That's my whole world
I get stuck in jealousy
Wondering if I'm his only girl
Wondering if he's really missing me
I wonder how he feels when he's kissing me
I'll never understand what he sees in me
I'm trying to be the best me that I can be
But life is hard
It's like a game of cards
Pull the wrong one and the whole house collapses
Sometimes people fold
Then the game changes
Seeing how much pain your heart can hold
Just tryna fall in love and grow old
Tryna find someone I can hug and not feel like it's their lives I interrupt
Trying not to get stuck in jealousy
But this feeling inside it's killing me
How can you love someone so much you can hardly breathe
They make it hard to see
How much this love is hurting me
How can someone make you so happy and sad at the same time
"I love you. I promise this is the last time"
It's just another repetitive line
He makes me fall apart
Then puts me back together
Our love is like leather
Wet with my tears and it starts to crack
This boy he keeps making and breaking my heart
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Mixed Emotions
PoetryAll my Poems and thoughts in one book. Enjoy, keep in mind i was only 12 when i wrote most of these. Disclaimer: Most parts with multiple parts are songs