Someone commented that every title of my chapter can be a book title and i haven't stopped thinking about it ever since🤪.
This is one is a GOT reference though i tweaked it a bit🥂🙌
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Sana was sleeping when the room service knocked on the door.
She stood up...arm feeling better than yesterday.
Sana-Come in.
The man entered and kept the packages on the bed and left .
It had a little note to it.She picked it up and it read
"Well here lies the solution to your every problem....don't make me wait too much doll"
She opened the package to come face to face with a beautiful bell sleeve dress with matching peep toe sandals.
Sana laughed at how smart he played.Covered sleeves and not really touching the wound.
She took it out of the package and kept it by the sofa.
She still has time to she dialled kaaya and in few seconds kaaya picked it up.
Sana-Hey.
K-Hey babe...how are you?Dikha wound dikha.
Sana slid to the right a bit and kaaya gasped.
K-How are you supposed to shoot with that thing?
Sana-Actually the wound is healing pretty fast K.....they said they will alter some dresses and make a few changes but everything else can be managed.
K-Hmm well take care alright.
Sana-Yea ofcourse....tu bta,why you look so cheery?
K-Oh yar sana i heard the most funniest argument today while i was shopping.
Sana-Han?
K-Han yar..there was this girl who was there shopping for lingerie with her boyfriend okay...and whatever she would chose he will either say its too expensive or not good.
So naturally i started following them around to see if and what she buys because that was pretty interesting.
Sana-Yea yea...go on.
K-So the girl holds up another one and the man checked the price tag and said
"Why do you want an expensive bra anyway.....you don't have much to cover"???
Sana made an offended face.
K-I know right..but here's the best part.
She said-Excuse me....
He goes again-"You don't need a bra babe...you barely have breasts"
So the girl looks at him and goes
"Well..maybe then you should stop buying underwear"😂😂😂😂
Sana laughed so hard she choked.
K-Dekha....wasn't this funny as fuck...i wanted to hug her but fir maine jaane diya.
Sana-Wah....and how are things with vikas.
K-Good...we do argue about the most random stuff but..
Sana-What now?
K-Nothing major..i was just telling him that men with old boring names will never experience a woman expressing her true self to them while in bed.
Sana-What?What are you even saying?
K-Listen to me sana...you know i don't always use the best words but i am serious.
Sana-What does name have to do with anything?
K-You don't get it......men should have a hot name or they should die virgin...because boring names cannot be moaned.
Sana-Han?
K-Ofcourse...how the fuck will i look moaning...Rakessshhhh!...am i having sex or am i his old age mother dying because hamare paas dwai kai paise ni hai...like some 90's Bollywood movie😂
(Why do i feel someone amongst the readers can be a rakesh or someone might know a rakesh here...to them i would say
"Mere muh se nikal gyi bhaiya 😭😭😭"
Wattpad ke sabhi rakeshon se prarthna hai k bura na maane..joke tha 🙏😄)
Sana-You are impossible ,do you know that.
K-Thankyou for the compliment...anyways how are things with sidharth.
Sana-What things?He is guilt ridden and keeps taking me out on dates.
K-Fuuckkk....again?Plz don't say there is another outfit waiting as well.
Sana turned the camera and kaaya screamed
"Bitch..plz have sex with him for me,for all the women that cannot because he deserves it and because very soon you will forget what it feels like"
It was a joke but sana realized that it actually has been really long and as much as she hates to admit it...she did miss the passion of it all.
Sana-Yea..i think i will take you up on that suggestion.
Kaaya was radiant when she heard that.She thought to herself
"Damn....i did it"
Sana-Yea...i think after sidharth leaves i will give a call to that manik guy...i guess he likes me and i was rude to him even when he took care of me.
Kaaya ke dimag mein sirons bjne lage...
"Danger...danger"!
K-Ek second...usko sidharth ne kaha tha sana...he is the one you should thank.
Sana-I did...i am going on a date with him.
K-No you don't understand....you cannot sleep with manik.
Sana-Why?
K wanted to scream because sidharth loves you...but it wasn't her place to tell her. Sidharth should be the one...she knows.
K-Kyunki...he is not that good looking..if you want an adventure do it with someone you will never see again.
Sana-Wtf are you suggesting?
K knew she needs to do something so she said
"Got to go...ttyl...bye sana,take care and give my love to sidharth"
She disconnected and sana was all confused with her behavior.
In India...kaaya called vikas and wasted no time in speaking
"Baby...call sidharth"
Vikas-Hello my girlfriend that worries more about my brother these days.
K-Oooh needy aadmi...ye dangerous situation hai...i might've given sana a bad bad idea and i want you to tell sidharth.
Vikas-Kya kiya tumne?
K briefed him about how she wanted to hint sana about sidharth but sana was talking about approaching manik instead.
Vikas-Wth...sidharth toh jaan se maar dega bechare manik ko....ab kya karen?
K-Just tell him to let sana know how he feels before he leaves for India tomorrow.
Vikas-Like this?And what will he say....
I love you plz don't have sex with manik...you know sana doesn't love him kaaya there is still a chance she will sleep with manik after he confesses and that will break sidharth's heart.
I am so sorry but i won't say that...it should be his decision.
K-Okay then tell him about Sana's thoughts about manik atleast...fir usko choose karne do.
Kaaya was hoping sidharth to be smarter than vikas and confess his feelings.
Vikas agreed and went to inform sidharth about the oncoming scenario.
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Sidharth was in his room sitting in a pensive mood contemplating his next move.
He knew vikas meant well but kaash usey pta hi na hota.
Ab decision lena bahut stressful hoga.
He has to go meet her in few hours from now and tomorrow he will be in India.
There is no way sidharth can stop sana from doing something after he leaves so all he can do is to hope that she doesn't give into her physical desires with that idiot when sidharth here will be more than happy to do her the favour.
He needed to make up his mind about what exactly will he say to her. And he is praying for it all to go well because honestly..he can't really afford to fuck this up.
His life is a mess right now and honestly sana was the only thing keeping him sane so naturally he didn't wanna fuck the friendship if that is the only way she will be in his life.
Sidharth was thinking back to how it all started and what he wants it to be in the future.
He wants universe to give him some kind of a sign that he actually loves her and its not just some crazy obsession because she is the only girl he cannot have.
He won't be able to live with himself if that ever happened.
It is so fucking scary to think that love can sneak up on you anytime anywhere and it can take you forever to understand what makes a person so special that you'd die for them!
Anyways now he just needed to think what he was about to say to her and then it will all pass.
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Sana was in front of the mirror thinking about her life and also how she always gets into trouble one way or another.
Her thoughts drifted back to the night they came back from the hospital and she was all drugged.
Sana shuddered at the thought of that moment when she heard the gunshot wound.
Sana's POV
I don't really remember much of it tbh...but if i am being real,it was like an eternity when i realized i was hit...i mean actually it was like a 5 second window between the impact and realization but it felt like ages.
I looked at the blood and that panicked me so much...i was freaking scared.
I remember falling down on the floor and sidharth screaming my name and everything else is a blur.
I was knocked out.
But there is one vision that keeps coming back to me even though it never happened.
It never happened but i see it like some flash.
I see sidharth holding my hand by the hospital bed and begging for me to wake up.
Weird right.
Anyways i know he slept there by my side.But that is all that happened and i am happy that the injury wasn't bad.
Although i am scared about this whole business rival thing for him.
He was in danger and that wasn't sitting well with me...because you all see the way he lives right?
Itna bda aadmi hai ek security guard rakh lega toh kya chala jayega iska.
Nahi...ye toh superman ki aulad hai.
I don't mind being in pain as much as i mind the dependency.
I wish all this is over soon.
This will sound strange but i don't know why....i heard him say something to me the night we came back from hospital.
Plz don't come at me but i thought he said he liked me or something.
I know its weird because i know sidharth doesn't like me like that...he is just a flirt...he is like that with every woman.
What was saying if it wasn't something like that?
I wanna know but honestly i am scared.He is the only friend i have.I don't wanna ruin it by making things complicated and i think love is nothing but a complication.
He doesn't love me and i don't love him so...why even try to be romantic....it will fuck things up.
Yea...i am not going to think too much....i am just going to get ready and say goodbye to him and text manik to see me tomorrow.
My hormones are making me think like a girl and i do not appreciate it at all.
I wish i could talk to shriya or kaaya about this.
But kaaya is an overexcited creature and shriya needs a lot of catching up to do.
It will not be a surprise if kaaya says
"Just fuck it and forget it sana...you are horny that is all"
And the fact that she might be right is so embarrassing. I don't like men that often to be like oh..let me sleep with that men.
If a man can't turn on my mind...i can't possibly give him my body..its as simple as that.
This might not be the conventional way but we are what we are and as far as sexual preferences go, mine is quite decent.
So let's just get this over with and have a nice time with sidharth who always showers me with affection.
I am really grateful for having him in my life.
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Kiss me like you wanna be loved.
Sidharth was on the table waiting for sana.Nope he didn't go to get her today.He send a card through the hands of a bell boy to make it seem more authentic that this won't be a date like every other one.
He was nervous as fuck.Ofcourse he was excited but nervousness was top of it all.
He was tapping his hands lightly on the table and ordered the best wine they had.
All left for now is to watch her walk through that door.
It was a good sign that she didn't call after the gifts she recieved.
It meant they fit and she likes them because sana is the kind of woman who will literally call and shout at him if he sends her something that she didn't like.
Her honesty was one of the many things that he liked in her.
Sidharth abhi aur shehnaaz chaleesa pdhta par saamne dekha toh words fry hogye saare.
She looked so beautiful...not hot...not sexy...beautiful.
Her soft curls and minimum makeup really makes her look gorgeous.
Sidharth stood up and greeted her
"Oh god...you look amazing"
Sana smiled and thanked him.
Sidharth helped her set things up on her table a bit and said
"Do i have a great choice or what"?
Sana-Han...experience hi itna hai....toh choice toh great hogi.
Sid-Well....ouch, lekin you are the second women i picked clothes out for to get dressed in sweetheart, baki toh they just wanted to take em off with me.
Sana*gagging*Ugh..plz sidharth no more sidharthsutra moves....but thankyou for these....these are beautiful...both the things.
Sid-My pleasure doll,actually you look really beautiful...so money worth spent i guess.
Sana smiled and said
"Shall we drink to my beauty then"?
Sid-Ofcourse.
Sana-Cheers.
They started the drinking fest while chatting about random things and asking each other stupid questions like....
Sana-Sooo..Mark ruffalo or Robert downy jr??
Sid-None of them.
Sana-whattttt?Are you saying that if you were gay and you had a choice, you wouldn't date them?Sorry sidharth but even straight men wanna date them.
Sid-I know that...i like them but i think if it ever comes to that...i would wanna date Johnny Depp or Leonardo DiCaprio...m more of a versatility guy you know...
After another banter sid shouted
"My turn...so if you were to date a woman from Hollywood in her late 40's pr 50's who would it be"?
Sana thought for a while and smiled
"Jennifer Lopez"
Sid-Smart.
Sana-Ofcourse...woman looks like she still is in her 20's ..who wouldn't wanna date her.
Sid-Agreed.
Sana-My turn....so who would you date in Bollywood right now?
Sid-Hmm right now?
Sana-Yea.
Sid-You.
Sana spat the drink on the table and excused herself.
Sid*laughing*Just saying...you are the only woman i talk to,take on dates and spend my time with..i don't have the time to date any other woman...so you.
Sana*trying to get back*Oh i am sorry...m i ruining your chances with other women you keep entertaining?
Sid came prepared he wasn't going to shy away tonight.
Sid-So...you think i fuck other women on the side?
Sana-On the side?I am not your girlfriend sidharth...why would i think that.But i know how you are and i know are not the one to not have action in your life.
Sid-Okay doll...since you are so smart name one woman i was spotted with in last 5 months.
Sana tried really hard but she couldn't remember one name or face.
Sana-Okay fine...but even if in public it wasn't the case i am pretty sure in private you are getting it good.
She winked.
Sidharth striked again
"It sounds like you want me to say yes..so that you can relax about the fact that you are the only woman i am talking to right now"
Sana*cough*Oh plz...i don't care..i was just curious...anyways good for you man..if its true atleast now i won't accidentally catch chlymadia while using your things .
Sid was about to say something when thw food arrived.
He decided to let it rest and both of them enjoyed dinner in peace.
Once they were done,sidharth was watching her drinking like she didn't wanna talk so she had to keep her mouth busy.
He was finding it really satisfying that he was dominating this entire conversation with her today.
Sidharth liked the fact that he can make her speechless.
Sana was playing with the hem of her dress and sidharth full well knew she was trying to avoid him.
But if she doesn't feel the same way...why was she nervous?
Sid-You might wanna slow down with the drinks sana...you've had a bit much.
Sana*slurring*You're a butt munch.
Sid*laughing*I said bit much..but okay.
Sana stopped for a second and said
"Why are you being weird"?
Sid-Sorry?
Sana-Why are you being romantic and sweet to me?Its confusing?
Sid-When have i been mean to you on any of the dates?
Sana squinted her eyes to try and remember but nope....he never behaved badly on any of the dates.
Sana-These are not dates...friends don't go on dates.
Sid-Do friends kiss each other when drunk?
Sana-Nope...that is mean.
Sid*mumbling*-I thought so too.
Sana-Han?
Sid-Nothing.
He saw sana about to do something but suddenly she seethed in pain.
That made sidharth jump.
Sid-That's it...lets continue the date back in your room...you need your pain meds.
Sana*mimicking*You need you pain meds.
Sid-Stop it.
Sana-Stop it.
Sid-Oh god sidharth, you are so hot.
Sana*giggling*Haha..i won't lie😋
He took hold of her and helped her up.
Sidharth paid the bill and escorted her in the elevator.
Sana-I wanna press the button.
Sid--Sure doll go ahead.
She pressed the wrong one ofcourse.
Sidharth shook his head and pressed the right one.
All the way going up ,he kept staring at her ...noticing how she was biting her lip and looking at her feet the whole time.
When they reached inside, sana kept her phone and her clutch to the side and sidharth helped her remove her shoes and she patted the seat next to her.
Sidharth gave her the medication and said
"This will help you feel better"
Sana gulped it down and sidharth excused to go use the facilities.
When he came back sana was typing something away on her phone.
Sid-I don't wanna be rude but date is not over...so stop sexting other men.
He was joking but sana went pale in the face.
Sid- Relax...jeez..mazak tha sana.
Sana-Yea..i know...anyways, what do you wanna do to conclude the date..btao?
Sid-Hmm...let me think.
After thinking for a while he picked his phone up and connected the music system to it.
Sana raised an eyebrow to which he just said
"Don't worry i will be gentle with the arm"
She reluctantly gave him her hand and sidharth changed the lights to really dim setting to set the mood.
Sana was not at all comfortable with the way her heart was beating.
She was about to say something when sidharth took stance and twirl her around to the melodious voice of ed sheeran.
(If this song reminds you of the love of my life...a big hug to you)
Settle down with me
Cover me up, cuddle me in
Lie down with me
And hold me in your arms
Sidharth spins her softly and pulled her in his arms again.
And your heart's against my chest
Your lips pressed to my neck
I'm falling for your eyes
But they don't know me yet
And with a feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now
And in that very moment sidharth looked into her eyes....he wanted to tell her in that moment about how he feels but something was holding him back.
Sid was about to say something when sana actually rested her head on his shoulder and he had to stop for a second to soak it all in.
Kiss me like you wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
You wanna be loved
This feels like falling in love
We're falling in love
We're falling in love
The song was too real for sana,she didn't wanna see his face right now.
But sidharth placed his thumb beneath her chin and pushed her face up.
Sid*whispering*I have to tell you something.
Sana-I thought the date isn't over yet?
Sid-Oh its the conclusion speech don't worry.
She smiled and sat down on the bed.
Sidharth looked nervous and gathering his thoughts when his phone beeped.
He excused himself and looked at the screen.
Sana who was drunk but now felt very much sober because of all this sexual tension between them saw his expressions go from smile to pain to anger and now had just hurt written all over them.
Sana-What's wrong sidharth?
Sid*clenching his teeth*You texted manik?
Sana*stuttering*Han?
Sid-You texted manik?Yes or no.
Sana-Yes.
Sid looked gutted.
Sid*angry reading from the screen*Hey...wanna visit me tomorrow night?Kinda miss company?wtf is this sana.
Sana knew it was just a come hither text but the way sidharth was speaking he probably didn't wanna hear that.
Sana-He sent it to you?Wtf.
Sid-He is way better at being a person than you sana...he just wanted to ask me if that is alright with me.
Sana*annoyed with his constant yelling*And why would he tell you that?
Sid- Because apparently ek kal ke launde ko dikh gya par tumhe nahi dikha.
Sana-What are you talking about sidharth?
Sid couldn't hold it in any longer.
He was in tears immediately and sana was shocked to see him cry.
Sid-I love you....it is so fucking visible that a man i barely have seen twice in my life understood immediately.
Its my love for you that is making me look like a pathetic mess who is crying because i don't know how to make it go away.
I am sick of pretending and i am really sick of you trying to judge me on my past when you are trying to fuck manik while i am in the same room with you.
Sana*low*-It wasn't a dirty text...why are you acting dumb...you don't love me...plz..stop..
Sid interrupted her...
"Stop what???Ruining our friendship???Ruining what we have?
I am sorry but its ruined already...i won't sit here and be your wingman while you call men to your hotel room and you don't get to tell me if i love you or not...i know i do...so shut up"
Sana-What are you saying sidharth?We are friends...how many times I've told you i don't wanna fuck it up.
She was crying too now...what the hell was happening.
Sid-You...you...you're a heartless bitch...i can't believe i came here thinking i was going to tell you how i feel while all this while you were thinking about fucking manik and texted him the moment i left to use the washroom.
Wow sana...and i am a fuckboy?I am being judged?Wow.
Sana knew why she texted him but she don't know how to explain it to him.
He was being the perfect gentleman and Sana's hormones were all over the place...she was afraid she would do something stupid so she texted him at once...taaki dimag mein rahe k she is supposed to meet manik and atleast she won't use sidharth like that.
But she had no idea he was thinking that he is in love with her.
Sid wanted to tell her how he was sure she texted manik to have sex...but kaaya will be in trouble and he didn't want that.
Besides what is the point.She wants manik..she wants to fuck him so he should not try to be safe right.
Sana was standing up to stop him but sidharth held his hand in the air and said
"I am sorry but i am leaving...i don't think i want to talk to anyone right now let alone you....so i am sorry and i hope you recover fine"
Sana was crying but was rooted to the spot..what was she supposed to say?
How was she supposed to stop him?
She didn't love him....did she?
Sidharth looked back from the door of her room and said
"Goodnight miss gill,it was nice being your friend....take care of yourself"
And with this sidharth left a crying and confused sana on the hotel floor.
She did nothing except cry...because another one of her relationship broke today and something tells her it won't be the last time.
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Hey.....guess what is coming next????
I am not replying to the guesses obviously but lets see what y'll think.