Always

Chapter 61

Still Flashback

Chaeyoung POV

After Mina and the other went out. I just stare at the ceiling. I don't know how to feel. I don't blame anyone. I don't even blame Jeongyeon. I just don't feel anything. Then, suddenly the door open reveal my dad.

"Chaeyoung." I can see his eyes tears.

He come near to me and sit there beside me. He hold my hand and caress it. He cry beside me. I just stay silent laying on the bed.

"I'm sorry Chaeyoung. This is all my fault. This all begin because of me. I'm sorry." He said crying.

I try to sit up but failed. My dad help me up. I hold his hand and caress it. I look at my dad and try to smile but I fail to control my tears. Finally, I cry in front of my dad. I more close to my dad compare to my mom. That's why when he doesn't believe me its hurt.

"Dad. I'm disabled. What should I do dad? I scared. I'm not that strong dad." I said crying to him.

"No Chaeyoung. We still have hope. Doctor say you can recover if you don't give up and keep doing therapy." Dad said.

"But, I don't want to be you guys burden dad. I don't want you, mom, Mina and everyone else burdened with my condition." I said.

"No Son. Listen. You're not a burden to us. We can do this together son." Dad mumbles.

"I'm scared dad. I don't want be like this. I still want to run with my baby. I still want to play with them. There's a lot place I want to ho with Mina dad. I scared she will leave me. I can't effort to lose her dad." I said to him.

"No no. You will do all that Chaeyoung. Have faith. We going face this together." He reply.

I keep hugging him and cry. He keep mumbles everything will be okay to me. Its like a chant and calm me. I keep hug my dad like a baby. I just being like this with my parent. I know everything will be okay. I will fight this for them. I know I have them.

Mina POV

After I take a bath, my mind keep thinking of Chaeyoung. I'm scared he will leave me or mad at me. I can't bear to losing him. Now I know how important he's in my life. I'm being stupid not believe on him. I'm scared because of my stupidity I'm going to lose him once more. I get ready and went to Chaeyoung.

As I standing in front of his room, I hear he talking to someone. I open the door slightly and the sight make my heart hurt. Chaeyoung crying hard while hugging his dad. He's look so fragile, sad, scared and hopeless. I never see he like this.

"But, I don't want to be you guys burden dad. I don't want you, mom, Mina and everyone else burdened with my condition." Chaeyoung said to his dad.

"No Son. Listen. You're not a burden to us. We can do this together son." Mr.Son mumbles.

"I'm scared dad. I don't want be like this. I still want to run with my baby. I still want to play with them. There's a lot place I want to ho with Mina dad. I scared she will leave me. I can't effort to lose her dad." He said to him.

I didn't know my tears already fell. I cover my mouth scared them will heard me. Even with this condition he still think of us. Think about me. I don't deserve him. He's one of the greatest man I have meet. As he fall asleep in his dad embrace, I close the door and waited outside. Mr.Son went outside and saw me. He sit beside me and side hug me. As he doing that, I let out my tears. He keep hugging me and calmed me.

"He will be fine sweetie. He will never mad at you. His the most pure and innocent person that I know. I'm not talking this because he is my son. But that's him. I glad that his my son. I have done something wrong to him, but he never keep in mind. He always forgive people." Mr.Son said.