Insecure

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Sara Andrews has always had image issues but now that she's a senior in high school everything seems to be fa... Daha Fazla

Meet the cast.
Back to school
The mean girl
Hello Mr. Sterling
We have a choice..To Live or To Exist.
You want this.
Look what you've done to me.
A tough girl whose soul aches.
You don't understand.
Your kiss unmissable.
Could you break my fall?
She prays to be sculpted by the sculptor.
You don't have to give it all away.
We push and pull like a magnet do.*
Moon dances over your good side.
You were just a small bump unborn for four months then torn from life.
Feels like this could be forever right now.
Lucky for you, that's what I like.
You make rain but I'll make it shower.
End up meeting in the hallway every single time.
Would you lay down in my arms and rescue me?
Beautiful as you are, I wanna light up your dark.
We were lovers on a wild ride.
I'm gonna fly like a bird through the night.
Now I got you in my space I won't let go of you.
I don't fuck with change, but lately I've been flipping coins a lot.
He's gonna save my life like superman
That's between me and you, our little secret.
If you're the art, I'll be the brush.
But I don't ever want to see you with him
Fingertips puttin' on a show*
Now I know I have met an angel in person
I gave you bass, you gave me sweet talk.
We've gotta let go of all of our ghosts.
I won't do you no harm
I feel like for the first time I am not faking.
I could stay right here and burn in this all day
I was a ship floating aimlessly.*
I wanna love you with the lights on.*
I'll fix you with my love.*
If you like the way you look that much baby you should go and love yourself.
You and I can stay awake and keep on dreaming.
Don't need no butterflies when you give me the whole damn zoo.*
Now you know me, for your eyes only.
A sight of a soul when it's breaking making my heart grow cold.
Does he know you're out and I want you so bad.*
Wherever you are is the place I belong.
All of my life, I've been frozen.
I gave you all my energy and I took away your pain
'Cause you brought the flames and you put me through hell.
You don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same.
Intoxicate me gently with your loving
'Cause I'm tired of the fake love, show me what you're made of*
I'll be your harvester of light
I wanna be closer to you, let you under my skin
You take me places that tear up my reputation
Please don't scar this young heart
Love is all that I need and I found it there in your heart*
Open up your gates cause I can't wait to see the light
Love flows deeper than the river*
We can really talk it through
Baby I'd give you my world*
You're the shining distraction that makes me fly home
Come away where they can't tempt us, with their lies
I was stumbling, looking in the dark with an empty heart
He loved me so naughty made me weak in the knees*
I'm having your baby
What about all the broken happy ever afters?
'Cause I'm a fool for you
Pour out your perfection on me now
But the proof is in the way it hurts
I loved him when I left him
Babe, I'm hurting and now you'll feel the same
You keep saying that you're alright but I can see it through the fake smile.
Can we be friends?
Only yesterday we were on the run.
You went back to what you knew
There's not enough rope to tie me down
The past can't haunt me if I don't let it, live and learn and never forget it.
This is not black and white, there are no clear solutions
Searching for a sweet surrender
Tough times they keep coming
Thought I wasn't enough and I wasn't so tough laying on the bathroom floor
But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry.
All those motherfuckers been too mean for too long and I'm so sick of crying.
All we know is the sun will rise
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do
If you get lost in the light it's okay, I can see in the dark
I am yours and you are mine
All I could do is say that these arms were made for holding you
Chemistry was more than science
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
I've already seen the bottom, so there's nothing to fear
I don't know where it starts but it ends with you and me
Everything I need is standing in front of me
I wanna make, wanna make love Girl, I can't lie*
Stay close, hold steady 'cause I don't want it, don't want it to end
Ever wonder 'bout what he's doing, how it's all turned to lies
Even my phone misses your call, by the way
The way it brings out the blue in your eyes is the Tenerife sea
She could be a Joan of Arc but he's scared of the light that's inside of her
There's no place I'd rather be in this world, your eyes are where I'm lost in*
Now I'm searching every lonely place, every corner calling out your name.
And our paper houses reach the stars 'til we break and scatter worlds apart
Epilogue
ANNOUNCEMENT

You're my downfall, you're my muse,my worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

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All Of Me - John Legend

"Good morning Harry." I whisper as I set down a tray with eggs, bacon, toast and coffee in front of him.

"I'd rather you come back to bed." He grumbles and I giggle, I had been up an hour already, taken a shower and gotten ready for school as well as took Roxy out for a potty break and administered her medicine.

"I have to go to school soon babe." I whine and he huffs before sitting up, "Hurry up and eat because I have something for you." I whisper before kissing his lips softly then walking into his bathroom to finish my hair.

After a few minutes Harry stumbles into the bathroom, wraps his arms around me and kisses my neck before walking over to the toilet. "You could ask me to step out for a moment Harry." I scrunch my nose at the sound of him taking a piss. 

"Eh, it's my bathroom and it's not like I haven't pissed in front of you before." He teases reminded me about the time I accidentally turned around while he was pissing during a hike in Tahoe. 

I shake my head and chuckle as I walk back into Harry's room, "What did you get me?" He asks with a smirk as he pulls on some skinny jeans and a Tshirt.

"Close your eyes." I say softly, he squeezes them shut and I grab the large canvas I had stashed last night. "Ok you can open."

Harry's eyes widen at he looks at the canvas, I had painted a large ship, much like the one on his arm. It was veering through a storm but in the distance was a beautiful, lush island with blue sky and a bright sunburst.

"Do you like it?" I ask nervously, Harry walks towards me and takes the canvas to examine it closer.

"I don't know what to say, Sara this is amazing." Harry says in disbelief before setting it down and wrapping his arms around me, "Thank you baby." He whispers into my hair.

"Happy birthday Harry, I meant to give it to you yesterday but things were a bit crazy." I reply before rising on my tip toes and kissing him softly, "I love you."

"Mm so it wasn't a dream?" He smirks against my lips and I shake my head no, "Good cause this is far better then any dream I've ever had."

**

"Babe I'm going to be late for school." I whine against Harry's lips, "You can't hold me hostage with your kisses."

"I can try." He replies before kissing me again, we both jump as something - well someone- hits the window. Roxy starts to bark as Harry and I look over to see Emily's smiling face. "Your friend is annoying." He groans before shushing Roxy.

"That's why I love her." I shrug before leaning over and kissing his cheek, "Lunch in your office?" I ask and he nods.

"I'll grab some take out from that Italian place you love." He replies.

"Take care of my girl for me." I add as I pat Roxy's head, just as I go to slide out of the car Harry grabs my hand.

"I love you." He says softly and I smile.

"Love you too Harry." I say with sweet smile before slipping out of the SUV, Emily grabs my hand and drags me towards my class.

"So you two are back together?" She quizzes and I sigh with a soft smile.

"We're taking things slow but yes, we're back together." I reply, Emily jumps up and down squealing in excitement. I roll my eyes as her actions attract the attention of our classmates. "You're quite embarrassing, you know that right?"

"Bitch you wouldn't have me any other way." She teases as she loops her arm through mine, I shake my head giggling.

"Absolutely not."

**

My first few classes flew by, I was so stressed about finals even though I had already been accepted into UCDavis. I just don't know if I'm going, I mean I can always do a year at the JC here then apply to a school that I actually want to go to. A part of me still feels somewhat tied to my parent's company, I mean I technically own a part of it.

Then there's Harry, we just found our way back to each other and I don't want to think about leaving him again plus I love where I'm living now. 

For once I feel independent, happy and loved.

"Hey babe." Harry greets me as I close the door to his office, he's wearing a white button up shirt with his hair down in his glorious curls. He jumps up from his chair before wrapping his arms around my waist, I tilt my head up and kiss him deeply missing the way his lips felt against mine for the few hours we were apart.

"How's my girl doing?" I ask after pulling away and sitting next to Roxy's sleeping form on the couch.

"She's good but little bugger stole our breadsticks." He says as he grabs a bag and sits down next to me, "Your lunch my love."

"Thank you Harry." I reply softly, "For everything, helping me take care of her so I can take my exams and lunch especially."

"Anything for you baby." Harry coos as he brushes my hair behind my ear, I smile at him sweetly as he leans over and presses a soft kiss to my cheek. It's not enough for him though, he cradles  my neck and presses his lips against mine. They mold together in pure perfection before he slips his tongue past my lips to deepen the kiss, I hum in appreciation as our tongues swirl together.

"Mr. Styles?" A voice calls out and the doorknob turns, Harry jumps away from me and leans against his desk as he runs a hand through his hair while I open my food and try to look inconspicuous. Principal Johnson enters the room and nods to Harry before seeing me sitting on the couch eating with Roxy's head in my lap, Nathan walks in and stands next to him. He stares at me before looking at Harry, a look a realization flashes through his eyes and I'm completely frozen.

Oh for fucks sake.

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