Mixed Emotions

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She thought she'd be gone before college

Thought she didn't need the knowledge

Thought she wouldn't overcome depression

She broke a few times but bet she learned her lesson

She opened up and started confessing

Maybe this life could be a blessing

She just gotta pick herself up

She gotta open her eyes and see that self love is whats missing

She replaced it with all the people she was kissing

Everyone tried to tell her but no she wouldn't listen

Life was getting hard and she was ready to give in

Who you're meant to be is never a given

Only we can change the live that we're living

Missing people we shouldn't be missing

Hurting people we shouldn't be hurting

Causing problems just to create some distance

Falling in deep into lust

Losing all sense of trust

Losing every bit left of us

We throw the first hit

Then cry when we can't take it

And I'm crying out this mess I can't take

I can't keep faking

Up at night across my floor

I can't keep pacing

You can't stick around there's the door

Cause life is my biggest fear

I can't keep facing