Another day another vibe son!!!!!
Once sid and sana talked their differences through.It was getting better.
But we can't say the same for kaaya.
Poor K was still reeling from the effects of the last meeting she had with vikas and it was not a good one to say the least.
But this time it wasn't her anger that was making things difficult for her.Its the dilemma of how you trust someone who broke your trust and try to move forward with them.
Because lets face it....k was not the type of woman to give second chances and now it felt like she needs to think this through before she gets involved with him again.
So right now vikas and kaaya were having a heart to heart where he was trying to convince her to take him back.
Vikas-I know you hate when i talk like this but i do miss you.
K-Ofcourse you miss me.I wasn't the problem baby boy.
K-Listen vikas,its not about you.I am just so done with games you know,i wanted to settle down and get married.
Seeing where it goes was never on my mind,i don't think we can ever create what we had because i will forever doubt your intentions.
Vikas-But you know i did what i thought will be best for you,i had your best intentions at heart K.
K-If hurting me didn't hurt you...i am sorry but you never loved me.Fuck your explanations and why you did it....you knew right,that breaking up with me will kill me...or at some point your sane mind was like
"Yo bro you know what will really shock her..break up with her..she won't mind that at all"
Vikas had nothing to say for himself.
K-Dekho i am no longer in the hating you phase...i am over the pain.Now its just aah what could've been...but you have to stop bothering me....strong hun bhagwan nahi hun. I can't keep being rude to you because i know what actually you are going through.
Vikas-Then come back to me.
K-You had me....but i wasn't enough.
Vikas-That is not true and you know that Kaaya...you know i wanted to give you the world.
K-Well all you gave me was depression and dark circles...so i don't know what to tell you.
Vikas-I am giving you my word K,never again will i hide anything from you or cause you any pain just please stay...i need you.
K-Its all games and lies once you leave someone after promising them forever. You had you chance vikas.
Vikas-So that's it?We are over?
K-Honestly i am too tired to keep giving you chances and see where its going..i just want to be with someone who is not still figuring out what they want from life man...i am out.
Take care of your mother and please let me know if you ever need someone to be with her here or at home if you are too busy.
Vikas-You can't do this.You can't give up on us.I am sorry that i did something stupid but uski itni bdi saza toh mat do mujhe kaaya.
It was all just...too much for me i guess.
K stood up and said
"If i was too much for you,you aren't enough for me ....goodbye"
She walked out of there without shedding a single tear and it wasn't hurting anymore.
Closure is therapeutic sometimes but it isn't necessary.
You don't really need reasons because it shouldn't have happened in the first place..screw thinking why it happened.
Kaaya was hurting ofcourse but now it was like a pain you feel when your favourite dress is out of stock as you click on buy now.
She smiled because finally she can stop feeling bad for giving him hopes.
What is meant for you will stay no matter what.Perhaps they weren't meant to be.
And its good...not everybody is to be in your life for forever. Some people are lessons, they just teach you what not to do the next time you build a relationship.
She was hoping that tonight when she sees sana,at least she will have fixed things with sidharth.
K needs a relationship to survive yes...but it doesn't have to be hers.
She smiled to herself and drove to Shriya so that they can gossip about what just happened.
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Sana and sidharth were still reeling from the effects of the confession.
Sidharth was not leaving her side,he even gave her a piggy back ride when he got their food on a plate into her bedroom.
Sana was partially drunk and not really crying now.
It felt light,it felt less painful.Her life she meant.Her life felt less cursed.
She was trying to focus on the fact that the man she told all this to will never bring it up in any circumstance because that will break her completely.
She really wants this to work.He can't leave her now that she took him to visit the deepest darkest parts of her life.
She will try to be more romantic but how do you be something you are not.
Maybe she needs to express more and the rest will just follow.
Like she should do something special for their anniversary.
Yes she will do that.
Sid-Do what?
Sana-Huh?
Sid-You said i should do that.
Sana-Nahi.
Sid-You just said it.
Sana-No i didn't.
Sid-Yes you did.
Sana-No i did not.
Sid-I can do this all night sana,tell me what are you going to do.
Sana tried to lie and it worked.
"Umm i was thinking i should get my hair coloured before the movie starts"
Sid-Oooh right the movie...do you promise it won't affect our anniversary?
Sana-I will try maine bola tha na k tum aajana milne agar main nahi aa pai.
Sid nodded and kissed the top of her head.
"Sona hai"?
Sana-Locker mein hai.
Sid*chuckling* i mean are you sleepy?
Sana-No i am sana.
Sid*rolling his eyes*Do you want to sleep?
Sana-Nope..i want you!!!
And before he could ask just what she meant exactly by that she was on top of him kissing him.
Sidharth smiled full heartedly and clasped her hands in his.
Just like that everything in his world was all right again.He was happy again.
It didn't hurt no more.
Everything was right in his universe.
They will have to learn to communicate better and then it will all be fine.
Right now there is something else he'd rather focus on.
*Mature content*
He slithered his hand in her shirt and caressed her body as if he just wanted to be one with her.
Sana was into the kissing and she gyrated her hips on him in such a motion that he moaned.
She stopped and looked at him with raised eyebrow.
Sid-Have i told you just how much i love you.
Sana*smiling*Nope..not today.
Sid-Well then let me show you.
She smiled as he straightened them and it took him less than a second to throw her clothes away.
Watching her like that only for him was a high he can't compare to any substance.
Sidharth kissed the flesh of her bosom and she arched her back.
Its hard being romantic when your body has animal instincts.
He grabbed her and smashed their lips together.
The red marks that started from her throat were now covering the entire length of her body.
Sana was doing nothing except writhe and moan.
She needed release and her grip on his hair was a visible proof of that.
He smiled looking at her frustrated face and she held his hair in her hand.
He plunged into her delectable body and made her scream with passion multiple times before he actually entered her ever so slowly.
To be a man in love with a woman and having consentual sex.
No pleasure can top this.
They were floating for quite a while until crashing was the only option and they came down together from their high.
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Sid kissed Sana's entire face.
"Good morning angel....wake up.I have to leave"
Sana mumbled incoherently.
Sid-I don't speak Chinese baby.
Sana mumbled something again.
Sid-Nahi russian bhi nahi aati mujhe...isilye kripya hindi ka upyog karen.
Sana-Prayog hota hai.
Sid-Yog hota hai na..bas bahut hai.
He hugged her body close and inhaled her scent.
Sid-I can't wait to wake up like this everyday.
Sana was alert now.
"Han"???
Sid-What?
Sana-What did you say???
Sid-I said i love you.
Sana knew that is not what he said...but morning brain cells don't know how to deal with feelings.
And so she did something she rarely does and that made sidharth so happy.
Sana turned in her bed to hug him and sleep on his chest and that made him so happy.
Its the little things in love people...little things matter the most.
Her expressions were like a kitten rubbing against something soft.
She purred while nuzzling his chest.
Sid-Well someone is getting comfy cuddling?
Sana-Yea this way i won't have to stare at your ugly face.
Sid-Han?
Sana-You heard me.
Sid smiled at her infectious happy mood today.He didn't need to see her face to know she was still smiling.
The way she was talking was saying it all.
So if i am ugly...who is beautiful????
Sana*mumbled*My boyfriend
Sid-Is that so?
Sana-Yea..he is so handsome you should see him.
Sid-Well if he is really that handsome how come i am in your bed but he ain't???
Sana-Well...we are in an open relationship. I sleep with you sometimes and he knows.
Sid-Okay..i know we are joking but don't say that even in a funny way doll,i don't even like the sound of that.
Sana looked up at him finally and he had a pout forming already.
She leaned in and kissed him and hid her face in the nape of his neck.
Sana-I was joking love,i love only you.You are my only boyfriend and there is no one else but you.
Sidharth hugged her waist and smiled.
"That's what i like to hear"
Sana wiggled out and jumped out the bed to go to the washroom and screamed at him before running into the washroom.
"On weekdays"😉
She ran and sidharth tried to catch her but she won.
Sid-Shehnaaz Gill,i am going to spank you so hard when you come out i swear.
Your attitute needs to be put in its place.
Sana was laughing he could hear and and it was such a beautiful sound.
Sidharth went outside to check up on the breakfast and to see if badi maa was up.
Sid-Sat Shri akal badi maa.
Badi maa-Jeete raho,lambiyan umran hon...paranthe khayega?
Sid-Aloo ke???
Badi maa-Han.
Sid-Han na...aap dono ke bna do.
Badi maa-Sana kahan khati hai,mera toh shauk hi reh gya is ldki ko dhang se khate dekhne ka...daane chunti hai bas jab bhi khana do isko.
Sid-Hai na,main bhi yahi smjha raha tha.Badi maa aap bnao..main dekhta hun kyun nahi khayegi.
They high fived and started talking about Sana's memories with her grandmother.
Badi maa told him so many stories about how sana used to play with the orphanage kids and how her dadi still stays there and she showed him some pictures she had in her phone of the place and her dadi.
Sid-Dadi kitni cool lgti hai na.
Badi maa-Cool?Tujhe pta hai teri sana ki photo aai paper mein,toh mujhe call karke bolti k sun ldke ki photo kheench ke bhejna...ye internet pe editing karte hai saare photos ki..maine dekhna hai asli mein kaisa dikhta hai.
Sid was shocked.
"Hain....so she has no issues with sana dating me...unko chalta hai main aur sana sath hain"
Badi maa-Unse bda pyar ka supporter toh koi hai ni nahi.Ek baar iske chalte beta khoya tha tbse wo har pyar karne wale ko duyaen hi deti hain.
Sidharth smiled,she sounds wonderful. He hoped they will meet soon in favourable circumstances ofcourse.
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Sana was all bathed and blow drying her hair while being wrapped up in a towel.
She couldn't help but feel her inhibitions lowering. Maybe she can be cheesy after all.
I mean who are we kidding,she can never be typically romantic but sana can play along with words.
She saw how happy her cuddling made him...so she will try to add in more gestures that show him she loves him.
Although there was another side to her he knows nothing about.If sana is removing all the stops from her sensible girlfriend port..she will unleash hell.
He has no idea just how needy,possessive and mad she can be.
She has never showed these emotions to someone but he has been constantly telling her to behave like a girlfriend more.
He wanted her to make demands and throw tantrums and most importantly ask for attention whenever she wants it.
And she was smiling thinking...
"I am an actress i can pull all of this off...i mean even if i will have to pretend to be clingy in order to see him smile like he did some time ago"
She was trying to stand still but the cramps in her stomach knocked and she had to sit down.
Periods are God's way of reminding women
"You bit the apple bitch..here is your reward"
Uggh...she has to go meet the instructor and start working.
What a horrible timing.
Sana was still thinking ways to feel less hormonal when she felt two arms slithering around her.
Sid-I came here to ask you about breakfast but now i want to eat something else entirely.
Sana*smiling*As much as i enjoy your Hercules stamina...i think i am still reeling from the effects of last night.
Sid*smiling*And he delivers yet again.
Sana laughed looking at him via mirror.
"I need to blow dry my hair but they seem to be taking forever..i don't wanna put on a dress like that..it will ruin it"
Sidharth forced her down on a chair and said
"Allow me my lady"
He grabbed the dryer from her hands and looked so happy doing this for her.
Sana had to ask.
Sana-Baby.
Sid-I love the sound of that...say it again.
Sana-Babyyy.
Sid kissed her cheeks
"Yes my love"
Sana-Were you serious when you said you would like me to be needy???
Sid nodded so fast.
I mean believe me i am so hot for the fact that you don't need no man and are a self recognized bad bitch but i like the idea of you wanting me to do something for you because i am your man and you don't have to do all by yourself.
Sana-Chahe kitna bhi clingy ya demanding ho???
Sid-Haha...you don't have it in you angel.Rehne dete hain ye discussion.You can't even take compliments from me without making a weird face.
Sana was caught so she cheekily smiled and said
"Well i haven't exactly shown you my wild side"
Sid stretched his shirt a bit down and said
"Proof of disagreement"
Sana smacked his hand.
"No...i mean, i can be your worst nightmare if i become the clingy girl.You think you want it until it happens then you will be begging me to stop"
Sid- Excuse me???You and I both know only one of us repeatedly says Stopppp and it ain't me honey.
Sana-So much overconfidence love,its on then.
You know we have a month before our anniversary right?
Sid-Yes.
Sana-Its a bet then,if i make you eat your words about me being a clingy girlfriend you will do what i say no matter how embarrassing it is on our anniversary.
Sid-Deal and if i win,you will have to move in with me.
Sana choked on her saliva.
What the fuck???
Sid-Yea you heard me..i want you to move in with me after the anniversary.
I can't possibly sleep alone anymore now i will go mad.
He was waiting for sana to have a breakdown and she did look absolutely petrified but she said nothing.
Instead she turned around and kissed his cheeks and said
"You got it"???
Sid smiled and said
"Now where were we before all this discussion"?
Sana-I don't know talking about food i guess.
Sid-Oh yea food,lets go.Get dressed and then we can have aloo paranthas for breakfast that badi maa made.
Sana-I can't sidharth, its too heavy.
Sid-But i want to share it with you sana,you aren't doing a good job at this bet i think.
Sana-Arey,abhi se.Acha theek hai although please don't make me eat forcedly, it makes me wanna throw up.
Sid-Sure sure.
She went ahead and stepped inside her walk in wardrobe and she threw the towel at him.
Sid-Don't provoke me doll.
Sana said nothing,so he waited by the bed for her to come out.
When she came out looking good,he smiled.
"You are beautiful"
Sana-Thank you love.
He raised an eyebrow.So she will try han..good for him.He will finally get to spoil her.
He pecked her cheek while she lotioned her arms and they stepped out to eat.
Badi maa was sneakily taking pictures with her phone as both of them bickered and ate the breakfast. Not so much eat as sidharth force feeding sana because she called it quits after one full parantha.
She sent them to the one who requested it the most.
"Ye lo dekho...kitni khush dikh ri hai.Nazar naa lge"
Badi maa was instructed by sidharth to call him if she skips dinner ever and she left both of them arguing to go to her quarters.
Sid-So baby,i am going to change and then leave.
Sana waa about to say something but she stopped her herself and said
"So soon"?
Can't you stay more.
Sid looked at her for a full minute and then said
"Awww,will you miss me"?
Sana-So much,i hate when you leave in the morning.Its like i don't even know when i will see you next.
Sid-Come here.
Sana walked to where he was.
Sid-I love you so much and i will see you tonight as well if your schedule agrees,just a text okay.
She kissed him again and he kissed her back letting her take charge of the kiss entirely.
Watching sana initiate romance is probably his new favorite thing.
She waved at him from the window when he was leaving.
They have talked about their first public appearance as a couple and decided that it will be after they go for their vacation.
Anniversary was no longer in the list of things that need to be considered thanks to their busy schedule.
But she felt happy from within.Maybe this is God compensating for all the pain she suffered.
She decided to carry on with her day with the thoughts of being a clingy girlfriend in mind.
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Sana had her meeting with the master of arts and he told her directly what all her body will be going through so she will be prepared in advance.
Now was the tough part.
There were 3 personal events around this dumb movie shoot.
She has her birthday,their anniversary and ofcourse movie premiere where they can make it official from their side.
She plans on posting him on her Instagram on their anniversary for sure but that video was now not feeling special so sana decided to make another one for him.
A special surprise.
In the middle of all this planning,her cramps were still being a bitch and sana was reminded instantly of what she had to do today.
She hasn't talked about her periods to sidharth ever but i guess now was a good time as any.
She texted k her planner and told her to arrange the events according to her schedule.
And then she herself went into a store to buy couple of things before she was headed to her boyfriend who by the way was working like a good boy and had no idea just what exactly was coming his way.
Vikas and sidharth were discussing something important when a man knocked on his office door.
Sid-Yes.
Man-Sir shehnaaz madam is here to see you.
Sid-What???
Man-Yea well she says its urgent.
Sid looked at Vikas and he nodded.
Vikas took the file and instructed everyone to not disturb sidharth until his next announcement.
He was drinking some water when he saw his beautiful girlfriend walking to where he was.
Sidharth was about to stand and greet her but she walked over to where he was and rode into his lap.
He almost lost his balance.
Sid-Arey aaram se sana,you will get hurt.
What is going on baby???
She said nothing,she locked her legs behind his back and hugged him.
Sid carassed her hair and said
"Is something wrong my world"?
Sana nodded.
Sid-What happened?
Sana-M in pain.
Sid-Aah how?The ankle again?
Sana-No....cramps.
As soon as sidharth heard that he was so attentive it was like some PTSD thing for him.
Sid*stammers*Oh okay angel,you drove here in pain?
Sana-I don't wanna be alone.
He was feeling high on whatever she was feeding him today.
This was beautiful to him.
He rubbed her back and said
"Why don't you go upstairs and i will join you once i finish my work"
Sana-Nope.
Sid-Han?
Sana-No..i wanna stay here until you are done.
Sid-But you are hurting sana,office mein comfortable nahi hoga.
Sana-I am very comfortable right now,tum kar apna kaam.
He laughed, she can't possibly be serious but the way she adjusted herself on him and sighed,he knew she wasn't going to move.
Sidharth kissed her head and actually held his pen to sign a few documents while she was clinging on to him like a koala.
Sana knew he was not going to object to her clinging on to his body.
She stayed like that for some time and when sidharth stopped rubbing her from one hand sana kicked him.
Sid*laughing*What's wrong doll?
Sana-I am in pain sidharth.
Sid-So what do you want me to do?
Sana-Cuddles???
Sid-Han?Right now....i have work love.
Sana looked at him angry and said
"Let me rephrase that in the words you will understand,i want attention and i want it from you.I am going to go upstairs and you decide what your next move is going to be"
She walked out with such a sass that sidharth had to stop smiling.He was really contemplating what consequences await him if he denied her attention.
Sid closed the file and called bella in.
Bella-Yes sir.
Sid-Cancel my last appointment, i have some personal work to attend and i have forwarded you a list of things i want you to order and send upstairs.
She nodded and sidharth ran to the elevator,he didn't wanna waste any time.He wanted this.
Upon entering his suite,he saw what he never imagined in a million years happening.
His girlfriend was on his bed,wearing his hoodie which was a dress for her and eating sour belts.
Sid*smiling*My my...what do we have here???
Sana opened her arms and patted the seat next to her.
"Took you long enough"
Sidharth jumped and kissed her face.
She giggled, she literally giggled instead of saying babe stop,wow this was amazing.
Sana made him lie down next to her and moaned in pain as the cramps hit her again.
Sidharth saw as she groaned and stretched further on the bed.She was hurting and he hated that.
Sidharth rubbed her belly trying to give her attention she so needed.
Sana-I wanna eat something.
Sid-Han?
Sana-I wanna eat something,what do we have???
Sid-Aah just a second, abhi dekhta hun.
He rushed and sana smiled.
Yes she was exaggerating but she was actually in pain and she was feeling good with the attention.
We are all same in some type of way.It feels good to be loved.
Sid came and dropped a basket in front of her.
Sorry angel..i only have organic stuff here.
Just wait for a few seconds and then you can have whatever you want.
Sana-Why?You ordered something?
Sid-Yea,i ordered everything that you might crave or think of eating.
In sidharth's mind it was a bonus point and he should win this but it was a game changer.
Sana-Aa baby.
Sid-Yes.
Sana-Are these the things your ex used to eat.
Sid-Han wo.....and he realized she was about to throw a fit.
Sid-Nahi actually i guessed it from your preferences of food angel.
Sana-Aha?What is my favourite snack???
Sid-Savoury its hot cheetos,sweet its jolly ranchers.
Sana-What is my comfort food???
Sid-You think its pasta but everytime we watch a movie or you are in a bad mood all you eat is grilled cheese sandwich..so both of them is my answer.
Sana-What is one thing i am allergic to?
Sid-Trick question...nothing.Although i know for a fact that you hate the taste of brocolli and tell people you are allergic to it when you eat out.
Sana-What is my favourite drink???
Sid-Starbucks kiwi crush...waise you like their raspberry pink drink as well.
Come doll.its no use trying to frame me.Tell your hormones i won.
She jumped up and kissed sidharth.
"Damn baby that was so impressive,you look 10 times hotter just because of that"
Sidharth was so radient because of how she was behaving. He was living that college romance again.
And soon the items arrived.
Sana saw as he dumped all the things on the bed and said
"Behold my lady...your warm water bottle,all snacks that you like and ofcourse i ordered schwarma wraps from that deli you like.
Washroom has all the essentials for you.I want you to stay the night with me,you can wear anything you like from my closet,it will be an honour"
Sana was so emotional, was it the periods or was it him?Who knows.She was experiencing something she never did as a kid.
Pampering!!!
Sana*hugging him*I love you so damn much,you are like my most favourite human being in the world"
Sid kissed her cheeks and said
"Start eating while i go downstairs and dismiss everyone for the day and then we can do whatever you want"
Sana-Thank you for being so sweet to me,i am waiting. Jldi jao aur jldi aao...aur suno.
Sid-Yea?
Sana-I am waiting to cuddle when you come back, these cramps are brutal.
He laughed and went downstairs.
Life was good and so was this new girlfriend avatar he was gifted.
Gifted???Or he created it????
Whatever, this was going to continue for a long time and lets just say sidharth was prepared that by the end of the deal they will be moving in together!!!