Y/N's POV
I walk home, feeling better then this morning, but when I saw my brother was home I sigh, and walk on, dodging the bottle being thrown at me.
"You need to leave! Of the cops find out your hear they'll are at me!"
"Good."
I instantly regret saying anything because Noah comes to my room, and beats me up. As he does I feel my wrist go numb.
The new and old scars opening up. My vision blurs and as my brother hits me I get the balls to get up and grab my phone and backpack. Calling Jackson.
He picks up on the last ring, "Hello? Who Is this?"
Crying I reply with, "Jackson. I need help please?" I run out of the house my brother hot on my heals.
"Y/n?! Where are you?"
"Running down Greenpark drive. P-please?"
A car pulls up next to me not even five minutes later, honking.
I look and see Jackson, he unlocked the car and I stopped running and got in. My brother stopping as we pull away.
We don't talk. Jackson just gets on his phone, dials a number, and puts in ear buds.
"Oi. Where you guys at?" He asked.
I started to worry thinking he was on the phone with Mark. But when we turn onto a street I know well, I look at Jackson.
"No.... please, don't make me... i-" he cuts me off.
"They are your friends, come on, I'll go with you." He said, he had a look in his eyes that showed me he wasn't going to lie to me.
"I-I can't I-I..."
"Jesus! Y/n can't you see they love you? You are a little sister to those boys! So go fucking talk to them right fucking now or in will carry you out of this car!"
I don't move, I don't want to leave the car, it felt safe.
"Okay, I'm carrying you out then!" Jackson got out of the car, came onto my side, opened the door, unbuckled me, and picked me up, taking me to the boys door.
I struggle to get back on the ground but when the door opens Jackson set me down and pulled me inside.
"Now talk." Jackson demands.
I don't say anything, I just look down, hearing foot steps coming down the stairs.
"Y/n." Jackson put a hand on my shoulder, then whispered. "They care and love you, look up at Yoongi, and Tae, and Jungkook. They are so happy to see you here, but not like this. "
I look at Jackson not able to speak. I shake my head at him, I don't want to look at the guys.
I feel a wave of dizziness hit me. I look at my hand that was still bleeding, "Jackson-"
Jhopes POV
"Jackson-" Y/N collapsed, Jackson was the one to stop her fall and pick her up bridal style.
"Her hand... she cut it again. Jin go get the bandages." Namjoon Hyung says handing out orders.
He led Jackson to the living room where we had hung up Fairy Lights. Jackson set her on the couch
"Take care of her, she loves you guys more then she leads on. She didn't want to hurt you guys anymore." He got up and left.
I grab a cup of water and set it on the coffee table so when she wakes up she has water.
I sit on the other couch, watching as Namjoon and Jin take care of her.
I was about to get up until I hear a soft faint voice, "I-I a-am so-sorry..."
I look and see Y/n, her lips were open as Namjoon placed a cold rag on her forehead.
"Don't be. We all love you Y/n. You can't keep going around trying to kill yourself every day. If you die none of us can function properly." Namjoon said softly, his words bringing tears to her her eyes. "You are a sister to us, one of us. If you leave, a part of us is taken and thrown into the ocean. If you die I know for fact a few of us would go insane."
I felt a tear go down my cheek. I look up and see everyone crying. Even namjoon was choking over his own words.
Y/n just looked up at the ceiling. It hurt to see her cry. It always had.
Y/ N's POV
I look at the ceiling, Namjoon continues to talk but my hearing turns into a buzzing noise.
"Nam.... Namjoon." I stutter a little bit, "I can't see o-or hear."
I felt someone lifting me up, pulling me up close and walking. I felt the now darkening sky, which had a cold breeze hit my skin.
I hold onto whoever picked me up, tear running down my face. "I-I'm. s-sorry."
"Y/n, we care, we.... we want you to move in with us. We think it will be better for you." He talked a bit louder, probably because he.knew I wasn't able to here much with the buzzing noise.
I was set down, and something went across my chest, I was in the van being buckled up.
2 hours later
I sat there, hooked up to machines, and in a stupid dress, night gown thing.
I wanted to curl up in a ball and drag one of the boys on the bed so I didn't feel alone.
I didn't have my eyes open yet, but could hear whispers.
"Why would she do this?" It was Tae. He sounded like he was crying.
"Her parents died when she was young and people made her believe that it was her fault." It was Jimin , he was also crying.
I start to open my eyes, the room was dark, but had a few lights. In fact, the lights were the fairy lights the boys had hung up in their living room.
I look at the boys who all had their heads in their hands, shoulders shaking as they cry silently.
I open my mouth, realizing how dry it is, all i could manage to say was , "Water.... please."
There guys look up at me and in a freak out they get up searching for water. Jimin chuckled at them, grabbing the glass on the night stand. He hit a button a few times and the bed moved up so I was sitting up right now.
He put the straw in my mouth and let me drink the cold water. When he sets the cup down, unconsciously I grab his arm and weakly tug.
Jimin's POV
Y/n weakly tugged on my hand, her eyes were closed again and she had tears rolling down her face. I squeeze her hand and was about to lay with her when the doctor comes in.
"Visiting hours are over, only one of you can stay."
All the guys looked at me, Namjoon being the first to speak.
"You stay we'll have to rotate nights."
I nod and the doctor leaves with the boys. Y/n tugged on my hand once more. I look down at her and this time she was using both of her hands to tug.
I lay down next to her and she curls up, I hit the button a few times for the mattress to go down so it was more comfy.
I wrap my arm around her shoulder, as she leaned against me, holding onto my shirt and crying.
"Y/n..." She looks up at me, "Stop crying you're not as gorgeous as you are when you laugh." I wipe away some tears that were falling down her face.
She smiles a weak smile, but this was a smile that she didn't force, and I didn't need to pretend she meant it.
I smile back at her, as she pulled my arm closer to her. I just scooted closer so she didn't feel weak.
Y/n falls asleep and I soon do to.
The morning.
I wake up to the windows being opened. "You might want to shut those, Y/N doesn't like waking up to bright rooms, hurts her eyes."
Instantly the window curtains were closed. I open an eye you look at y/n who slept quietly.
Feeling a wave of emotion, I pull her closer a little, tears running down my face.
"Jiminie... please stop crying. " y/n said softly. She was looking up at me and wiped the tears off my face. "Seeing you guys cry because of me makes me feel like I failed as a friend..."
I look at her in the eyes,"You failed no one."
"But seeing you guys cry makes me feel this way."
"We don't cry because you failed, we cry knowing that we'd all loose ourselves if you die... watching you cry is what hurts us."
All she simply did was nod, hiding her face in my shirt. She was hiding her tear which made me chuckle and her giggle.
She hugged me, as she fell back to sleep.
This is my last chapter for a little while I'm so sorry for making you guys wait! Ilyvm and appreciate you all!! Thank you so much!!