- Bravo!
Your perspective~
Why did I even said I was ready?
Like no, Lee fucking Y/n have to act all brave and then cry her eyes out in fear!?
Pathetic.
But atleast I'm trying right? Atleast not throwing my hands and legs at whoever tries to drag me to the hospital.
I'm very calm this time.
No like really.
I didn't cried like a five year old and entered in the hospital quietly, my face screamed pure horror as if I was kidnapped by some mafias but I threw no tantrums.
The several check ups had only made me familiar with the view of hospital now.
I was given the hospital clothes and as I was changing, I heard some nurses talking behind the curtains.
"Thankgod the test result are okay now. Last time we got lectured for an hour."
"If it was not for Mr Kim, the poor girl's life would be at risk. "
"He is so caring and attentive! Also attractive! Kim Taehyung is the ideal man alive seriously!"
So he was the one who forced them to take my MRI test again? Because of him my surgery was postponed? Are you telling me that the man I curse to death actually did this all?
I had no more time to think when the nurses started to call my name. I hurriedly changed and ran out, even my breath came out nervously.
Just like before, everyone was kind and supportive towards me. It made me ease up a bit and when I saw my brother again, I couldn't help but feel the need to do it for him. When he hugged me tightly and I saw his eyes glistening with tears, face filled with worry and helplessness, I felt like the worst person because the reason was me and I didn't wanted him to be hurt because of me.
I was surely a fool to ignore all of this before but I myself didn't knew why I was acting so strange and moody.
But I just know one thing, it's now or never.
So I do everything, I did as I was instructed, I layed down while my breath hitched and eyes roamed around in uneasiness. The doctor smiled genuinely at me and told me to take long breathes and calm down.
I obeyed with a heavy heart and used every ounce of courage within me to trust them.
Closing my eyes tightly when they injected me, I kept thinking about nothing but my brother, I had to do it for him. To be with him. His face flashed in my mind again and again until I lost my consciousness.
And when I woke up, it was worst.
I was feeling drowsy and weak to my stomach, looking here and there I realised I was on the hospital bed.
Numbness was all over me, I stayed there for quite a while until a nurse came and saw me. She smiled and I looked at her with confusion.
Why am I confused?
She ran outside after seeing me and then the doctor came to check on me.
"Congrats you have made it out successfully." He says and chuckles at my continuous frowning face.
I didn't dared to move a single muscle and just layed there, wishing I fall back asleep and I did.
And I woke up again, the first thing I saw was Jin. My brother. My dear brother.
"Jin oppa" I let out in a low voice and he gasped at me, "Thankgod you remember me!" He yells and I gave him a genuine smile.
"Can never forget" I spoke again causing him to smile wide at me.
"Y/n do you remember me too!?" I heard Jungkook speak behind Jin, my eyes moved onto him and I smiled again, "Kookie" I said and he gasped too.
"Jimin. Namjoon. Yumi." I said looking at everyone.
"Where's Taehyung?" I asked with a frown and Namjoon chuckled, "He had some important work so he left."
I don't know why but I felt dissappointed, maybe it's because of the after effect of the surgery?
Because I would never be sad at his absence.
"But he postponed all his work for today!" Jungkook yells and just then the nurse walks in.
"No yelling in the hospital." She warns him with a glare and he rolls his eyes in annoyance.
"Whatever." Jungkook says and I frown again.
She checked upon me and Jungkook nagged at her to do properly.
After she left, I looked at him, confused, "He annoyed a lot of people today. Wouldn't stop crying and-" Jimin's pauses in his words when Jungkook shushed him up.
Jimin only smirks at the younger one's shocked face, "What shh? You cried like no tomorrow! You kept murmuring 'when will y/n wake up? I want to sheeee-YAH" both of them are literally wrestling against each other in a fight.
"You guys! Stop it for god's sake! Y/n just woke up and you are already causing her a headache with your bullshits!" Yumi says while approaching me, she passes me a sweet smile and I have trouble trying not to chukle at their silliness.
Days passed and I had to stay in the hospital. It sucked.
If you don't know what feels like hell then you should have stayed with me for those 7-8 days in the hospital when the doctors would inject you occassionally and make you gulp down those bland and ridiculous medicines countless times in a day.
The only thing which kept me sane so while was the people around me, I was relieved because my brother was there with me. Infact, all the guys occassionally came to visit me one by one. I was treated like a princess but still I hated being in hospital.
I just wanted to leave from there and I was happy and excited to know that I will be discharged soon.
Finally!
I took a breath of relief when Jungkook passed the good news to me.
I snap my head towards the door to see it creaked open revealing a smiling Jimin.
And behind him was Taehyung with his as usual hardened emotionless face.
"You look way more healthy now!" Jimin chimed and sat beside me, I smiled proudly at my progress.
"You know what? I can go home soon!" I informed while he made an amused face.
"The house will be cursed again." Taehyung spoke up and I wish he didn't.
He should just forget how to talk. That would be the best for all.
"Too bad. I will haunt your ass again." I back fired with a fake grin and he was about to say something but Jungkook jumped in between.
"Why do you guys always have to argue like that!?" He asks and both of us rolled our eyes at each other.
The other two sighed in defeat at our behaviour.
Jimin changed the topic skillfully and we started to talk about something else until we got bored and had nothing to say anything further.
"Jimin. It's been two hours. We should leave now." Taehyung pleaded but his bestfriend didn't wanted to leave.
My heart warmed up when he asked to stay with me for a while more, since when I got these extremely caring people in my life?
"Thankyou for being here. All of you are really nice to me. Even when I'm no one to you." I said with tears almost pooling in my eyes. Yeah I get on my periods and suddenly feel emotional every while.
"Yah dont say that! You are Jin Hyung's sister. You are our sister! And we are your brothers. We will always protect you and take care of you!" Jungkook says with an angry pout unknowingly making its way on his lips.
"Yes!" Jimin agrees and now all three of us stare at Taehyung. "Right Taehyung?" Jimin asks with a smug smile to which I frown confusingly.
"Him and my brother? Never. A rude ass like him can never be my brother." I spoke while looking at him with a disgusted face.
"I'm not even interested in being your damn brother." He says in a cold tone again.
Jimin laughs evily at us and speaks up, "I felt it from the start. You guys are better off as couples."
My eyes are widened at his words and I couldn't help but remember the time that Taebitch asked me to 'Marry Him' I blink my eyes several times and hit on his arm slightly.
"In your dreams! If I had to choose between you and Jungkook I will definitely choose Jungkook. He is the best." I said in revenge and Jimin sulked in his place.
I chuckled at Jungkook's reaction of standing up with his chest puffing out with pride.
All this time I could feel someone particular's intense stare on me. I didn't looked in his direction because that would be hell awkward.
Couple? With him? My foot.
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Weeks passed by yet again, you were back home and recovering better than ever.
You even filled your university form and now you can't wait to go out there and live your college life.
Applying the lotion on your face, you yawned sleepily, you badly wanted to sleep.
But before you could jump on your bed in exhaustion, you are widening your eyes in fear and running out of your room.
There's a cockroach!!
You screamed loudly when it followed you all the way along and without thinking any further, you run to the room next to you.
Taehyung frowns and looks at you with a confused face. "What happened? Are you okay?" He asked after seeing your panicked state.
"There's a cockroach! THIS BIG!" You blurted out and his narrowed eyes turned into glaring one.
"The fuck Lee Y/n." He says with gritted teeth and walks towards you.
"First you are scared of the police." He says and you step back, "Then the doctor. Then ghost. Even the water and now you are scared of a little harmless insect?"
You can only chuckle nervously at his sudden burst out, "But that's really not little. It's giant-" "Just leave." You pause at your words and gulped your saliva, only now you can notice his state.
Hair a mess, the upper buttons of his shirt undone, revealing his chest which automatically caused you shivers running down your spine, sleeves rolled up showing his arms full of veins, you were yet again taken aback by his natural Beauty.
However, you couldn't ignore the stress written on his face, he looked exhausted and his eyes felt like they needed to be closed for a deep sleep.
"Erm, sorry" You spoke and awkwardly ran out, he sighs and goes back to his work but hears several loud thuds.
Slamming his laptop shut in annoyance, he is getting up and marching towards your room.
However when he enters, his eyes are widened when you are literally jumping on him.
It happened in a slow motion.
He saw you in the air, the sleeper in your hand ready to land on his face but you with utter shock, move your hand away from his face and now you fall into his arms with your face just an inch away from him.
"Fuck" you accidentally blurted out.
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I'm sorry for the late update again, (〒﹏〒)