Jealous

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That's my whole world

I get stuck in jealousy

Wondering if I'm his only girl

Wondering if he's really missing me

I wonder how he feels when he's kissing me

I'll never understand what he sees in me

I'm trying to be the best me that I can be

But life is hard

It's like a game of cards

Pull the wrong one and the whole house collapses

Sometimes people fold

Then the game changes

Seeing how much pain your heart can hold

Just tryna fall in love and grow old

Tryna find someone I can hug and not feel like it's their lives I interrupt

Trying not to get stuck in jealousy

But this feeling inside it's killing me

How can you love someone so much you can hardly breathe

They make it hard to see

How much this love is hurting me

How can someone make you so happy and sad at the same time

"I love you. I promise this is the last time"

It's just another repetitive line

He makes me fall apart

Then puts me back together

Our love is like leather

Wet with my tears and it starts to crack

This boy he keeps making and breaking my heart

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