I woke up brushed my teeth changed into some blue jeans and put a sweatshirt on and walked downstairs
Kairi-morning
I juts smiled grabbing a water bottle from the refrigerator
Kairi-you're that mad?
Y-I'm not mad. Just annoyed. Gotta go
Kairi-we'll take you. Just wait
Y-look Kairi. I really don't want to talk to any of you guys right now. Just be how you were when I was in the hospital. Not like you cared anyway.
I grabbed my board and skated to school. I put my board in the office and walked to my locker.
Blake-so you going to prom
He said leaning on the lockers
Y-yupe
Blake-can I take you?
He smirked
Y-already have a date
Blake-oh come on mattia is a total douche
Y-so are you and no it's not Mattia. It's Stanley
Blake-Stanley. The loser? Oh come on y/n? Every boy wants you and you choose Stanley?
Y-I only like one boys Blake and I'm going with stably cause he's my friend and he didn't have a date.
I said closing my locker and headed to class. I did some work surprisingly and the went to gym class. I just sat at the top of the bleachers not doing anything and just looking at everyone else playing and the gang were at the bottom and I seen Kairi looking at me and I rolled my eyes and he walked up to me and sat down
Y-go away
Kairi-why are you annoyed about us
Y-you guys like huh? Jora?
Kairi-well she's our friend
Y-so was I. You guys care a lot about her. Guess I wasn't like her
Kairi-what are you talking about?
Y-I get that all you guys got hurt too, but I would have waited for you guys to wake up. I wouldn't have made new friends. You guys just forgot about me and met her.
Kairi-your our friend y/n. You're family
Y-you know I've only ever had family. Never had friends. But my family never forgot about each other. I mean Kairi look at my cousins. They're happy with Jora. They always cared about me and they don't even see how hurt I am? I know I'm not how Alyssa and Jaz want me to be "all glamorous and happy" but they never once turned their back on me? Now look. Jora has them. This family is shit!
Tears rolled down my eyes and I walked out gym and left school going back to my house
Diego-was y/n just crying?
Jaz-you're crazy she never cries
Alyssa-what's up with her?
Kairi-she just got upset
Jora-what? Is she gonna go cry in her room again?
In a baby voice
Mattia-again?
Jora-yea I heard her crying the other day. So annoying
I got home and just went into my room locking the door. I blasted music and just let it out. God I hate crying but I was so mad I needed too let it out. After a while I wiped the tears away and went downstairs grabbed a pack of beer and walked back upstairs drinking them.
I went back downstairs and the gang were downstairs watching TV. They just looked at me and I went to grab some things to make food. I ended up wanting to make "enchiladas"
Mark-I want some!
He got up
Y-make em yourself
Mark-I don't know how?!
Y-aww thats too bad
I said in a baby voice
Diego-please y/n
Y-you know usually I'd make you guys some even though I'm upset. But you guys really fucked up and it hurts. It really fucking hurts seeing you guys happy without me. So make your own damn food
Jora-probably tastes like ass
Y-mattia get your girlfriend to shut her mouth or the next time she says some shit I'm gonna break it
I said walking up to my room. I wasn't even hungry anymore....