Nirvana
It felt as if everything that happened was just a dream, but it wasn't. I had cuts on my legs and a broken wrist.
Dumbledore walked into the nursery and silently looked at us for a second. "First it was you three," he said pointing at Harry, Hermione and Ron. "And nows it's the 8 of you, with the Golden Trio." He looked at the rest of us.
We all looked down at our feet not knowing how to respond. "But you saved one of the students, so each house gets 20 points." Dumbledore left the nursery and I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding in.
"I'm so sorry you had to go through that." Ginny and Hermione said hugging me tightly. I looked at the guys standing behind them, and gave them a weak smile.
Draco, Blaise, Crabbe and Goyle left the nursery and left the rest of us alone. As Draco was leaving he turned around and gave me a sad look before leaving.
We pulled away from the hug and sat on the bed. "They better let me out right now, I seriously don't want to be here." I said messing around with the covers. Being in the nursery brought me back to what had happened, and I hated it.
"You're returning tomorrow, one night can't be too awful."
Well they were wrong, the night was awful. After they left, I was in the nursery all alone. The sound of silence filled my ears and I felt myself start to drift away in my head.
Year 4
I walked down the hall with my head down not wanting to make eye contact with anyone as I walked to class. The past few days had been awful, I couldn't wait to go home in a few weeks.
"Nirvana!" Harry called, I turned around and looked up to look at him. He smiled awkwardly and I looked back down not knowing what else to do.
"Harry I'm not really-"
"In the mood, I know."
I looked up and bit my bottom lip and nodded. Harry sighed and hugged me, it felt good to have someone I knew cared about me hold me in their arms. "I know that you loved him, and this isn't easy for you, but I need you. We all do, so take your time, but don't go through this alone, we want to be there for you." Harry whispered running his fingers through my hair, I nodded and wiped away the tear that rolled down my cheek. I inhaled his cinnamon scent and we pulled away from the hug.
"I'll see you in a bit." He said jogging to class, I turned around and watched him leave. The halls swiftly cleared, but in my head it felt as if I was stuck in time. It's been like that for the last couple of days, and I hated it. I didn't even get to say goodbye..
A sob escaped my lips and I found myself in Draco's arms. "You're ok." He whispered kissing the top of my head, a blush spread across my face and I snuggled closer to him.
"When'd you get here?" I whispered, Draco chuckled slightly and gently placed his chin on the top of my head making my heart flutter.
"A few minutes ago."
I smiled and looked up at him, he smiled back. I nervously bit onto my bottom lip and looked out the window and at the full moon. It reminded me of the night at Kelley's wedding, when Draco and I danced under the moon.
"Do you still remember the night we danced to that one song?" I asked, I felt Draco smile and he nodded. He got up from the hospital bed and held out his hand. "What are you doing?" I asked with a chuckle.
"Asking you to dance with me."
"But there's no music."
"You just need to imagine it's there."
I smiled licking my lips and grabbed his hand with a nod. I got up from the bed and I giggled when Draco spun me around before grabbing my waist and pulling me close to him.
I put my hands on his chest as we slowly moved side to side humming the beat of the song. "I've been out on that open road, you can be my full time daddy white and gold." We sang, as my hands moved up to his neck and wrapped around it like snakes. I laid my head on his chest and listening to his racing heart beat as we danced.
I felt so happy in that moment, it was as if it was just Draco and I alone in the world in that moment. My thoughts about wanting to leave the nursery were over, because if I hadn't stayed none of this would've happened.
Draco and I looked into each other's eyes, making my breathing heavy and my heart racing. He let go of my waist with one hand, and moved it up to my cheek, he rubbed his thumb slowly against my cheek making me close my eyes in relaxation.
When Draco stopped, I opened my eyes again and noticed Draco was looking at my lips. He leaned in and smashed his lips against, they were soft just like before and he still tasted like apples, but this time with a little bit of cinnamon.
I pushed him away once I realized what was happening and looked at him with shock. "Draco w-we- we can't." I stammered with shaky hands. I felt dirty, dirtier than a pig at a farm.
"I'm sorry."
He walked away with tears in his eyes. My heart ached, I didn't know if it was because I might've lost Draco against, or because I'd just kissed with someone who wasn't Blaise.
"Draco." I whispered going after him, yeah what he did was wrong, but he was my best friend and I loved him and I couldn't lose him no matter what he did.
"I'm so sorry, I didn't-"
I grabbed his neck and turned him around smashing my lips against his.
Draco sighed and grabbed my waist pulling me close to him, he pushed me against the wall and we made out for quite a while.