I wish I could be the perfect child...
I wish I could be the perfect student...
I wish I could have been the perfect girlfriend when I had the chance...
I wish I could be the perfect friend...
I wish I could be the perfect cousin...
But I'm not
I rebel and I don't know why
I get behind on my studies
I can't stick to one person
I screw things up
I'm not always there when people need me
And I run away from my problems
So maybe she's right
I shouldn't be with him
I'll only hurt him
I'll only break him
Just like I did myself
It wouldn't matter anyway
Because everyone has someone
That they would pick over me
Without thought