Hey guys, i'll do pt.2's soon! I'll just finish this!
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I stared at you, wearing that fancy black suit, hands in your pocket, your handsome face made me smile..soon,tears formed in your eyes. I knew they were happy tears..
Flashback 4 years ago||
"I can't do this, this relationship..It's not working..I've been your best friend for almost 9 years..I love you, but i only love you as a friend.." you explained.
My hearts broke in two. Tears threatened to fall.
I took a deep breath and spoke,
"i..I agree..let's stay as friends." I smiled sadly.
Your bunny smile appeared in your handsome face. You hugged me, then walked away. I started to sob..
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I can't over you..it's been almost a year since our break up. You've found someone. I haven't.
I support you as a friend. But, deep inside, my heart is breaking into bits. I cry myself to sleep knowing that you're with someone else.
I feel bad for myself. Why..Why do I have to keep on hurting myself?
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"She is the best girl ever! I lovee her so much..I wish I could be with her right now" you day dreamed.
I thought I was the best? You've said that to me. You loved me..at least you did..At least I got your love..Did you really love me? I wish that I could be with you..But I know that it will never happen.
"You were with her 2 hours ago! Come on!" I fakely laughed.
"b-but..I miss her.. Her touch, her hu-"
"yah..Let's just go.." i cutted you off walking away.
I don't want to hear anything anymore..Stop..
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I ignored you today.. I feel..worse.. But i'm tired. My heart and mind wants you. SO BAD. But i can't. You're taken, happy..
You called me for the 30th time. I didn't answer because I knew that if i did, i would hurt myself more.
You texted me this time.
'y/n..i need you right now..Please..' i read.
I grabbed my jacket and bag and rushed to your apartment.
I knocked 2 times before you opened the door. You looked bad, red eyes, tears falling from your eyes.
I walked in asking you what happend..
"we got in a-a fight..I'm scared to lose her.." you sobbed hugging me.
This..I..I have no words. I pushed you away and walked to the nearest park sobbing.
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I couldn't stay mad at you..so i acted like nothing happened and still supported you.
This time, i would move on.
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Flashback end
tears filled my face knowing I would never be yours. I didn't move on, i got into relationships, but they could never love me like you did.
I wish I didn't agree..
I wish I was her..
Marrying you..
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