She thought she'd be gone before college
Thought she didn't need the knowledge
Thought she wouldn't overcome depression
She broke a few times but bet she learned her lesson
She opened up and started confessing
Maybe this life could be a blessing
She just gotta pick herself up
She gotta open her eyes and see that self love is whats missing
She replaced it with all the people she was kissing
Everyone tried to tell her but no she wouldn't listen
Life was getting hard and she was ready to give in
Who you're meant to be is never a given
Only we can change the live that we're living
Missing people we shouldn't be missing
Hurting people we shouldn't be hurting
Causing problems just to create some distance
Falling in deep into lust
Losing all sense of trust
Losing every bit left of us
We throw the first hit
Then cry when we can't take it
And I'm crying out this mess I can't take
I can't keep faking
Up at night across my floor
I can't keep pacing
You can't stick around there's the door
Cause life is my biggest fear
I can't keep facing