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They all backed away from me as I came down the stairs looking around with heavy breaths ,,, SEARCH "
images, scenarios were displaying in my head after everything I've seen, not knowing where he wa snow was tearing my insides apart and I shifted when sehun and chanyeol did aswell running out through the door and sniffing the air for his scent I moved my head looking in between the trees smelling from every direction
Jongin !
I snapped my head back I chanyeol I sehun came running after him from between the trees making my heart stop when I already assumed before actually listening as i ran toward where they came from in fear, I was bearly able to breath, running around with wide eyes ready to spot him.
Jongin ! Finally sehun tackled me to the ground
Jongin we cant smell him! His scent is coming from the house hes still in the house!
I pishe him off running back to the house and once I entered baek wasnt were he was before my eyes roamed the room focusing on any moment until I saw a little shadow disappearing through the keyhole of the kitchen.
A loud growl that shock the walls escaped me as I ran toward it crashing the door down and jumping on the shadow but not being able to get a grip off it, it flew around the room laughing at me taunting me as I crashed everything on the table to the ground and even ripped the lamp from the ceiling .
,, jongin stop !" Sehun yelled in the back but I didnt I continued jumping and hitting into the air in fury breaking everything in my way like a mad hurricane until a loud voice made me freeze.
,, STOP !" I exhaled in pieces shocked when I came to a stop and shifted back being on my knees now and staring with my red glowing eyes at chnayeols dangerously flickering golden eyes.
,, what are you doing !?" Sehun looked around with a strong frown.
,, what do you mean !? I was fighting the damn shadows while you just watched !" I got up and closer to them in anger as chanyeol pushed sehun a little back to be behind him
,, there were no shadows jongin ! And kyungsoo is upstairs in the bathroom... he didnt feel so good so he puked and passed out there, baek is with him " he continued explaining and I looked down
At that.
I looked through all the rooms earlier.. he wasnt there I swear, and .. and i saw the shadows.
My head rose to lay over my forehead
,, are you ok ?" Chanyeol laid a hand onto my shoulder.
,, fine " I removed his hand walking past them but chanyeol stopped me from walking further away as he took a hold of my wrist.
,, last time you ticked out like that was when you almost killed baek...
Are. You. Ok ?"
Looking over at sehun I noticed he was still hiding a little behind chanyeol. I've obviously given them a scare with my behavior.
I relaxed regretful at that and when he fel t it he let go of my hands I sighed burying my face in my hands.
,, I'm sorry ... I dont know what happened I wont do anything ok "
,, ok... " chanyeols eyes faded back to his brown and it felt weird because it felt like I was asking for his permission which I in my position realy shouldn't...
Without wasting more time I skipped a few steps upstairs rushing toward the bathroom.
Baekhyun instandly pulled his dagger out stepping before kyungsoo cautiously holding it in front of him as if I would attack any minute.
,, baek .. " I only rose my hands wearing somewhat sad expression considering how I've hurt him once but he wasnt afraid to get hurt now again for kyungsoo.
He realized I wasn't as mad as early and lowered his dagger with a softer expression letting me pass through to kyungsoo.
His eyes were half opened and he was wheezing in breaths making me frown in worry. ,, how much had he puked ?"
,, I assume, everything he ate yesterday "
Before I could answer kyungsoos body jerked forward again as he gagged but nothing came out making him whimper in return.
,, I will go down to prepare some tea, take him to lay on the couch once he is ready. It is time for another check up"
He announced Turning away to exit the door and I turned my head toward him as he did. Muttering to him.
,, thanks "
He didnt answer but I knew he had heard it, so i turned back to kyungsoo focusing on him now rather.
He cough out grabbing onto my arm.
,, you wanna go down get you checked ?" I asked carefully but it seemed like he couldnt hear me or he wasnt listeningwhen he finally brought his eyes up to look at me in a moment like this they would probably flicker or something but they didnt they were their usual soft brown and I waited for a little to give him time to answer.
,, are you ok ?" He finally asked causing my frown to harden. Did I tell at him too ?
Did I do something I couldnt remember because of my mind going insane just a few moments ago ??
,, w-what ?" I uttered a little scared for his answer.
He sniffed whipping over his forehead tiredly.,, I heard you growl .. "
,, I.. " a little calmer I started knowing that i hadn't laid a finger on him, I dont know what i would do if i ever hurt him like that .. ,, I couldnt find you ..."
He blinked sadly at me before closing his eyes as he exhaled shakingly grimacing he grabbed his chest.
I listened to hear his heartbeat beating in an uneven rhythm going from slow to very fast. It was worrisome.
,, let's go down to baekhyun "
I gently took a hold of him lifting him off the ground and heading toward the door.
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Arrive back in the living room I found blankets spread over the couch everyone wa snow watching us in silence and what looked like anxiousness.
I swallowed at their behavior, I heard them talk earlier but I didnt listen much to it, looking at them made me scared to ask what's going on or what will happen.
Carefully i laid kyungsoo down onto the couch now he whimpered, my hand stroke over his forehead caressing his hair back I've noticed the sweat covering his skin.
,, I'm guessing it isnt just a morning sickness now " I asked almost demanding for the truth as I turned to look at baekhyun.
He sighed coming closer with a swallow, his hand pulled kyungsoo pullover up before laying onto his belly, caressing it for a little and I felt a little calm even if I couldnt explain it, it was relaxing because I focused on my baby now when I took kyungsoos hand and I could feel ...
My eyes widened and I exhaled in pieces as I looked up at kyungsoo frozen in shock. He blinked tiredly looking at me a little confused now but I couldnt utter a word not being sure if I was just mistaken, if I was just imagining something because I was still out of it.
No words could escape my lips and I ended up partening them lightly onto to press them shut again, with no effort to try any further I turned to look at chanyeol who frowned at me aswell looking a little weirded out at sehun.
,, what ?" Sehun managed to ask and break the ice. I didnt know if I should break out with a tearful laugh or a terrier cry. Either way my eyes teard up as I looked back onto baekhyun removing his hands now.
He didnt seem happy at all, he seemed stressed and a little anxious..
,, b-baek .. " my lips finally moved the right way.
,, am I.. wrong ?" I stared at him through my tears, part of me was hoping I wasnt because I loved the idea of it, the other was hoping it was since this could be causing more difficulties than we were already facing. This could be more dangerous.
,, no .. I felt it too now I can not believe I have not noticed it earlier.. " baek ran his hands through his hair with a heavy sigh.
Kyungsoo moved his head looking from me to him with worried furrowed eyebrows ,, w-what "
I smiled a little at him holding him down to lay before I looked back onto his belly.
I always thought it looked huge because
He had gotten so damn skinny but what if that wasnt the only reason as to why.
I was going to open my mouth and speak but baekhyun cut me off before I could.
,, jongin ! ... " he started, his hand having grabbed my shoulder to make me turn my attention to him instead
,, I.. can we .. we need to talk "
His eyes looked around himself singing me that he meant without them hearing.
Kyungsoo seemed to be dozing off anyway, I noticed as I glanced back down on him. So I decided to kiss his hand before laying it down only to place another one to his forehead
,, I'll be right back, close your eyes "
Nobody could tell him that twice because as soon as the words left my lips his eyes shut and in seconds he was back asleep.
,, sehun can you get some water ready for him, I'll be right back-"
I couldnt follow baek once he walked to the door waiting for me because chanyeol had suddenly grabbed onto my arm holding me back hesitant.
,, chan" baek called ,, I'll be fine.. "
His grip loosened and I looked down a little ashamed a situation like this could even happen. I'm leaving him now with my mate trusting him to protect them while he had still had to hesitate with leaving me alone with his now?
I didnt want to think of it more for now I knew this would all come up again before I went back to sleep for now my family is taking all the space in my head.
,, what is it ?" I finally asked after we were outside. It was dark and a little chilly but he had a thick jacket and I wasnt exactly the type of ... creature to be cold.
,, I.. have been thinking when you were in the bathroom with kyungsoo... why would they attack you again ?"
He frowned to himself obviously trying to wrap his mind around it as I say down besides him on the cold bench.
,, the .. shadows you mean ?" I folded my hands in anger at those little bastards sent by probably some demons or even Lucifer himself to be playing with my head.
,, yes .. I mean I understood why, in the past but now it is far too late for that. Kyungsoo is going to give birth soon they can not change the mind and soul of the baby .. the baby's anymore "
Nervously I looked over his facial features trying to read what he was so worried about.
,, they even still messed with kyungsoos head remember? .. torturing him with his worst fears.. they are trying to get to you too now.. jongin what if,
What if it is not actually the baby they are after what if this was just an excuse ?"
It felt like my heart had stopped at once when baek explaiend himself, making me stare at him in disbelief and utter confusion ,,what ? .. " I got up stepping a little back yst still facing him.
,, why ? What I don't understand what do you mean ? The whole reason why this happened is because the moon goddess wanted this ?? She wanted the baby without her we wouldn't be able to get one aswell an-"
,, jongin,!" He stopped me from stomping around in the snow to look at him again
,, listen to me first, this may be bullshit but i could not help but think about it.
I have told you before that one can turn into a demon and automatically joing Lucifer's side ... well one can turn into an angel and joing the moon goddess side aswell"
,, but why us ? What did we do ?? This makes no sense baekhyun stop fucking arou-"
,, I am not f... f-fooling around " for a moment he was close to cursing but could catch himself to pretent it just in time.
He sighed frustrated looking around himself ,, think about it jongin...
You're a true alpha, one who has proven himself as wise and worthy enough, you joining Lucifer's side would be like earning a trophy as a football player.
An kyungsoo has blood of hundreds of wolfs on his hands.. yet it doesn't seem like he has, his heart is still clean and pure.. him on the moon goddess side would have the same effect."
I released a half laugh in.. at this point just frustration as I looked at baekhyun
,, so .. we are just the trophies they're fighting for ? They playing with us... they're fucking playing with us ! What about our babies then ?"
,, they'll most likely still fight over it... the battle will come either way, I am just saying to be careful... they might not just be targeting your twins "
He looked a little sad, as if he had already thought about it all, as if he knew it was hopeless.
,, they wont get any of us" my voice sounded determined but in my mind .. I was scared. Ready to say something else in inhaled but before i could bring out a sound, a scream pierced through the air and I turned my head back toward the house when I recognized it as sehuns scream.