Note-You all know i believe in giving credit to those who deserve it.So to honour that tradition i would like all of you to stop reading broken but beautiful 1 or 2 by a writer with the name beiimaan.
It is word to word copied from a beautiful soul from another fandom..Kashish_J
The book is hers,and she deserves the followers and compliments so if any of you were reading that book or following someone like her stop right now.
Stop making wrong people famous.
Thank you!!!
Original writer has this story on india forums but her account on wattpad is by the name of Kashish_J
She is the one you should be praising and thanking.
The book is not on wattpad but you can read it on india forums.
The link will be in her profile.
Go ahead and do what's right!Report and unfollow anyone who copies someone's hardwork and worst of all pretends to be humble when you compliment them.
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Sidharth was running like a mad man with vikas right behind him.
He wasn't listening to anything.
Vikas-Bhai shant hoja yar,i am sure she is fine.
Warna news wale sana ko nahi pehchane aisa ho nahi skta.
Sid-Tu phone kar dekh utha ri hai kya.
All through the way he was mumbling profanities at himself.
Why did he have to agree to her going back?
He imagined the same scenario in his head with 100 different outcomes.
This was torture.Vikas had the same look he had when he was dialing sana.
He was losing it now.
Vikas went to switch the radio on.
Sid-No...i don't want to hear anything wrong even by a mistake vikas.I don't have my heart in the right place right now.
I swear if anything happens to her,main is shehar mein aag lga dunga.
Sidharth was hysterical now.
Imagine a man already so protective imagining worst case scenarios.
Yup,epic fail.
He was trembling with anticipation of the first thing the medics will tell him.
Vikas watched as his brother was slipping slowly and he realized that he needs to do something.
Vikas called some one he knew in the police department.
Vikas-Hey Rajan,are you at the area of accident?
Oh great, i wanted to ask if the woman in the car was injured as well.
Sure.
Sidharth gripped the wheel so tight, his knuckles were white.
Vikas-Yea...oh.Yea we are on our way right now.
Yea thanks man.
Sid knows that face ,that is not his brother's good news face.
Vikas-He said they took her to the nearest hospital.
Sid-Fuck!
Vikas-But he also said nothing about it being serious..lets just directly go to the hospital and find out what all this is about.
He nodded and went to see if the demons in his head would finally calm down or not.
All he wants is for her to be unscathed and ask her what happened all of a sudden.
When they arrived at the hospital, sidharth rushed in and asked where sana was.
He was immediately recognized by everyone there and crowd was gathering.
Vikas took the instructions and told sidharth to go while he goes and have discussions about the accident with both insurance company and ofcourse to break the bad news to the driver's family.
Sidharth ran inside the room to meet a doctor at the door.
Sid-Excuse me doctor,where is the lady who just came in.
He pointed towards the bed and sidharth jumped at the sight of her face.
She saw him there and ran to hug him.
Sidharth was kissing her and thanking god with every breath.
He peppered her face with kisses while crushing her body.
Sid-Oh god angel,i was so scared.Oh God,are you hurt????
He was checking up and down to see what kind of injuries she faced.
Sid*frantic*Are you bleeding?
Sana nodded.
Sid-I knew it oh god,where?
Sana pointed downstairs and laughed.
Sid-What the hell angel,that is not funny at all.
Sana hugged him again.
Sana-Will you plz relax baby.Look i am absolutely fine,i just got few scrapes that's it.
Its no big deal.
Sid-No big deal???Sana the driver died.
She was shocked,why was she shocked???
Sana-That's not possible.
Sid-Why?The car is a mess.
Sana-It's a mess because he banged it on purpose...kyunki the brakes were not working.So he knew we had a better chance at survival that way because of the airbags sidharth.
He was hurt ofcourse, but he was very well alive when i was there...he even asked me if i was okay.
Sid-What?That's not possible sana.
We've talked to the medics as well.
They said you were unconscious and he was dead when they visited the spot.
Sana sat down for a while,what were they even saying?
Sana-Okay,i know i was unconscious, but it was the fear that made me pass out as we both stepped outside the crushed car...and he was on the floor as well but i remember he clearly asked me if i was okay,before i passed out.
Sid was really confused right now.She is pretty confident so asking her if she is sure will just trigger her further.
Sid-So who got you here?
Sana-A lady came as soon as we crashed, she called the medics so maybe she told them.
Mujhe toh room.mein aake hosh aaya.
Doctor checked me and said everything is okay with me.Its just trauma i was experiencing that's all.
Sid realized there is more to this than what meets the eye.
Sid-Well what's done is done,i am.just glad you are fine.
Sana-Me too,i remember the moment he told me that the brakes weren't working sidharth.I felt all the blood leaving my body.My whole life just flashed before my eyes.
God i don't ever wanna feel that again.
She hugged him again and he reciprocated.
They were like that for the longest time.
Only to be disturbed by sidharth's mind who was finally becoming active.
Sid-Why weren't you not answering your phone???
Sana-Well,i don't have my phone.I asked for it so i can call you.
Sid-What happened to it?
Sana-They said they didn't find it but its not connecting so we might have to buy a new one on our way to your place.
Sid-You wanna go right now?
Sana-I don't think i wanna be alone right now.
Sid-Ofcourse my world,ofcourse. Lets just go okay and about the accident.Vikas is taking care of everything, don't worry about his family i promise we will do the best we can.
Sana-Thank you for saying that,it was weighing on me.
Sid-I know your heart love.
He got a call suddenly.
Sid-Just a second my love.
Hello K...yea she is fine.Yes we are at the hospital. Yea her phone is lost.
What?Are you kidding me???
Okay thanks for the heads up.
Sana-What's wrong?
Sid-Well..do you remember how you wanted to make our first public appearance on your birthday?
Sana-Yea.
Sid-Yea well today is your birthday, K just told me k hospital ke bahar media is waiting for both of us.
Sana-Oh God,i can't believe these people.
Sid-What do you wanna do?
Sana-No..i wanna go home.
She saw sidharth smiling beautifully at her.
Sana-What?
Sid-You called it your home.
She blushed and pulled him downstairs to end this commotion for once and for all.
As soon as they stepped in the lobby,the flashes started going off.
Sana tried avoiding many of them but suddenly one of the reporter grabbed her shirt to try and ask a few questions and sana got hurt.
Sidharth turned around and shouted
"If you touch her one more time,i will give you something actually worth printing buddy"
A woman screamed and sana looked at sidharth.
"Its okay love,don't be angry"
She pointed to the girl and said
"One question only"
Girl-"Ma'am are you okay,we heard about the accident"?
Sana-As you all can see i am absolutely fine and with my boyfriend, so needless to say i am well taken care of .
So all of you kindly leave me alone because i need to relax after today.Thank you for coming all the way hare to ask me if i was okay.
She said this in a super sarcastic way.She knew why these people were actually here.
News is all about TRP these days,facts se toh koi waasta hi nahi reh gya hai.
Sidharth took her to the parking and helped her with her seat belt.
He tilted her seat and kissed her forehead.
"You can sleep if you want baby okay"
She nodded and sidharth started the car.He texted vikas to talk with aayush about the weird details and told him to keep a lookout for anything that confirms the fact that this was not an accident.
Sitting in a car after the moment that happened was too soon for sana.
She was so scared everytime sidharth took a turn.
He realized she wasn't feeling really well.
Sid-What's wrong my world?
Sana-I am..i just...can you hold me please, the drive is scaring me.
Sidharth looked at his dilemma.
He wants to hold her but how will he drive then?
She needs to be held right now.
So after five minutes of brainstorming, sidharth stopped vikas's car on the side and told sana
"Come on,come out"
Sana-Why are we stopping here???
Sid-You will know,come here.
He hugged her completely engulfing her petite frame in his arms.
She was shaking.
Sidharth whispered
"I won't let anything happen to you doll,you trust me right"?
She nodded.
Sid-Good.
Sana was not even looking up but the sound of someone talking to sidharth made her look.
Sid-Ye lejiye.
Sana-Ye???
Sid-He is house help,i called him here so he can drive us while i hold you,come on doll...let's go.
Sana didn't cry when she was about to die.She didn't cry when she fainted.
But this,this made her cry.
How beautiful it is to be with someone who finds a way to anything you desire.
What kind of men she was with earlier??
Executions not excuses ladies.
She wiped a happy tear and snuggled close to him the backseat.
Sid-Oh no...we are doing this the right way.
Sana-Han?
He tapped his lap and she jumped on it.
Sid-Good girl, now you can hug me.
Sana whispered
"I love you so freaking much,thank you for always taking care of me"
Sid-I do this for me angel.Seeing you bothered causes me more pain than i can explain. So i have selfish reasons for being nice to you.
She looked him straight in the eyes and he whispered
"Don't look at me like that if you don't want me to kiss you"
Sana kept staring at him and said
"I wanna move in with you"
Sid-Han?
Sana-I wanna do it,bet or no bet..i don't care. I wanna be with you as much as i can baby.Life is too short, i can't possibly spend half of it scared of doing anything that can potentially make me happy.
I wanna find a house and decorate it and i...
She was interrupted with his lips on her and she stopped blabbering.
She has made up her mind.
Darna hi hai toh move in karke dar lenge....aur she can always tell him.she isn't ready if she tried and it didn't work.
Sidharth was so happy about this,he was already high from that boyfriend statement in front of media and now this.
Wow!
Sid held her hands and said
"Just know that there is absolutely no pressure and we can always go back to same arrangement as right now if you feel worried"
Sana-Don't you ever get worried?
Sid-About?
Sana-About us.
Sid-To tell you the truth,its painful to imagine any situation in which you are not with me.So like an unhealthy person i keep repressing the hell.out of that thought.
Sana touched his cheeks and said
"I love that you are so confident about us because i am the person who gets cold feet after every 2 seconds .It doesn't mean i don't love you enough...its just"
"Its scary because its too good to be true"
They said in unison.
She hugged him again and whispered
"This right here is why i call myself the luckiest girl in the world"
Sid hugged her back and said
"My reason is hugging me right now"
She smiled and he was happy his distraction worked because they were home.
They went to the penthouse and sidharth helped her change so they can finally go to bed.
It was a terrible day and the fact that they are sleeping at 9 was nothing to them right now.
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Sidharth woke up as soon as he was sure she was asleep.
He can't relax,he wants answers.
He slowly and carefully dropped her head from his arm and picked his phone up.
Sidharth dialed vikas.
Sid-Han bhai,kya kuch pta chala?
Vikas-Do chezen hain sidharth, aayush keh raha hai k ye driver aur gaadi jab tu rarely hi use karta hai,toh kisi ko kaise pta tha k tu raat mein wo gaadi use karega,it was a sudden plan right?
Sid-Han.
Vikas-There is no way someone can predict the future, he says there is a chance teri saari cars ki brakes tempered thi bhai.Isse farak nahi pdta k tu konsi use karta...he is flying here tomorrow to look further into the matter.
It was unsettling for him.
Vikas-Aur doosri cheez,wo driver zinda tha wali, we have sent the body to the lab.
Tu kal tak ka wait kar pta chal jayega,cause of death kya hai.
I have informed his family aur main unke finances take over kar raha hun.
How is sana?
Sid-She is okay i suppose, i mean she is sleeping and she only got scrapes so that is a great sign....maine ghar se gaadi mngwai thi,office ki saari checking k liye bhej di hai bhai.
I don't want to take any risks.
Vikas-Thank God...kaaya called me about the happening.
Sid-Oh that's great.
Vikas-Yea,it was nice to hear her voice, i am just, i miss her so much sidharth.
Sid-Oye,i am sure it will all figure itself out.I mean tere plan mein kaaya bhi toh nahi thi,it happened right.
Vikas-Yes i guess you are right..anyways maa ko nahi btaya hai about the accident.
Lekin kal tak shayad news mil jayegi in dono ko.
Try to come home for breakfast, they will feel better if they will see you there.
Sid-Han theek hai,chal okay bhai,i will see you tomorrow then.
They disconnected and sidharth went back to bed only to see sana on his side with her face smushed in his pillow.
His heart was so full at this sight.
He kissed her softly and decided to put it to some good use.
Sidharth fished out his colours and canvas.He set it properly and played music in his earpiece to really get in the zone.
(This song is for everyone who is having a bad day..anytime if you feel less worthy or sad,just come here and play this.One of my most favourite lyrics)
He started painting his very sleepy girlfriend really detailed and decided to gift it on her birthday.
Sidharth has so many plans for them. But nothing can top the gift she gave him today.
She agreed to move in with him in 3 days,damn that was way fast than he expected.
And he was glad,she was on board, because this way he can ask her preferences for area and designs and anything she wished for.
He is going to build it from the scratch for her.Sidharth remembers her mentioning once that she misses her punjab home a lot,he wants to borrow somethings from there as well, so she can really feel at home.
I mean,he will be really making a replica of a few things from her house and trying to make her relive the memories that only bring her pain now.
His mind wandered to her family again.
Sidharth needs to talk to her brother some day as well.
I mean he can't directly have a contact with her dadi....or can he?
He might need to talk to shriya if sana will be okay with him talking to his family.
He finished the painting at last and was very satisfied with the outcome.
Sidharth looked at the time.
Holy fuck...it was 4:30 already.
He decided to set an alarm and join her in bed.The moment he slithered right next to her,she smiled and hugged him.
Sid*whispered*I love you.
She was dead ass asleep but he heard her whisper
"Love you more"
With a big smile on his face, sidharth closed his eyes trying to enjoy the peaceful moments before the worldly chaos takes over both of them.
*Next morning*
Sana was in the shower while sidharth was waking up all groggy.
He barely slept 4 hrs and now he needs to work.
This is crap.
Sidharth drank some water and brushed his teeth.
He heard the shower running and decided to join her.
Sana heard the curtain moving and she didn't need to turn for her to know who it was.
Sana*smiling*Nooo..sidharth is sleeping, he will catch us.
Sid turned her so fast and pinned her against the wall.
Sana closed her eyes but was greeted with his voice in her ear.
"Don't play around angel,you are playing with forces beyond your range"
Sana crinkled her nose and said
"Baby...you don't know my range yet and by the way,i am allowed to tease you , don't be mean"
Sid-Oh..i am being mean???You've been mean,teasing me with things that you know bother me in the first place.
Sana kissed him and said
"I am sorry love,let me make it upto you"
Sid-How?
She smiled and tied her hair into a ponytail.
He saw her going down on her knees and the sight was enough for him to give up.
She is absolutely a woman who can do anything with perfection and this was one of them for sure.
With the promises of good times ahead, sidharth closed his eyes and let himself lose into her world of sensory pleasure.
Needless to say,it was magical and by the way,a good start to the morning makes your day much much tolerable.
They stepped out of the shower and got dressed.
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Sana was about to leave when she saw sidharth saying
"Chalen"
Sana-Where are you going?
Sid-To drop you off darling.
Sana-Par you have work sidharth.
Sid-True,i also have a beautiful girlfriend that needs to be dropped home so i am choosing that.
Sana kissed him and said
"You spoil me too much baby"
Sid-You deserve it love,now come on.
Sana followed him out and he tried not to let his face show that he was worried about last incident as well.
Sana was totally oblivious of it being an attempt on sidharth's life.
She does not need more stress,she is working on a movie and he doesn't want anything bothering her pretty head.
Sidharth decided to distract her while in the car.
Sid-You remember you used to do sing along videos in your car when we just became friends.
Sana-Yea.
Sid-Do it for me.
Sana-Right now?
Sid-I want to hear you sing doll and also people on Instagram might be missing you.You haven't been active ever since that picture incident.Kal news ne abhi tak apna kaam kar diya hoga,lets give them something more to enjoy.
Sana-You mean to say lets give them #sidnaaz content.
Sid-What's that?
Sana-Hamara ship name baby,we both are absolutely loved by them ever since the last year pictures came out.
Sid-Oo i like the sound of that,now lets give the sidnaaz fandom some morning content.
Sana started music and singing along to the song but the camera was angeled towards sidharth all the time in her story.
She was jamming to "Say you won't let go"
She was live and people were screaming in the comment section.
Sana finished the entire song and then finally turned the camera to her side.
Sana-I love you guys, i am sorry i wasn't more active but i hope all of you are doing good.
I am with my man right now.
Say hi baby.
She was really showing him off right now and sidharth was feeling like pretty woman right now.
Sana ended the live with hints of her doing the movie and they reached home.
Sid opened the door for her and said
"Here you go doll,go take rest because your shoot starts from tomorrow"
Sana-Yea,thank God its a local shoot for atleast this month.
Sid-I will see you as soon as i am free okay or...
Sana-I will call you if i will feel a little bit uncomfortable i promise.
They kissed and sidharth left for his home,he needs to talk to his mother as well.She needs to know everything is fine.
Sidharth was greeted by his mother and everyone else at the table.
Vikas's mom was still in her room and she eats there as well.But she is recovering just fine.
Sid touched his mother's feet.
Maa-Are you okay?News mein kya sb bol rahe hain?
Sid-Han maa ,i am fine.
Maa-And how is she?I mean is sana okay?
Sid-Yea she is fine,the driver was the one who lost his life.
Mom-Oh okay.
Sidharth sat down but he wondered if the media arrived late at the spot and sana was taken to hospital before that,who told his mother that sana was in the car?
Must be vikas.
He talked with everyone and they decided after everything happening in this family they definitely need some positivity.
Sid-What do you want mom?
Mom-I was hoping we can arrange for a gathering sidharth, saare relatives aayenge and supriya will be distracted as well.
Vikas-Han theek bhi hai bhai,hum log toh kaam mein busy rehte hain,kahan time milta hai.Ye log ghar mein saara din bore ho jate honge.
Sid-Toh theek hai aap log ashram se bhi sbko bula lijiye,and bella can help you arrange everything.
They all agreed to follow the same pattern and sidharth took their leave and told vikas to take a day off and keep an eye out for if aayush needs him.
Even all the way to his work,sidharth was only wondering one thing and that was
"If death is the only motive of someone trying to harm him,how long before he actually succeeds or worse if he hurts someone close to him"
So he decided to increase the security of sana and his family as well.He just needs to do it secretly so none of them suspect anything.
Hopefully before the next attack happens,sidharth will atleast have a name if not a face and this nightmare will be over.
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Sana was in her home and on the phone with kaaya.
Sana-Han kaaya,yea i am fine.
K-Thank God bro,movies script chod,teri life se bda thriller koi ho hi nahi skta.
Sana-Sahi baat hai,anyways how are you and is shriya okay,i know she worries a lot.
K-Yea she is fine,hum log Arnav se milne jaayenge sham ko,wanna join.
Sana-Na i don't want to socialize ,i think i will rest today.
K-Koi baat ni you do you...main toh kal raat ko so bhi nahi paai hun.
Sana-Why?
K- i had a tinder date and he took me to his place.
Sana-No K not again.
K-I am hurting dude,i needed this.Anyways,i went there and he said
"Let's go upstairs,do you have protection"?
And i replied
"Why is someone there to kill me"?
Sana*soft laugh*Damn that will kill anyone's mood.
K-It did dude,Its like i lost my charm.
Sana-You don't wanna do it that is why its hard for you darling. Do me a favour and stop pressuring yourself.
K-Main tang hogyi is life se,i mean i am no Aishwarya Rai...lekin mera chain wain sb ujda😂
They laughed.
K-By the way shehbaaz ko call kar lena,tera landline abse phle koi utha ni raha tha and i bought you a new phone just now...bhej ri hun store se and there is a temporary sim in it as well,duplicate kal tak nikal lenge.
Sana-He called you?
K-Han na
Sana-Kya bol raha tha?
K-Hamari kya baat ho skti hai...Kehta main mumbai se kya gya tu toh sundar hogyi.
Maine ka pkd le jaa raha hai.
Sana-Kya?
K-Usne bhi yahi poocha tha,maine bola pkd jldi..kehta kya maine kaha last fuck the jo tere opinion k liye bacha k rakha tha chala gya😂😂
Sana-Pagal ho tum dono yar.
Chal i will call him.
And she did just that immediately.
Sana-Hello.
Sabby-Hey di,thank God tu theek hai.Dadi kitni tension mein hai,maa ne bhi raat se khana ni khaya.
Sana-Relax kar,i am totally fine okay.Tum sb log theek ho na?
Sabby-Hanji...wo di ek baat thi.
Sana-Han bol na.
Sabby-Umm actually main ab dadi ke paas hi rehta hun,ghar nahi jaata.
Sana-Suna tha maine,kya hua?Ghar pe sb theek hai?
Sabby-Nahi di sach btaun toh kuch theek nahi hai.
Baaz stopped for a long time and then said
"He is abusive to mom as well...par maa btati nahi hai"
Sana-that's impossible, wo kuch bolta toh maa kyun uske sath hoti.
Sabby-Yahi toh mujhe bhi smj nahi aata di...kyun bardasht kar ri hai maa sb.
Maine bola tha unko k chalo aap mere sath but wo pyar mein aise andhi hui hain k unhone mujhe bhi kuch kehnse se mna kar diya.
Tbhi toh main dadi ke paas hun kyunki mujhse bardasht nahi hota tha.
Sana-Oh...chal tu stress mat le,i am sure if anything happens she will leave him.
Sabby-I hope so too,toh main dadi ke sath orphanage chala raha hun,its very nice actually..tu bhi aana na kabhi jab time mile.
Sana-Ye movie shoot hai fir time hoga mere paas aaungi pkka,dadi se bhi kehna.
Sabby-Bye.
After she kept the phone back,sana couldn't help but feel sorry for her mother. She always knew he was a monster but her mom loved him way too much and she knows how heartbreak feels.
Maybe just maybe this pain will bring them together or like until now she will turn back and her mother will be left to face the consequences of her choices.
Like sidharth once said...both damaged in their own ways and fucked up family is one of the many things.
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Aye....birthday celebrations coming up!!!!
Have fun babies!!!
Also surprise coming up tomorrow...so add shades of love in your library if you haven't still!!!!
Love you guys.