i wasn't allowed to leave my room for dinner.
daddy didn't bring me anything to eat. neither did mommy; she wasn't even home.
i figured josh was locked away in his room too, and it was like a movie where we were forbidden lovers.
but this isn't a movie.
this is hell now.
deep down inside of me, i knew josh wasn't okay.
i wasn't okay either.
and it was like i've been drown for the past years.
and josh tried to help me, but he couldn't.
daddy kept dragging me away from him, pulling me down.
and i drowned in pain.