(Important)
Trigger warning
Please do not read if sensitive to topics like
Abuse, and or "sexual" activity
(not really but I want to be safe... there's like one non con thing that's shoved in... it's nothing too mind blowing )
Or suffer from major anxiety or depression
This book is not worth potentially causing harm to yourself or hurting your mental health
Please consider skipping and potentially switching over to the other route... or proceed with caution
If you don't have any problems with these topics please proceed and enjoy....
-note, this trigger warning will appear for almost all chapters which are not .5 chapters-
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(Y/n)'s P.O.V.
"(Y/n)~"
I heard someone sing as my eyes cracked open.
"(Y/N)!" they shouted as I jolted awake.
Sitting up all I heard was a laugh, an empty hollow, emotionless cackle, echoed out through the room.
Looking to my right my eyes collided with a pair of mint green orbs which glared at me.
"Did you miss me?"
Eyes widening I scooted backward, away from him.
As soon as I did his smile dissipated and was soon replaced with a look of anger.
Reaching out he grabbed a fist full of my hair, and yanked me off of the bed I had been on, my body colliding with the floor.
Pulling me backward and away from the bed I reached backwards and grabbed my hair, trying to make it less painful. He suddenly let go.
Climbing on top of me he shoved something into my mouth.
A cold, bitter fluid poured into my mouth, down my throat and into the wrong pipe. I let out a cough, some of the liquid escaping my mouth and dribbling down my chin. Lifting my hands up I tried to push him away, but to no avail.
More and more fluid filled my mouth, forcing me to swallow before the bottle was ripped out of my mouth and thrown off to the side.
Cough after cough I tried to regain my breath as my ears were met with a familiar laugh as Saeran climbed off of me.
"What's wrong (Y/n)? Can't keep a little elixir down?"
Forcing back coughs I glared at him as he towered over me, his lips curled up into a blood-chilling smile.
"Aww don't give me that look...
Let me ask you something... (Y/n)..."
Saeran sang, backing away from me as he began to pace around me.
I stared at him, carefully watching his every movement as I whipped my lower lip, letting out another cough.
"Why'd you come back here?...
Was it for Ray?"
He asked, "Maybe you felt bad for leaving him and decided to come back to try and save him... after all... this is your fault!"
I felt my heart grow heavy.
"...or maybe! You came back to protect your little friends~"
Saeran laughed as he stopped in his tracks, twisting his head around and locking eyes with me.
"Was it to protect your friends, (Y/n)?
Did my little threat work?"
Saeran lunged towards me, his face mere inches away from mine, "Are you scared of me, (Y/N)!?" he shouted before he broke out into another smile, once again backing away from me and letting out another series of laughs.
"Could it be that... You just like pain...
Or maybe because you missed me~
or... is it just because you're STUPID!?"
My gaze softened as my chest began to hurt. I let a soft sigh escape my lips as I glanced towards the floor.
Saeran let out a growl as my hair was suddenly grabbed and my head was ripped upwards, my eyes locking with Saeran's.
"Did I say you could look away from me!?" he spat, throwing my head backwards as he let go of my hair.
"You're an idiot..."
his lips contorted into a sadistic grin as he stared into my eyes.
"I wasn't allowed to have my fun with you last time...
but you know...
since marshmallow boy isn't around anymore, there's no one who can stop me..."
Inching his face closer to my own I could soon feel his breath on my face.
"How does that sound?"
Swallowing the ball which formed in my throat I continued to stare straight at Saeran, not breaking eye contact, his lips fell back into a frown as he bared his teeth like an animal.
"Why aren't you answering me...
why are you just staring at me...?!"
Saeran's eyes...
even though they burned with hatred they still were comforting in a way...
even though it wasn't him it still was his body...
all that was different was his personality, his words... "ANSWER ME!"
Saeran shouted, his voice almost sounding desperate as he pulled on my hair harshly.
I glared at him, "I have nothing to say to you..."
I whispered, looking away and back towards the ground.
His eyes widened as the words fell from my lips,
poison dripping from every syllable that came from my throat.
Letting go of my hair Saeran grabbed both of my arms, pushing me down onto the ground, and pinning me to the floor, forcing me into submission.
"You're really stupid... you're really... really stupid!" He cackled, his mouth twisting into a smile as he towered over my small figure.
"You're not worthy of cleansing...
you're a traitor...
a good for nothing traitor...
I don't understand why the Savior wanted you back..."
I stared at him, my muscles relaxing as I gave in, Saeran seeming to take note of my sudden change in demeanor. "Why aren't you fighting back (Y/n)!?
Giving up already!?"
Smiling he lowered his face towards mine, pressing his body onto mine, further pinning me onto the ground, and once again, barley leaving a few inches between the two of us.
"Maybe you do like pain.... Remember last time?"
he sang, his voice resonating in my ear and his breath warming my face.
"If I remember correctly, you started crying... why don't you cry for me again?"
Saeran's voice was suddenly a lot softer, and his words were a lot more monotone and seemed to lack any emotion.
"Do something.... No one likes a boring toy..."
smiling he backed away, letting go of my arms and sitting up, but not getting off of me completely.
"Maybe... if I act like ray?" my eyes widened as his whole aura changing.
"(Y-Y/n)!? I'm so sorry! P-please! I didn't mean it!"
My eyes widened, feeling my breath catch in my throat I swallowed down hard as Saeran laughed.
"That actually worked!?" he cackled, "you still have a soft spot for old marshmallow boy,
after everything he did to you..."
Leaning back down towards me he was once again right on top of me, chest pressing against my own, his mouth now inches away from my ear.
"You'll react to Ray but not me..." he whispered, his breath sending chills down my spine.
"Hmm..." he hummed as he inched downwards. His warm breath tickling the nape of my neck right before something wet, unexpectedly, slid across my the sensitive skin of my neck.
My eyes widened as I raised my hands upwards,
pressing against Saeran's chest, trying to get him off of me. I heard Saeran let out a soft snarl before my arms were forcefully pinned above my head.
"Are you trying to push me away?" He laughed, before leaning back down.
His tongue dragged downwards towards my clavicle, leaving a trail of saliva behind.
Stopping half way Saeran began to suck harshly on the spot in between my neck and my collar bone. Gritting my teeth, I pushing back my whimpers, struggling under him.
A sharp piercing pain shot through my neck as I let out a soft yelp.
"Did I scare you... princess~?"
Saeran backed away from me, still looking down at me, a smile across his face as he wiped his lower lip with the back of his hand.
"I've barely begun... you shouldn't freak out over this..."
I felt a chill run down my spine as I felt something run down the side of my neck.
"You may want to cover that up, don't want others to spoil our little game now do we?"
Chuckling he let go of my arms, freeing me, before standing up.
"Let me tell you something... (Y/n)..." Saeran sang,
"I don't hate you... you're much better than Mc ever was...
but still...
if you don't want to die here I'd suggest you figure out a way to make me like you, and fast. You hold no power anymore... everyone knows you're a traitor and I'm sure most would be glad to see you come to an end."
Slowly I sat up as Saeran walked to the door, pushing it open.
"Oh, and by the way... why don't you contact your little friends... you've been getting numerous messages on your little 'RFA app'."
glancing over to him I watched as he dangled my phone in between his thumb and pointer finger.
"The more trouble you get into the more reason I have to punish you..."
Saeran said as he tossed my phone ever to me.
"and the more fun the punishments will get."
I sat there, watching as my phone flew through the air before making contact with the hardwood floor, the screen shattering into small fragments of glass.
"maybe next time, if you're good, I'll come dressed like Ray for our little play time... I'm sure you'd enjoy that (Y/n)..."
I turned back around, staring at the floor, my hair shielding my vision.
The only sound I could hear was Saeran's laughter as the door slammed shut and clicked, meaning that he had locked it from the outside leaving me alone...
finally.
Even after the left I could still hear his laugh.
I felt my body begin to shake uncontrollably
as my eyes began to water,
clouding my vision.
I slid backward till my back pressed itself against the back wall.
Shakily lifting my arm upwards I wiped the saliva which remained on my neck away with my sleeve, the disgusting slimy feeling lingering behind.
I pressed my knees to my chest and hugged them as close to my body, making me as small and insignificant as possible.
Fighting back the tears I felt my head begin to pound as the effects of the elixir began to kick in, blurring my thoughts and filling my mind with horrible words. Closing my eyes I felt a singular tear fall from my eye as I felt a sudden presence wrap their arms around me, calming me almost.
It was an a familiar feeling, one of warmth and comfort.
I could almost hear his voice, almost smell the scent of strawberries and flowers, and it comforted me.
Feeling my lips curl into
a smile, I let my body and mind be lulled to sleep by the strange presence which somehow silenced my thoughts, and allowed me to be at peace.
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If every day is going to be like that.... I don't know how long I'll be able to last before my sanity finally shatters.
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