She was once loved
He too once loved.
She is fat,
He is fit.
She stopped showing emotions,
He too stopped showing emotions.
She is ugly and got mocked many times,
He is handsome and appreciated many times.
She is having an dark past and fucked up l...
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Ezhilarasi pov:
"I have studied in science, for every 7 years our body cells got replaced with new one right! So my body might got pured by right now from those devils touch. But this mind still getting those flashbacks, those touches, those mufflings, When will i get rid it! There is no way right. This tainted body with fuckedup mind will always ends up with nothing!!!! Nothing.... " I murmured.
I kept sitting in midhuna room. I didn't gone down for today night. Why I am like this. This heart still yearns for him. Even after his betrayal. But this 20 days with him, I lived my life like a iniya who lived happily with her Vihaan.
Sadly he is not mine.
He is not mine.
He was never mine.....
I laughed bitterly, he is not mine from the very start right.
My tears started to flow. I kept seeing outside from the second floor, whereas Vihaan is sitting in the garden bench. Through the window, I can able to see the back view of the mansion. The garden is only in the back of the mansion.
"I love you vihaan" I said slowly.
He is thinking deeply as if rewinding his past. He is even more handsome. He is my husband right, who is going to get engaged with his school lover in 20 days and in 4 months marriage right.
My husband,.... It looks foreign to me. Once this heart years for that tag. Me being his wife. Me being the mother of his child.
But everything is just a dream.
A fat girl, a raped girl, a ugly girl like me are not meant to love anyone. That too Vihaan, he is right.
I want him to have the happy life!
That night I just kept seeing him. Not even once I slept. Just kept seeing him. Why am like this, like an desperate bitch. I cried myself.
I want to sleep, but if I sleep that nightmares, those touches, those rapists will always comes before me. It's better not to close my eyes. Because, my dark past is always shows before me only in my sleep.
At morning I stood up from the place. I think I have slept around 3. Good thing I didn't get any nightmares.
For the past 20 days, I didn't had my sleeping pills. I slept like a normal human being. I slept with a secure feeling like someone is there for me to look over me. But in reality I don't have anyone. I don't have.....
After doing my every morning rituals, I wakeup midhuna, who is complaining to me to let her sleep. This girl becomes very lazy. In her sleepy state, I took her to the bathroom.
After getting her ready we both Gone down to the hall. There Vihaan is arranging everything in the table. Midhuna runned towards as soon as she seen him.
