Let Live (An Austin Carlile L...

By jhawkgrl2003

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"Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. T... More

Let Live (An Austin Carlile Love Story)
Putting Two and Two Together
Here We Go Again
A Change Will Come
One of the Boys
How Could this Happen to Me?
One Man Drinking Games
Don't Go
Life in the Pain
Hanging On By a Thread
When I'm With You
A Day to Be Alone
I'm Gonna Make a Comeback
Something to Believe In
Hear You Me
This Is My Life
Unstable
I'll Keep This Feeling In My Heart
I'm Gonna Hate to See You Go
Let Love Bleed Red
I'd Like to Be My Old Self Again, but I'm Still Trying to Find It
I Can't Imagine Being Anywhere Else but Here
Have I Ever Told You How Much You Mean to Me?
How Do You Love Someone Without Getting Hurt?
Just Gonna Stand There and Watch Me Burn...
...But That's Alright Because I Love the Way You Lie
The Lucky One
I Feel It In My Bones
Happy
Dream Big Darling
Tell Me What It Is You Want Me to Say
Six Degrees of Separation
Nobody Said It Was Easy
Who Are You Now?
I'm Not Okay (I Promise)
Back To Me
Just a Fool For You
It Burns Red Like It's Not Over
No One Does It Better
You Still Have All of My Heart
Feeling a Moment
Radioactive
All I Want For Christmas Is You
This Moment Now
Re-Upload of Chapter 46 (I'm Not Perfect...)
What If My Stars Fell From the Sky?
It's Just Me and the Dark, Alone Here With My Heart
Not Much Here Outweighs the Pain
I Do Not Wanna Die Inside Just to Breathe In
Nothing Goes As Planned, Everything Will Break
What Do You Want From Me?
I'll Do Whatever It Takes
All That Matters
They Said a Storm Was Coming
Epilogue

When You Look Me In the Eyes

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By jhawkgrl2003

Hope you guys like this chapter! I love this couple so much so things are going to stay good for a while.....well, that's the plan as of now.

WARNING: Chapter contains Explicit Sexual Content!! Like Seriously. So if you don't like that kinda thing don't read! But if you dooooo.....continue on my dears :)

Tyler's P.O.V:

We made our way back to the car, Austin opening the passenger side door for me to get in before he ran over to the driver's side and got in. Austin started to drive as I messed with the radio. I landed on a 90s radio station just as an all too familiar song started to play.

"Eeeekkkkkk!!!" I squealed as I turned it up loud as the intro was still playing.

"What the hell was that?" Austin laughed as he looked at me.

"This is only the greatest song in the history of the world!!!" I yelled back just as the lyrics started and I began to sing loudly and dance around like an idiot.

"I'm a Barbie Girl, in the Barbie World!!! Life in plastic, it's fantastic! You can brush my hair, undress me everywhere!!!! Imagination, life is your creation!!" I was singing horribly off key but I didn't care. I opened my eyes as I was still dancing and looked at Austin who was laughing harder than I'd ever seen him laugh before. I laughed too. "You know, when I was little I used to think this song was actually about Barbie's." I stated and shrugged my shoulders before I started to dance again.

"Is that so?" He asked as he laughed before directing his gaze back to the road. I started to sing again and Austin just shook his head at me as he smirked.

"C'mon babe you know you love this song. Don't fight it! Sing with me!" I turned it up a little louder and sang in his ear. After a little coaxing he started to belt it out.

"I'm a Barbie Girl, in a Barbie world!!!" I began to laugh uncontrollably as Austin sang along to the song, drumming his fingers on the steering wheel. I pulled out my phone and slyly snapped a picture of him as sang dramatically. "Delete that right now!" He hollered at me. Guess I wasn't as sly as I had thought....

"Never!! You look adorable." I learned over and kissed his cheek as the song faded out. The next song began and I got even more excited this time. "This is the best radio station ever!!" I practically yelled. I started to sing and dance once again.

"Everybody! Rock your body!!! Everybody!!! Rock your body right! Backstreet's Back Alright!!" I rolled the window down and hung partially out of the car as I sang into the night. I could hear Austin's laughter over the music. I leaned back in the car and looked at him. "What?! I loved the Backstreet Boys!!! My wall was covered in their posters! Ask Josh....it's true. I was convinced I was going to marry Nick Carter one day. I used to kiss one of the posters of him everyday when I got up." My hand shot up to my mouth and my eyes went wide when I realized what I had just said. Austin's hand covered his mouth as he started to laugh really loud, little snorts coming out every now and then. It was the cutest thing I had ever seen. "Oh my God! Why did I just tell you that!!" I could feel myself blushing and I facepalmed myself. Austin reached over and pulled my hand away from my face and I looked at him, my face flushed with embarrassment.

"You are the cutest thing I have ever seen in my entire life," He said softly before kissing the back of my hand. I felt my heart skip a beat and I smiled really big. We were still driving at this point; I hadn't been to Austin's house yet so I had no idea where he lived. Austin still clinged to my hand, and I reached over with my free hand to change the radio station in order to avoid further embarrassment.

"God where do you live? East Jesus Nowhere?" I asked getting impatient. He squeezed my hand and chuckled.

"We're almost there. Calm youself." I smiled at him and bit my lip; he looked really sexy right now: the way his arm was casually resting on the steering wheel, his hair perfectly gelled, his eyes focuses intently on the road. After what seemed like forever we finally pulled up into a driveway. Austin parked the car and I opened the door, flinging myself out dramatically.

"Freedom!!!!" I shouted as I closed my eyes and flung my arms up in the air. I opened my eyes and stared at the giant house in front of me. "Holy shit balls of fire! This is your house?" I practically yelled. He just rubbed the back of his neck and shook his head at me. "I could fit like 40 of my houses in here!"

"Babe, it's not that big!" He said as he walked in front of me.

"That's what she said!" I blurted out. He gave me a look and I started cracking up. "I'm sorry. I had to! It was too perfect!"

"You are in rare form this evening!" He pulled me into him and kissed my forehead, rubbing his hands up and down my arms causing me to shiver.

"Well.....are we going to stay out here all night or are we going to go inside?" I whined and he laughed at me before grabbing my hand and walking me up to the front door. He opened the door and pulled me in behind him. I looked around the beautiful house. "Yeah this isn't how I envisioned it at all. I figured there would be a lot more animal print." I stated matter of factly. He gave me a look and I laughed again. "That was a joke," I muttered before laughing again. I turned to face him and ran my hand through his hair. "Thanks for going with me tonght." He leaned down and rested his forehead against mine.

"Thanks for inviting me. I had the best time," he responded in a whisper. I grabbed the back of his head and brought his lips to mine hungrily, his arms moving to my back and pulling me towards him. I got a sudden rush of confidence and I pushed him back until he was up against a wall. He pulled away from me and gave me a look of surprise. I bit my lip and shrugged my shoulders and he grabbed me, turning me around so I was the one up against the wall and connected his lips with mine again. I moved my hands to his back and pulled him against me. He licked at my bottom lip and I opened my mouth allowing his tongue in. Our tongues fought back and forth as his hands rested on my hips and mine roamed over his back. He brought his lips down to my neck and my body shuddered, a small moan making its way out of my mouth as I felt him smile against my skin. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he grabbed behind my thighs, lifting me up so I was level with him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and moved my hands through his hair as he nibbled gently at my neck.

I pulled his lips back to mine, my tongue darting feverishly into his mouth immediately. I bit his bottom lip, pulling on it gently, and I felt a bulge forming in the front of his pants. I smirked a little before he pulled my mouth back to his. He began to carry me through the house and up a flight of stairs, our lips never seperating. We made our way into his bedroom and he laid me down on the bed gently, moving so he was hovering over me. I grabbed the bottom of his shirt and pulled it over his head tossing it to the floor behind him. He made his way to my neck again as his hands roamed over my sides underneath my shirt. His lips traveled a little farther down and I moaned loadly when he found my sweet spot. I kicked my boots off as he sucked at my sensetive skin, the shoes falling to the floor with a thud. He stopped kissing my neck and leaned up a little.

"You sure? We don't-" I cut him off by flipping us over so I was on top. I straddled him and sat up, pulling my tanktop up over my head. I leaned back down and grabbed his face with my hands.

"Just quit talking," I commanded before kissing his lips roughly. His hands rested on my bare sides. I kissed down past his stubble-covered jaw and made my way down by his ear trying desperately to find his spot. I kissed behind his ear and he let out a low growl. "Found it," I whispered, letting my warm breathe wash over the areas on his neck that I had kissed. He shuddered as I began to bite and lick beneath his ear, his hands moving rapidly over my sides and my thighs.

I started to move myself down. I kissed a trail down his neck and over his tattooed chest down to his abdomen. I kissed my way back up to his lips as I fumbled with his belt buckle. Once I got that taken care of I kissed my way back down, pulling his pants down in the process. I pushed his pants to the ground and gave him a wink as I rubbed up the inside of his thighs earning a low growl from Austin. I grabbed his boxers with my teeth and pulled them down, freeing him from the fabric.

I'm not sure where I got all of this confidence from. I was never this forward....especially not the first time. But something was taking over me.....and I liked it.

I grabbed his hand member in my hand and his breathing hitched. I started to pump it up and down in my hand, occasionally flicking my wrist and allowing my thumb to graze the tip. Austin's breathing was becoming erratic. Suddenly he pulled me back up, flipping us over so he was back on top. "Not yet," he whispered and I smirked. His mouth met mine once again as he lifted my back up with one hand, undoing my bra with the other. He tossed it to the floor and began to kiss down to my breasts. His hand moved to my left one and I moaned softly at first; he took my right nipple into his mouth and I practically jumped out of my skin.

As he alternated between my breasts his hands worked at my jeans, pulling them down with ease. He grabbed a hold of my underwear and pulled them down swiftly. He kissed down my stomach to the inside of my thighs. "Austinnnn, I-I need you. Now," I breathed out. I bent my knees and he kissed me hungrily before he sat up and leaned over to his bedside table. I grabbed him and pulled him back. "I'm on the pill," I moaned out as his hands moved over my body. He positioned himself between my legs and I pulled his mouth down to mine as he slid into me, both of us yelling out as he did so.

He picked up his pace, moving in and out of me hard and fast. We were both moaning loudly and I knew it was only a matter of time before I was pushed over the edge. I dug my nails into his back as I felt my body tense and let go as I reached my high. "Austin!" I yelled out. My orgasm brought his on and he yelled my name loudly as he slowed his pace. We both laid there for a while in silence as we tried to catch our breaths.

"Holy shit," he muttered causing me to laugh.

"Holy shit is right," I replied. He leaned over and kissed me once more before pulling me into his arms and covering us with the comforter. I rested my head on his chest and he wrapped his arms tightly around me. "I love you," I whispered. He pulled my face up to look at him and kissed me fiercely.

"I love you, too." He replied. I nuzzled my head back on his chest and he kissed the top of my head. We quickly drifted off to sleep in each others arms.

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I woke up with the biggest grin on my face as I thought back to last night. I stretched my arms up over my head and blinked the sleep away from my eyes. I looked over to see Austin still sound asleep and I smiled as I pulled myself carefully out of the bed. I slipped my underwear back on and pulled on Austin's tshirt that was on the floor before making my way downstairs.

I started a pot of coffee and began to find something to make for breakfast. About 20 minutes later I heard footsteps behind me and I turned around to see Austin, in only his boxers, yawning and scratching his head.

"Morning babe," he muttered. "What're you doin?" My smile turned serious.

"Wellll.....I tried to make eggs, but then I realized I have no idea how to make eggs so I tried to make some toast, but I burnt it. Sooooo....cereal it is!" I cringed and smiled as I held up a box of Lucky Charms. Austin just laughed at me. "What? I'm a horrible cook! I tried! I'm sorry," I pouted my lip out at him and he smiled and walked over to me. He grabbed me by the hips and picked me up, setting me on the counter and moving so he was standing between my legs. I wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I happen to love Lucky Charms," he replied and I smiled. "By the way, you look so sexy wearing my shirt right now. You have no idea," he looked me in the eyes and I leaned down and kissed him, our lips immediately moving together. We were so invested in what we were doing that we didn't hear someone enter the house and walk into the kitchen until it was too late.

"Ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!" Alan yelled loudly, covering his eyes.

"Ahhhhh!!" I yelled back as Austin awkwardly tried to hide the situation developing in his boxers.

"Alan! Dude, what the fuck!" Austin yelled at him. "Have you ever heard of knocking?"

"I did! For like 5 minutes! I'm sorry I didn't know that you would be in here swallowing Tyler's face!" He yelled back at Austin and I buried my face in my hands.

This was now the most awkward moment of my life.

Now that Alan knew about Austin and I it was only a matter of time before my brother found out.

And I was not looking forward to that conversation.

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