Life.
Death.
What was the difference ?
We all lived to die anyway.
If you feel like you're dead why live?
I never have been this negative before.
I never felt this pain before.
I never cried this much before.
I never doubted myself before.
Feeling tears build back up in my eyes I stop thinking.
It's silent, I can only hear my breathing.
Val left awhile ago, he went to dance practice unlike me.
I sit here looking at my stomach and planning my death.
I know I sound like a depressed teenager.
And that's because I am.
I should of never done what I did.
I was a dumb kid that was way over her head.
I went with life, and gave it everything I had.
Having a kid was not on my list.
I was seventeen, ready to start my big dance career not give it up because I'm having a baby.
Val was too understanding.
He could never care for a kid that wasn't his.
And I couldn't blame him.
Laying out on the couch
I rub my stomach and sigh
I hated feeling like this.
So helpless
Mostly sad and exhausted from all my crying.
Missing Val.
And hurting
This is a new story.
A new chapter.
A new life.
It was all changing.
And maybe it was for the best
Hello, my beautiful readers. I am making a second book called Loving you. It's still going to carry out this book, and all the details. Like I said, New chapters are coming. Sorry for the long wait I had family issues. but now I'm back and ready to write more. Like I said Loving you should be out soon so (: Comment And Vote Love you ^.^♥