DIMITRI
- in feral mode he does not give a shit i'm sorry to say
- but like i said in an earlier fic, feral dimi doesn't care.
- he doesn't have a soft spot for you and seeing you cry doesn't phase him.
- in his opinion, you shouldn't have done whatever to provoke him to make you cry.
- it was probably you asking him to let you help and he'd tell you that you weren't shit and couldn't do anything to help him
- way to boost the ego dimitri
- but not feral, he feels AWFUL
- more than likely it was an accident
- he was stressed out and snapped at you
a probably about a small plan change-
- small to you but so big to him because even if he's not feral he still wants to get edelgard asap
- you were silent for a while and he turned around to see tears in your eyes before you turned and left his room
-he felt really really bad
- like really bad
- and he followed you out after a bit to give you time and then goes to ur room and apologizes
ASHE
- he's like dimitri, he probably accidentally let something slip when he's stressed
- you're more taken off guard by ashe's snap than by dimitri's, really
- you don't run away like dimitri, either.
- you wait and make sure he's okay and finally ashe will take a deep breath and apologize to you
- you of course forgive him
DEDUE
-i see dedue as a man who is not in tune with his s/o's feelings
- which can lead to some roadblocks
- he's still very devoted to dimitri and sometimes it feels like that blonde bitch is taken priority over you
- his s/o!!!
- so often times you do feel neglected
- it's not like he means to neglect you, though
- and you don't want to tell him that cause then he'd feel bad so you just would let your feelings out in your room
- unfortunately for you, one day dedue does want to spend time with you and he surprises you in your room, only to find you crying.
- he gets pretty frantic trying to figure out what's wrong and you finally tell him and he feels downright AWFUL
- he never noticed!!!!
- after that he makes a big effort to include you more in his life
- sweet boy
SYLVAIN
- even with an s/o, sylvain's flirting habits are hard to break
- often times he'll joke about how many women he can pull
- sometimes it's funny but sometimes it's downright annoying
- it feels like he's telling you that you're replaceable
- so finally after the 100th "women adore me" that day, you finally snap
- with tears in your eyes you walk away, saying "then go to them"
- and as you're walking away sylvain's realizing that he's gotta change
- he runs after you and tries to grab your wrist like all those cliches and you pull away because you don't want him to see how much his joking affects you
- but finally he's able to stop you and pull you into a big hug, apologizing and promising to change
- and he does.
- it's quite a process, but sylvie's trying his hardest to show you how much he loves you
FELIX
- felix would take it too far while you were training with him
- i mean, he was already brutal, but now that he openly loves you? god he's the devil
- it's not that he wants to be harsh on you or anything
- it's that he wants you to be so strong that he won't worry about your safety
- but he always worries about your safety so he always wants you to get stronger and it's just a big loop
- one day you're training with him and you're exhausted
- you want to take just a small break but he thinks that's a dumb idea
- you roll your eyes and walk towards your cup of water to drink
-he says behind you, "take a break now but i won't help you when the enemy is killing you. you missed this opportunity to work and eventually you'll pay for it."
- wrong thing to say like what the fuck felix
- really man what were your intentions with that shit you ass
- he said it to try to rile you up and make you want to train again
- but it did the opposite
- hearing your boyfriend tell you that he wouldn't help you if you were getting killed kinda struck a nerve
- as it would with any other person
- you whip around with angry tears in your eyes and storm out of the training grounds
- felix is standing there and frankly, he doesn't see what he did wrong at first.
- sylvain has to talk to him for a bit until he finally realizes
- then he goes to mercedes and asks (begrudgingly) for her to make your favorite dessert and he'll take it to your room and (begrudgingly) (yet genuinely) apologize