My mind is full of anxiety
I'm hanging onto my sobriety
I'm afraid to get hurt
I'm afraid to get worse
The past hurt me inside
People left without saying goodbye
Without thinking about how much they make me cry
They pretend to care just for what's between my thighs
When you say they don't care they always deny
Once again a lie
Still hurting over things that happened in July
The texts send that resulted in no reply
This pain just seems to amplify
We all sin
But how many of us get crucified
What about the ones that do it time and time again
Afraid of things that happened way back then
Is there something inside of me I lack
How do I get my mind back on track
If I get hurt again I might have a heart attack
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Mixed Emotions
PoetryAll my Poems and thoughts in one book. Enjoy, keep in mind i was only 12 when i wrote most of these. Disclaimer: Most parts with multiple parts are songs