Missing you (Book One)

Chapter 42; Stuck on you.

Wow, I haven't really updated ... I feel so behind.. and I left you guys on a bad spot. I feel like this story is really going no where.. I don't know. I feel like it could be better, I don't know what i'm going to do. I love Val and Alex (Jay). So I really havn't chose who she ended up with. If you want her to end up with Val comment Val, If you want her to end up with Jay comment Jay. It will make my life and (This story) So much easier lol. Well, like I said.. sorry for the long update.. I had schoolwork and essay's so without further notice ! Chapter 42~.

I looked at the test in my hand's feeling like I could vomit or die.. I look once again. No.. it can't be.. he said he was careful. I started crying quick and fast.

I was pregnant.. and Jay would hate me.

I fell on the floor letting all my sob's shake my body, I didn't want to have a baby not at 17.. not ever. Not till I was married or atleast engaged to someone I loved with my life. Not Jay the guy who claimed he loved me but could change his mind quickly.

I heard my door open and shut, I clamped a hand over my mouth making sure my sob's weren't heard. "Z" Jay's voice calls throughout the room. I feel a cold sweat roll down my forehead and I whimper, I didn't want to see him.

I hear a knock on the bathroom door and I let out a sigh. "Hey,let me in" He says shoving the door. "No" I say softly pushing all my weight  into the door. "Zendaya let me in" He says forefully, I open it and I can see a worried look on his face.

"What is it?" He questions looking at my worried face and shaking hand's. "I'm.. pregnant" I say looking down at my feet. "What!" He yells looking at me crazily "You heard me" I say shaking my head in shame. "No, you cant be" He says pacing around the room.

"Well I fucking am!" I yell tears falling down my cheek, he gives me a look and leaves the room. "Where are you going?" I yell watching him walk to the front door. "I'm leaving.. I can't do this Zendaya" He says slamming the door shut.

I feel my heart break quickly and I can't breath. Val.. I needed Val. I grabbed my phone and quickly dialed Val. He answered quickly "Val-val please come here"I beg.. feeling quilt in my gut. "okay yeah I'll be there soon".

I sit back and cry my eyes out. Feeling like Jay stabbed me in the heart I let all my tears go until I feel arms around me. "Hey, hey whats wrong?" He questions kissing the top of my head. This was too gentle... he was to kind.

"I'm pregnant" I say watching him. 

"Really?!" He says happily, I eye him not seeing.. the problem in his eyes. "It's Jay's" I say looking at him, "Oh.." He says looking down at my hand's.

"I'm sorry Val, he left right when I told him.. he just bolted and said he couldn't do this.. or anything" I say crying my heart out into Val's chest. "Shh, we can make this better.. I promise" He says wiping my cheek. "I'll never let you go" He add's.

My heart feels okay.. I feel okay now. I feel as if I made a huge mistake thinking If I slept with Jay all the lonley feeling would be gone All that regret.. all that hurt. Turns out all I needed was Val.. and he was really okay.

"Thank you" I say snuggling up to him.

"Anytime" He mummers letting me fall asleep in his arms maybe knowing everything was going to be okay.

~Are you happy with me? ^-^