Tapping my pencil nervously, I listened to Mrs. Jones do attendance.
Gosh I hate Biology!
Chres hasn't came back to school in weeks and I haven't been speaking to any of his family.
He left me some crazy voice mails, which made me scared, not only for myself, but for my life period.
"Jacob, call me back please."
"Please pick up Jacob, I'm sorry."
"Pick up!"
"Your making me go insane, PICK UP THE PHONE!"
"I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU, PICK UP THE PHONE!!!"
"I didn't mean it...."
"Jacob Perez, pick up the GOD DAMN PHONE!"
"I will fuck you up, don't play with me!"
"I'm outside your house."
"Don't make me fucking break in, I'm not playing!!"
"ANSWER ME!!"
"I can't live without you speaking to me, please call me back..."
"I've been crying 12 hours straight, please pick up."
"Don't hurt Riley, I never meant it."
"I'm running away."
"Take care of our child for me."
"I love you Jacob. I'll miss you."
This shit hurts so bad, I don't even know what's going on with him.
I feel like I'm torn, where am I suppose to go?
What am I suppose to do?
No one even knows about my pregnancy, and I really wanna keep it that way.
My mom had been asking questions on what happened, but I can't tell her.
I'm just stuck in a rock and a hard place.
I have no idea how long it's been, but it feels like ages.
Is there a way out?
What now?
"Chresanto? Chresanto August?" My teacher called out. "Anyone spoken to him?"
"This is the fifth week he hasn't shown up, has anyone talked to him?!"
Five weeks huh? Damn, time flys by so fast. I'm three weeks pregnant now.
I sighed, feeling tired and nauseated.
It's like this vomit thing won't go away!
Filling out the notes that were now on the board, I felt myself getting more and more light headed.
"Mrs. Jones, may I be excused?" I felt my stomach churn, out of nausea and nervousness.
"Sure honey." She opened the door for me as I ran down the hallway to the bathroom, only to be pulled once again, into a supply closet.
Adjusting to the dim lighting, I eventually focused on two faces:
Zonnique and Aubree.
"Hand me a bucket-" I managed.
They passed me a fairly large bucket, while I emtptied my insides out into the huge plastic piece of shit.
"What happened to Chresanto?!" Aubree worriedly asked. "We haven't seen him in two weeks."
"I-I don't know..." I shuddered.
"You do know Jacob. You haven't been returning anyone's phone calls, text messages, and you didn't even stop by." Zonnique intimidated me.
"What is going on!"
"I can't tell you."
My body tended up, while I ran my fingers wildly through my curls.
I haven't even been keeping up with my hair lately, I don't even know what to do with myself anymore.
"Answer me Jacob!" Aubree cried, shaking my shoulder.
"Please stop..." Tears welled up in my eyes, trying to escape.
"Bree, calm down-" Aubree cut off Zonnique.
"I CANT CALM DOWN! MY BROTHER COULD BR IN DANGER, AND JACOB IS THE ONLY WAY TO FIX THIS SHIT!"
"D-danger?" I asked, rubbing circles into my stomach area.
They started to look at me funny, so I halted in the gesture, and placed my hands into my lap.
"He can't live without you Jake.... He won't eat, sleep, or do a thing if he isn't near you. Or at least speaking to you... Chresanto could be dead by now....."
I saw Aubree cry to herself.
"The day before Christmas Eve, Chres told me that you were practically his life. Literally. And that he can't ever seperate himself from you. He wouldn't be able to function. He would go crazy, everything...."
"And Chres is a man by his word."
Hearing that made me scared for him.
And for the life of this child inside of me.
The tension and the stress isn't doing any good for me.
"Before he met you Jacob, do you know how many family problems we had?! How much anger issues Chresanto had? He wasn't only outgoing, but Chres did a lot of crazy things.."
"Please, just tell me some insight on where he could be? His room was trashed, and he even broke his phone."
My bottom lip quivered, hearing all of this new found information.
I have to tell someone about what happened.
And about my child. We'll... Our child.
But at the same time, I couldn't speak.
I felt like my mouth was seen shut, feeling as if I was muted.
I couldn't even mouth the words that I wanted to say.
"I'm sorry, I wish you the best of luck. Bye." I opened the door, running out the Closet.
I then ran down the hallway, and out the double doors.
Fuck school, I need to get my life in order.
My eyes focused on my surroundings, while I stomped on the ground beneath me.
It was snowing, and there's was piles of it all around me.
Snowflakes ended up sprinkling all over my hair, as I walked around in the parking lot, finding my Jeep.
My Ma got me a car for Christmas, and payed the first Car Payment for me.
So that means my ass needs to find a job, for real.
I hopped in, and started the ignition, as my Infinite CD started to play.
Flipping over to the station instead, of course I can't escape the torture of this wigga.
Shade45 was having a Eminem Spinback, and was ending the Mix with Crazy In Love.
No, not the Beyonce song.
Literally, he made a song called Crazy In Love.
I hummed along to the beat, as I drove a little bit up the road.
I didn't know where I was going, but I just let my instinct tell me where to go.
Listening to the lyrics, I kept a steady speed
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Can't you see what you do to me baby?
You make me crazy, you make me act like a maniac,
I'm like a lunatic, you make me sick.
You're truly the only one who can do this to me,
~
I wonder what's on your mind, sometimes they say love is blind.
Maybe that's why the first time I dotted your eye you ain't see the sign.
Or maybe you did, maybe you like being shoved,
Maybe cause we're crazy in loooove..!
~
But I'm always gonna make you feel I don't need you as much,
As I really need you so you don't use it to your advantage.
But you're essential to me you're the air I breathe I believe.
If you ever leave me I'd probably have no reason to be,
You are the Kim to my Marshall you're the Slim to my Shady
The Dre to my Eminem, the Alaina to my Hailie.
You are the words that I'm lookin' for when I'm tryin' to describe,
How I feel inside and the right one that just won't come to my mind...
~
The bitch who never took half, the wife who never divorced me,
You're like the root to my evil, you let my devil come out me.
You let me beat the shit out you before you beat the shit out me,
And no matter how much too much is never enough,...
Maybe because we're crazy in looooove...!
"But go crazy on you.. crazy on you!
Let me go crazy, crazy on youuuuuuuuuu-ohhhhhh." I sang to myself, while pulling up to what seems like the parking lot of the nearby park.
The snow was thick, and spreaded itself across the open field.
Opening my car door, I hopped out and climbed on the roof of my car.
I sat my jacket beneath me, and peered over the large open spot.
Which indeed, connected to the woods.
I smiled at some of the people and the couples which were out here relaxing themselves.
I chilled out for a bit, until I saw something out of the corner of my eye:
The same animal that was chasing me down the road, was peering out through the trees.
He appeared to be glaring at me of sorts, and I noticed that there was a huge gash scar type of thing crossing over his eye.
The furry canine figure was actually kind of struggling to stand, although I'm not exactly sure how that is possible, considering he looked superior to just about anyone or anything.
I can't even explain how frightened I am right now, but somehow I kept my cool.
He didn't seem to be of a threat, or so I sensed?
But miraculously, I glanced over, only to see him being dragged away, what seemed to be..?
What the fuck?
Hey👋
Lol Alex, I finally updated.
You know who you are😂😂😂.
So sorry this took forever, but updates might tend to be slower.
But what do you think?
Voicemails?
What do you think happened to this Wolf that's been following Jacob around?
Who dragged him away?
Who caused his injuries?
Wow these sound like ILA questions Lmao😂
But comment, vote.
Btw, Crazy In Love is my song💯😍
So peace✌️
~Aiyana~