were holding me.

i felt fragile as you held me.

i really liked that.

i woke up so much earlier than you, but i didn't want to wake you up because you looked pretty as you slept.

not that you don't look pretty all the time.

for a few minutes, i got the chance to stare at you without having to get flustered, or shy.

i had this view all to myself for a few minutes.

that's when i told myself that i wanted to get married as quickly as possible. i even told you that.

but the feelings i had were stronger than wanting to get married as just friends.

i already knew my feelings were strong, but i finally confirmed it that morning.

because on that morning, i realized that i loved you.

i loved you more than a friend.

honestly, i think anyone else would've figured it out.

but you were so clueless.

the day before you gave me this necklace, i was thinking of confessing to you.

god had other plans, so i didn't get the chance to.

maybe it was for the best, i feel like you would be too shocked anyway.

when you told me that you wanted to have all your first's and last's with me,

you looked very committed.

even though it was the second day we had known each other.

so i committed to it as well.

i helped you claim your star.

i showed you downtown.

i cut your hair.

i held your hand.

i kissed you.

and you, you ate with me at a soup restaurant.

you showed me snow during the spring time.

you brought me to the beach.

you helped me figure out my favourite scent.

you showed me how to live life again.

and you helped me love.

so much more, i can't list all of them down.

the way you think is so interesting. it was new to me, i didn't know how to react at first.

but there's so much i learnt from you.

and even now, i'm wishing to learn more from you.

for the rest of my life.

i want to thank you, for being here with me.

i can't wait to see you again.

yikes

anyway! enha at germany,
i'm so proud of them

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