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๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๏ฟฝ... More

introduction
count me out
my secret didja get it yet?
one chance?
something in your eyes
whispers in bed
who do you trust
a thousand miles away
im still in love with you
should have never told me
kickback
cool it now
tonights your night
popcorn love
can you stand the rain
im comin home
love again
oh yeah,it feels so good
hot 2 nite
hide and seek
who do you trust
leave me
Sneakin around
your not my kind of girl
competition
im leaving you again
Jealous girl
mr telephone man
bring back the memories
peer pressure
try again
n.e heartbreak
all for love
crucial
hey there lonely girl
one love
start turnin me on
tears on my pillow
blue moon
she gives me a bang
you dont have to worry
baby love
pass the beat
my prerogative
do me!
that girl is poison
let me know something?!
superlady
word to the mutha
dope!
if it isnt love.
since i dont have you
i do need you
something in your eyes
sensitivity
home again
last time

aint nuthin changed

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2 weeks later your pov:
Ralph and Johnny are over because we about to go to dinner. You wanted to get your mind off being sad and missing mike. "Damn y/n you take forever let's go I'm hungry" Ralph whines "ok ok" you say coming downstairs with your sunglasses you were looking for. Then the phone rings as you putting on your earrings. "We'll go get it" "bitch who you think I am you go get it" Ralph says and Johnny laughs. Your roll your eyes smiling as you pick up the phone. "Yo?"

Ronnies pov
We went to a wild party last nigh. Drugs were involved and mike wanted to try the heavy stuff. His body couldn't take it as soon as we got back to the hotel he passed out. It was only 12am. "Mike maybe you should've slown-" Ricky was cut off as mike passed out on the floor. I go and check his pulse. "Holy shit Rion he's not breathingggg." Ricky says. I was high and drunk and so was ricky so our mind wasn't in the right place. "Well shit we gonna do? What happens to this mofo?" "I don't know maybe overdosed" Ricky says. "We need to call the police" "Yea bitch hurry up" Ricky says and you roll your eyes. "Where's mike phone at?" In the bed "Ricky says sitting down. You grab his phone. Everything is so blurry. Then Ricky passed out. You sighed. You could barely see anything so you just clicked the speed dial number
"Yo?"
"Yo? Who tf is this"
"Ron? What's goin on"
"Shiiii a lot you need to call your man. He's over here passed out he overdosed I think so did Ricky here mike talk to yo wife....see he not saying anything......."
".......Yo it's Johnny
And Ralph! Y/n is freaking out what just happened?"
"Shoot man mike wanted to try cocaine and boom man he passed out and he not breathing"
"Where are you guys? Did you call the ambulance?"
"We are in Chicago and nah I clicked what was on speeeeddd dialllllllll......" I blacked out and faintly heard my name as my eyelids got heavier
"Ron. RON. RON."
Your POV
"Can we hurry up?" I say to the driver "yo y/n we going as fast as we can go" Johnny says "My husband is not breathing ron passed out. We have no idea where he is. They all overdosed Johnny I'm freaking out"

We all get on the plane. It was short to get to Chicago. I was panicking but Ralph and Johnny kept me calm. Then paparazzi came and flashed us as we got to the city looking for help. "Y/N!" "JOHNNY GILL LOOK OVER HERE" "Y/N ARE YOU DATING JOHNNY GILL AGAIN?" The paparazzi yells out "Guys can you please help us bell Biv Devoe came for a show tonight where did they stay at" "I took photos of them they staying at the Hilton inn hotel!" "thank you I'll come back out tomorrow please leave us alone" you say and they obey as you run to the hotel. You get to the hotel and as you walking on the floor Ralph is on the phone with the ambulance to hurry up and get them over here. You open the door to the hotel room as your heart sank. They all had there eyes starting to swell mike and ronnies hands were turning purple. Ricky has foam coming out of his mouth. Johnny ran to Ricky as Ralph went to Ronnie trying to wake them up. Your husband over dosed. You dropped to your knees. "HOW DARE YOU!" You yell at him and slap him in the face hard. "Yo yo y/n stop." "HOW COULD FUCK UP A PROMISE LIKE THAT HOW DARE YOU! THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS!" You say smacking him again. That's when Ralph pulled you away from him as you fiddled with him to let you go while crying. Then the paramedics came in. They were surprised to see you as you were crying into Ralph as Johnny was monitoring the fellas. They were all put on the stretchers and rushed out of the hotel.

The next day
Ralph stayed in Rickys room, Johnny is Ronnies and I'm in mikes. They had us in a two person room so they had an extra bed where you slept on. You woke up and got ready in the hospital waiting for news on your husband. "How fucking could you. What are we 16? Breaking promises?" You say holding his hand. "Doing cocaine?" You sigh as you stroke his face and kiss his cheek. You sit down on the hospital bed and just writing song lyrics. Then you felt him move. You turn to him where he was slowly blinking. You look at him. "What the fuck happened?" He asks rubbing his eyes. You felt anger build up in you. you just stared at him. "Yo? Can you fill me in?" "WHAT FUCKING HAPPENED IS YOU DID COCAINE AND OVERDOSED! Oh y/n your the only drug I need I promise I won't ever do drugs again as long as I have you" you say mocking his voice "YOU FUCKING LIAR" "shi I'm sorry baby I was just curious on how it felt like" "WANNA KNOW WHAT IT FELT LIKE ENDING UP IN A HOSPITAL WORRYING ME I HOPE YOU HAD YOUR FUN WHO THE HELL KNOWS WHAT YOU DOING AT THESE PARTIES CHEATING ON ME?!" "OH SHUT UP THE ONLY REASON WHY I DID DRUGS WAS TO GET MY MIND OFF YOUR MAGIZINE. I WAS SO EXCITED TO READ IT BUT YOU HAD SEX WITH BOBBY BROWN" he yells back. You were in shock. "Now you upset I found out huh? Now everyone knows. Your a cheater. Y/n what the hell is going on between you and Bobby. Leave me any time for him. I don't care. Just stop hurting me." "Michael what are you talking about. Nothing even close to sex happened. I saw him this week so he could take me out for dinner. Nothing happened that night." "Bobby did an interview saying that you guys got really close one night and took things to another level" "that just the way Bobby is. He's like that. He wants to make it seem like I'm his but nah. I'm sorry he said that I have no control about it. I didn't know I was labeled as a cheater as someone else's words. I'll do an interview to clear it up. I'm sorry. I didn't know he would say that." You say looking at him sincerely "don't be sorry. It's not your fault. I'm sorry for calling you a cheater. I'm sorry for doing drugs. I'm sorry I believed someone without asking you. Again. I thought I could stop that habit. Also baby I would never ever ever cheat on yo fine ass. I don't settle for anything other than my dream girl why cheat if your better than everyone else." He says and you smile and kiss him hand "I'm really your dream girl?" You ask and he looks at a you crazily "girl you have been my dream girl the second I laid eyes on you. It's like when I saw you I had my mind set on you and only your fine ass. Always turning me on ever since we was kids" he says and you smile looking down.

All the other boys woke up. Ricky has trouble waking up but eventually he did. We're you mad? Still kinda.

Bobby's pov the next day:
I woke up to a girl next to me. Again still not the girl of my dreams. I softly get up to freshen up. Once I come back to the shower the girl left. "The hell? She one of those leave the one night stand as soon as possible typa a bitch. I gave her $500 and my dick and she just went off" I say to myself. I walk downstairs to my mansion house and turn on the tv tiredly as I sit on the couch. "Y/n! Y/n" the tv says as I was alert obviously "my girl" I say to myself even though she's far from mine. She looked so beautiful in her outfit and her hair done. She was signing autographs as camera were being pointed at her. "Y/N ARE THE BOBBY BROWN AFFAIR RUMORS TRUE?" The cameraman asks and I curse under my breath as she turns to the camera while she was handing her album to sign. "Bobby brown and I never had anything. We've never been more than friends and I will always look at him as a friend. There would never be a day where I would do something like that with Bobby brown. I never found Bobby attractive. The rumors are very false. Bobby keeps thinking we have something but we never did" she says and my heart shatters. We did use to have something and it was the best time of my life. I turned off the tv and say it silence because of my heartbreak. I grabbed my keys and ran to my car to go see y/n. When I arrived I knocked on the door as y/n opened it laughing and music was blasting and he smiled disappeared. "BABY IM GONNA GO GET AN ICED COFFEE" she yells "AIGHT BABY I LOVE YOU" mike yells back "LOVE YOU TOO" she yells back and walks out. "The fuck you doin here?" She asks rudely "can we talk? In my car?" "I don't know I'm scared if I do your obsessed ass is gonna make up stories I fucked you in your car" she says with an attitude but I couldn't be mad "no-y/n-girl-just come in my car please I'll take you on a drive. I won't do nothing" I say "Bobby you don't understand. Doing nothing to me is bare minimum get it through your head ive been married" she says "y/n please" I say and she rolls her eyes walking to my car I followed her to open the door for her. "I think I could open the door" she says glaring at me as she's getting in the car. I get back in my side knowing I pissed her off badly. I put my keys in and got on the road. "Y/n. I'm so sorry-" "NAH SORRY DOESNT EVEN DO IT YOU HAVE DONE SO MANY THINGS WHILE I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP! NOW SAYING I HAD SEX WITH YOU? BOBBY DO YOU EVER THINK? I AM IN A RELATIONSHIP AND YOU KEEP TRYING TO BREAK US UP BOBBY I DONT EVEN THINK I WANNA BE FRIENDS ANYMORE BECAUSE YOU CANT EVEN HANDLE BEING FRIENDS" she yells as I parked in a empty parking lot. I sigh "y/n I understand I don't know what I was thinking i don't know why I thought it would be cool. I am soooo sorry. It was so wrong for me to do. I cant make no excuses y/n. I fucked up big time. I am so so sorry. Y/n i am so sorry if hurt you and mikes relationship. I'll leave it alone. You are the happiest I have ever seen you when your around him and you deserve it" I say looking at her gorgeous face as she softly smiles "I meant it" I say kissing her hand staring in her eyes as her anger dies down in her eyes. "If you don't wanna be friends anymore I understand definitely. What I did mike and you was so messed up and I wouldn't even forgive myself" I say looking at her "Bobby I didn't mean it I was just upset. You know I couldn't live without you" she says smiling. man If she was my girl I would kiss her right at that moment. I had to stop thinking about that. My eyes were in pain from not looking at her lips "but can I ask you something?" I ask and she nods "you actually never had feelings for me?" "Damn Bobby I was waiting for you to ask me to become your girl" she admits smiling. If my ass wasn't so nervous. "Deadass?" "Deadass my feelings were so strong for you in late 1984 early 1985" she says smiling and I nod smiling "good to know" I say "aight drive me home" she says and I nod smiling. I thought about what y/n said. She actually could have been mine. The whole rest of the say I thought about that. I could have actually had a shot and made y/n fall in love with me.
Your pov
I was in my room. Writing down lyrics to an idea that had stricken me. The window was open to let a cool breeze in. Mike was working late again. I start singing the lyrics to myself "YO FUCK YOU YOU UNGRATEFUL SON OF A BITCH" you hear Ricky will "WHO YOU CALLING A BITCH?" mike yells. I ran to the window. Ricky in his car yelling at my man. "YOU MIKE YOUR SO DAMN UNGRATEFUL YOU ONLY CARE ABOUT IS YOU, YOUR GIRL AND MONEY! BIV YOU DONT GIVE A SINGLE SHIT ABOUT US OR THIS GROUP YOU JUST SIT BACK AND LET MONEY COME TO YOU!" Ricky yells. He was angry. Ricky was so goofy so Mike did something to piss him off. Then mike had that look on his face. The look he gives everyone else but me. He was about to snap. Next thing you knew mike opened Rickys car door and dragged him out to start beating on him "oh shit" I say running out of my room quickly down the grand staircase when I ran out Ricky was talking a few punches on Biv as he was trying to throw him off "STOP OH NAH STOP" I say but they completely ignored me still swinging at eachother "SLICK PLEASE STOP SLICK PLEASE" i say trying to grab his arm but when he shoved me I fell to floor. He was irritated and wanted to get at mike. It didn't hurt me and I didn't feel offended at all and Ricky looked at with sympathy and boom Ricky was punched in the face so hard he fell to the floor "THROWING MY GIRL ON THE FLOOR?" Mike yells and i got up and immediately grabbed Mike by his ear yanking him back "THE FUCK WRONG WITH YOU?" I yell
Rickys pov:
I was on the floor breathing heavily trying not wince in pain because that shit did hurt "Ricky baby come on in. You won't have to talk to my bitch ass husband just come in"' she says and I nod and follow her in. "GET YO ASS TO THA ROOM!" Y/n yells "y/n you not gonna tell me-" "I'll kick you out and go cheat on you with Bobby brown" y/n says. Damn. She threaten him like that ? That's a threat Mike should be scared of as he got his ass ton the room.
Your pov
"Lemme get you some ice slick damn I'm so sorry. I'm telling you, this man and his anger issues. Saying he will control himself. He's probably upstairs now smoking a joint and gonna say sorry to me and say he's gonna change" I say as i got a damp cloth and wiped rickys face. He looked mad still. Stared off in the distance. I wiped the blood off his busted lip "slick? What happened?"
Rickys pov
"I was driving him home and was talking to him about bell Biv Devoe ideas and for upcoming studio sessions and he was being very bland with me. He was tired tho. He's been barely getting sleep. He wants to spend time with you but he's been working late. He just got off tour a moth ago and working late recently. He's just tired and feels like he not spending enough time with you as a married couple and I called him selfish but he's just tired and misses you" I say looking down "slick it's okay. He shouldn't have started hitting. That was his fault and that's why I was mad." She says putting an ice pack on my face and I sigh looking down "he'll come around. I'll send him tomorrow to go apologize" "but I started it" "but he hit you" she says and I look back down "sorry I shoved you. I just didn't want you in the way I didn't know I went that hard" "it's all good. I understand it didn't hurt at all" she says taking the ice pack off my cheek. "Alright let me get home" I say walking to the door "bye y/n thank you" I say as she smiles and kisses my cheek "bye" she says and I smile walking out
Y/ns pov
Ricky left so now I have to deal with my husband. I walked upstairs to the room and Mike was laying on the bed cuddling the pillow "surprised your not smoking" I say and you see from behind mike sighs "THE HELL UP WITH YOU STARTING PHYSICAL FIGHTS-" I yell walking towards the bed where the pillow mike was resting on had a small puddle of tears was close to him. Then you remembered what Ricky says. He's tired and misses me. I sighed. "Go ahead yell at me" he says staring off in the distance "baby what's been goin on with you?" I ask "fuck y/n I feel so bad. I wanna take you on a nice trip to get away but here I am coming back from tour a month ago. Been working for sunrise to sunset. I just feel like...I should so better as a husband. Now I'm being called selfish." Mike says into pillow not making contact with me. I sigh "you do enough biv. You stay loyal to me and that's all I could ask for" I say "but-" "baby it's all good. As long as you come home to me it's okay. Soon we will have time to escape the world but now you need to continue to work hard." I say as he smiles "tomorrow morning you gonna apologize to slick for hitting him violently. Control your anger mike"
"Fine" He say and i nod looking out the window I opened the window so she can sit on the room. There's a small seating area on top of the roof. One of the main reasons I bought this house was for the roof porch. I opened the windows
Mikes pov
"come on baby talk to me" She says climbing out the window as I happily get up to follow her and climb out the window. I guess she has it set up because it had pillows and blankets in porch area. I got up as she smiled looking down "what bae" I ask "you fine as helll" she says and I smile "yo lay down with me let me know how your job been" she says as she lays on the blankets as I lay down as she looks at the stars. I couldn't help but kiss her. She kissed me like she was waiting for me to kiss her. I felt so wrapped up in her love and satisfaction. She gave me soft loving kisses....for the next 30 minutes. She then pulled away but all I wanted to do was kiss her forever. So I kissed her again as she pulled back. "Damn y/n one more small kiss please. Make sure you finish the kiss like how you always do" I tell her as she nods and I lean back into her to kiss her. Then she softly kisses me let's our tongues move together. Then she softly bit my bottom lip and pulled away. I couldn't help but smile immediately. "Can we just kiss forever?" I ask as she laughs. She cuddles into me so she can look up at the stars. This was all I craved. Her in my arms. "So how's your groups?" "Baby they good I found some real talent" I say as she smiles.
For the next hour I talked to her and be in her presence. Right now she in the shower washing up for the night as I was watching basketball on the tv. I waited and waited for her to come out so I can be with her again and finally the door opened. I expected her just to be in here sweats with a hoodie but when she walked out she wore this beautiful light pink lingerie set. Took my breath away as my heart was beating like crazy. I got out of bed still keeping my eyes on her. I grabbed her wrist still keeping contact with her eyes and took her to the bed. "God damn" I say to myself as she smiles and gets on top of me to kiss me. Not even 5 minutes in to the make out session I already was hard and wanting. I thrusted my hips into her to let her know. She smiled as she pulled away and went to my belt and took it off. She was about to unbuckle my pants that were buldging like crazy and looked up at me. "Who do you love?" "All you y/n. I love you so much. More than anything" I say biting my lip "okay good. I just wanted to show you my new lingerie set. It's cute right" she says getting up and going to the mirror. To look at myself "you gotta be fucking with me" I say mad "hm? I'm tired." "Well you want kids right? We need to keep trying baby. So let's try again ." I say as she turns around "fine" she says turning around coming back to me. "1 round tho" she says sitting on my lap unbuckling my pants. "Yeah whatever. You always say that but you know you want more" I say smiling as I turn off the light next to me on the night stand, turn off the tv. That was just the beginning of a night filled with love.

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