Mixed Emotions

Told him

I told this boy everything from my best day

To the day I was raped

I put my trust in him only for him to walk away

He pretended to care

Been in and out of my life for over a year

He don't know now whether to stay or go

Was it entertaining

Did you enjoy the show

I lost my dad

And you pretended to have my back

My mind is starting to get bad

I'm thankful for my life but it's hard to be glad

I'm done playing nice

Make up your mind

You've had enough time

I don't wanna keep writing you rhymes