How confusing
Simply the sight of you inspires lines of poetry
...Her smile lays waste to the rest of my world until it is all can see...
...Her laugh undoes the tightly wound knots in my heart, one after another...
...Her eyes hold the colors of a thunderstorm...
...She herself is a force of nature, sweeping me away...
And yet, the words seem to run out sometimes
No, maybe it is not the words
It is my will to write them that is beginning to fade
Every letter
Every sentence
Represents something you will never experience
For even if you see through my facade
And understand the meaning behind my actions
I doubt you will ever know what my affection feels like
I doubt you will ever let me walk up behind you
Wrap my arms around your waist
And rest my head on your shoulder
I doubt we will ever sit
You leaning against me
Me playing with your hair
I doubt we will ever travel through life
Hand in hand
At least, in the way I desire
No
It just doesn't seem possible
And so I slowly lose the will to write about you, my love
I will continue to hear those words floating through my head
Whenever you are near
And perhaps I'll put them on a page
But I have already said most of what can be said
And at this point
Repetition and sadness have lost their place in my life
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Maybe I'll attempt to write an uplifting poem one of these days.....
...not sure how that would go. Anyway, I'm going go be doing a triple update today since I missed the last two days. Hope you enjoy! Love you guys!
Stay beautiful
-Eris