Bad News
Zalean
Time flies so fast ngayon ay isang taong gulang na ang kambal. Kahit papaano ay naka adjust na rin ako sa kanilang dalawa, although my times talaga na natataranta ako.
Naloloka lang ako kay Cavill dahil grabe galanteng ama talaga, abay araw-araw ba naman may dalang laruan para kay Zayden at Ashleigh. Sinasaway ko nga dahil ayaw kong lumaking spoiled ang mga anak namin.
Then mas nakikilala ko na talaga ang kambal. Makikita mo na talaga ang pag kakaiba nilang dalawa si Zayden kasi mahilig siya sa music, and balak yatang sumunod sa yapak ng kuya niya. Idol niya yata ang kuya Ryko niya at kahit hindi niya pa naman nababasa ang mga comic books ng kuya niya, palagi naman niyang hawak ito.
Si Ashleigh naman makulit, at mahilig sa aso, mahilig din mag sayaw. Nakakalungkoy dahil ang bilis ng panahon at ang bilis lang lumaki ng mga bata, malapit na nga silang mag 2 years old.
I was in the play room with them. Nagbabasa lang ako ng libro habang binabantayan sila.
"Mama." mahinang sabi ni Ashleigh. Agad ko namang ibinaba ang librong hawak ko at tinagnan siya.
She is having a hard time breathing. Nataranta ako dahil kitang kita na nahihirapan siyang huminga.
"Baby, just breath slowly" sabi ko at inabot ang phone ko sa gilid then i immediately dialed the number of Cavill.
Kami lang kasing tatlo ang nandito sa bahay. May meeting si Cavill at si Ryko naman ay nasa kila Jade muna.
Pinagleave din namin ang mga katulong sa bahay kaya kami lang talaga dito.
[Hello?]
[Cavill si Ashleigh nahihirapang huminga!] natatatranta kong sabi sa kanya. Bigla namang umiyak si Ashleigh at sabay naman si Zayden.
I tried to make her calm down dahil mas mahihirapan siyang huminga.
[What? Bring her to the nearest hospital and i will call Jade to escort you, i will be there in just a few minutes. Text me the name of the hospital.]
[Okay.]
Kahit na umiiyak na ako kay nag drive pa rin ako at dinala siya sa pinakamalapit na ospital, agad naman may nag assist sa akin at agad naman siyang inasikaso.
I stayed outside with Zayden in my lap. Hindi ko naman siya pwedeng iwan doon dahil wala siyang kasama.
It's the same familiar feeling again, when i bring Ryko sa ospital dati, ganito rin ang kaba ko ngayon. Sana naman ay hindi seryoso ang sakit ng anak ko. Ayaaw kong maranasan ni Ashleigh ang maghirap.
"Zal!" agad akong lumingon ng narinig ko ang pagtawag sa pangalan ko. Nakita ko sina Jade kasama si Ryko, Krystal, Sab, Chase, at Adrian.
"Guys!" sabi ko at naiyak ng todo. Kinuha ni Jade si Zayden sa akin at yumakap naman si Krys sa akin.
"Shhhh. It's going to be okay, Zal." pag co-comfort nila sa akin. Bigla namang dumating si Cavill at bakas rin ang pag aalala sa kanyang mukha.
Yumakap agad ako sa kanya at siya naman ay hinagod ang likod ko upang kumalma ako, hindi ko na talaga mapigilan ang mga luha ko. Sana nga ay maging okay ang baby namin.
After an hour ay bumukas na rin ang pinto. Biglang lumabas ang doktor.
"Who's the parents of the patient?" agad naman kaming lumapit sa doktor.
"Kami po, Doc." sabay na sabi namin ni Cavill.
"Can i see you in my office?" tumango naman kami. Kinakabahan man ay sumunod kaming dalawa. Nandito na kami sa office ni Doctor Soriano, isang pediatrician.
"Sa test na ginawa namin sa anak niyo ay may masamang balita ako." napaiyak na ako sa sinabi ng doktor.
"Mahina ang puso ng anak niyo." napahawak ako sa dobdib ko at umiyak na ng umiyak.
"Dok, anong ibig ninyong sabihin?" tanong ni Cavill.
"We performed Cardiac Screening to your daughter and lumabas na may heart condition ang bata." I am out of words hearing those words from the doctor. Ang bata pa ng anak ko.
How come she have a heart condition? Noon si Ryko, ngayon naman si Ashleigh.
"Ano po bang dapat gawin sa baby namin? I can pay any amount just to make her healthy again." sabi ni Cavill. He is crying to right now and that makes me cry even more.
"Sa ngayon wala pa tayong magagawa dahil sa masyado pa siyang bata, for now the best thing we should do is huwag siyang mapagod ng sobra, it will trigger her heart." we continue to listen what the doctor says.
After a few days ay pinalabas na rin si Ashleigh and sakto naman na malapit na ang birthday ng kambal.
I was here in the garden sipping coffee while thinking about our situation right now.
"Wag mo nang masyadong inii-stress ang sarili mo, everything will going to be okay." then Cavill sat beside me and hold my hand.
"You kbow we should think of the upcoming birthday of the twins." ngumiti ako sa kanya at nagsimula na kaming pag usapan ang tungkol doon.
Then we decided to eat lunch with our friends para get together na rin. Dahil naging busy kami sa kanya kanyang buhay namin.
Chase and Krystal just recently get a house here in our subdivision. They are just a few block away kaya madali lang nakapunta dito kasama si Sab.
Then Jade and Adrian arrived together then we started eating lunch. Madami kaming napag usapan, siyempre puro good vibes lang dapat.
Birthday na ng kambal ngayon. We invited the teachers and classmates of Ryko para maraming mga bata. Costume themed party ito kaya nagsuot kami ng Royal Family Costume.
Nakasuot ako ng costume ng isang reyna and King naman si Cavill and siyempre prince and princess naman si Zayden, Ashleigh and specially si Ryko.
Malaki na talaga ang panganay namin 6 years old na siya, nabalitaan ko nga may crush na yang batang yan, well courtesy of Sabrina siyempre magka school na kasi sila.
"Okay to start the party, may i call Mr. Cavill Dominguez for a very special announcement." si Jade ang nag volunteer na mag emcee.
Naglakad naman papunta sa stage si Cavill. Nagpalakpakan naman ang lahat.
"Okay good morning everyone, thank you all for coming to my twins birthday party. And now I would like to call on the stage Ryko my eldest son, and Zayden and Ashleigh." hindi man lang ako sinali.
"Hi everyone I'm Ryko Arkile Dominguez and i would like to inform to all of you that this day is one of my very special days in my life."
Napakatalino talaga ni Ryko, nagugulat na nga ako sa lumalabas sa bibig niya dahil parang hindi na siya bata kung magsalita at mag isip.
Naglabas siya ng isang papel galing sa bulsa niya.
"For me, Xhiana Zalean Ramirez is an amazing mother to me—to us. Kaya niyang gawin ang lahat para sa amin. And ngayong gabi, panahon naman namin na pasayahin siya kahit sa maliit na paraan lang ." napatakip ako ng bibig ko. I was so shock because i didn't expect this. Naiyak naman ako.
Nag play sila ng minus one at humawak naman si Cavill ng microphone. Tumutulo na ang mga luha ako at hindi ko na mapagilan.
Our kids just stand right next to him and just smiling. Supporting there Papa.
Tumikhim pa si Cavill bago magsimula.
When I first saw you I already knew
There was something inside of you
Something I thought that I would never find.
Angel of mine
Yeah there really is something the first time i laid my eyes on Cavill. I already felt something weird towards him. Pero umiral ang pagkagaga ko noon.
I look at you, lookin' at me
Now I know why they say the best things are free
I'm gonna love you girl you are so fine
Angel of Mine
At hindi ko inaasahan na hahantong kami sa ganito. It is a game of fate that we are together right now. My clever game ended like this unexpected things really happened.
How you changed my world you'll never know
I'm different now, you helped me grow
You came into my life sent from above
When I lost all hope you showed me love
I'm checkin' for ya girl you're right on time
Angel of Mine
You also changed my whole world mula sa isang spoiled brat and a rebel daughter. You made me a better version of myself. Lalo na ng dumating sa akin ang mga anan natin. It made be became a responsible and loving mother. You and our children change me.
Nothing means more to me than what we share
No one in this whole world can ever compare
Last night the way you moved is still on my mind
Angel of Mine
What you mean to me you'll never know
Deep inside I need to show
You came into my life sent from above (Sent from above)
When I lost all hope, you showed me love (Girl you showed me love)
I'm checkin' for ya, girl you're right on time (Right on Time)
Angel of Mine (Angel of mine)
I didn't know that Cavill can sing beautifully. He have a beautiful voice. Ngayon ko lang narinig na kumanta siya.
I what made me so kilig is when our kids sang the second voices of the song. Ang cute nila sobra.
Kung papabalikin man ako sa nakaraan. I wouldn't change what I did.
Because what I did in the past makes me the strongest person I am right now.
Every scars, heart aches, hardships and struggles in life is worth it, if these are the life i am going to live in.
Cavill look at me while singing. I smiled to him.
I mouthed "I love you." to him and he said I love you too.
Note ni Prinsesa:
Hi maharlika babies! Stay safe and hydrated always. Love ya all. Always remember that ;>
Status Update: Time check it is already 12:06 am and still awake. Wala share ko lang.
Edited and revised ☑️