NSFW for you gays v:
Lapis' point of view:
"Lapis! Wwaaaaiiiittt!" Shouted the small Peridot as she ran toward me with her helmet. Falling down on her face and letting out a painful moan.
I walk to her, take her arm and pull her up. "Are you alright?" I asked concerned, she slowly stood on her feet with birdies flying around her head. What a clumsy girl..
Peridot finally recovered and shook it off, brushing her blonde hair with her free hand a little. "I'm fine. Are you alright? You suddenly got a bit upset back there,"
I didn't really get upset.. Okay maybe I did. Dash was insinuating that I couldn't get a job, James was kinda' too? -"Ignore that, I just get really bipolar when I'm close to my period I guess,"
"Oh.. hhm. Yes. The mood swings. Those are the worst." Peridot pushed the absent glasses up her nose, later noticing they are not there. Our eyes pin to the ground and stare blankly at the pare of broken glasses laying on her shoes. "Oh, c'mon!" She groaned, picking them up and raising the various scratches and damage up to the sun,
"Do you really need your glasses?"
"Um. Not really. Just to read correctly and sometimes see what the board says.." Okay good well she's not that blind. Glasses aren't her number one priority.
She sighed as she glanced at them one last time, then folding them and placing them on her shirt, "I can always steal ones- I MEAN buy new ones.."
I try to dodge her confusion but it still got me a little bit hyped, nonetheless, I ignored.
"Well I could always help you read the Novel our drama teacher assigned us,"
"It would be so much easier if we took that class together,"
I purse my lips and nod, "Yes. But I don't want you to see my very bad acting."
"I don't think you're as bad as Pearl," She snickered, suddenly we both bursted in laughter. -Holding my tummy I wipe a fake tear off my eye and look down at her brown eyes, "She makes me physically uncomfortable when she tries to do a mad character, you should see her one day.."
I don't think I wanna feel uncomfortable while watching Pearl's bad acting,
"I'll certainly put that on my bucket list, Peridot," I clasped my hands together and smiled,
"If you don't mind, I'd like to be your transportation to your home," Peridot smirked, placing her helmet and buckling it under her chin,
I could use a ride home
"I don't mind actually. I want you to take me," Did that sound weird?
"That sounds weird.." Okay it does, "But alright. I'll go ahead and tell James & Dash that I'm taking you home," with that she left jogging to James' front door,
Me and Peridot have had a lot of different interactions.. from insulting to funny, sad to comforting, even nervous to forgiving? If that even makes sense? Maybe I'm making her think I'm into her or am interested in her.. I don't want her to get her hopes up on this lazy sack of potatoes! ugh. Who am I kidding? She already asked me out on a date, and honestly I really do want to go out with her.
But.. do I want to because I want to be polite? Or do I want to because I want to get to know her? I don't want to seem like this is an experiment for me.. but it is. It's neither, because I want to go out on a date with her because I want to see how dating a girl is like. And that's just rude. Because she clearly wants nothing to do with guys and is interested in me. I don't want her to hate me. I don't want to break her heart! But since that day in the bus I knew we would be great friends!
I.. don't really know what I'm feeling. I feel guilty. I feel guilty because she likes me? Well I didn't tell her to like me! If I could I would tell her to dislike me because all I do is ruin every single thing I get in to.. I can't do anything right and all I will do is bring all down because I can't even correctly date a girl.
"Back!"
"Huh?" ,looking up I see Peridot stretching out her hand to me. For some reason I was sitting on the floor, hugging my knees tightly as I felt some tear stains burn at the sun.
"Lapis. You have really bad mood swings," She says as I put my hand on hers and she pulls me up.
***
As I wrap my arms around her small torso, she increases the speed and adrenaline peeks inside me. Cold wind entering from the holes for my helmet, burning my eyes and making them sleepy.
"Right here," I tap her shoulder and she parks in front.
"This is quite a house you got here, Lazuli." She said as she took off her helmet to admire the mansion that belonged to my aunt,
"It's big.. but it's lonely.." I sighed, taking off my helmet and leaving it on her seat. I hop off and begin to walk toward the front door,
"Is your aunt there?"
"Y-yeah, I'm pretty sure she's here."
To point out: it was the soothing 6 o'clock where the sky is a beautiful orange, blue and purple. Hugging with nice yellow and pink clouds. It was a marshmallow afternoon, in it; Peridot hovered her helmet over her head before I interrupted her,
"H-Hey, Peridot," I called out with a shaky tone,
"Yes, Lapis?" Her lips shrunk and she froze,
"Do.. you w-wanna watch a movie or something?" I blushed, reaching for the back of my neck. Surprisingly, she jumped off her motorcycle and sprinted toward me, giving a bright smirk and stuffing her hands inside her pockets,
"Yes!" She cleared her throat later realizing her obvious excitement.
"T-that's great! Here, I'll show you my house," I motioned her to accompany me inside. I turn the knob and stupidly it was open, so we both Walked inside and stomped our shoes on the carpet.
"You can take your shoes off if you want," I pointed at the line of my shoes in a corner, she politely shook her head and whispered a "Don't worry,"
I figured my aunt was fast asleep like always. She takes three naps during the day, and when she's not she's usually in the kitchen cooking up a very delicious meal or watching a movie in the living room. She's the sleeping Beauty I swear,
Peridot walked to the giant living room and jerked her head back to see the shinny chandelier on the ceiling, "I didn't know you were rich," Peridot pressed her cheeks together and the lights of the chandelier shimmered in her eyes,
"I'm not rich," I giggled "My aunt is.." I looked down, but then headed to the kitchen and fetched some half eaten family size Cool Ranch chips ."I'm pretty sure you're in love with these," I raised them to her sight. She walked to me, gave a small jump and caught them,
"Ugh. I love these." She admitted, quickly opening the bag and stuffing two into her mouth. "They're glory.." Her eyes rolled back in pleasure,
***
We were in my room, continuing our strike of Rose's show. It was extra entertaining watching it with someone who actually pays attention to it and makes all the comments at the end of the episode, not like Dash that yells when a character is gonna say something important, and James didn't want to watch it anyways..
Now that we're laying on our chests on my bed watching the show in my laptop, I remember the conversation we had through text; about watching shows and everything. It feels funny.. it was something we did individually, and now we're doing it together,
"Did you know Pearl when she was in this show?" I asked the concentrated Peridot,
"Huh? Uh- well I kinda' met Pearl after the show was cancelled. She told me about it and I decided to give it a watch,"
"Oh, so you already watched this?"
"Only the few first episodes." She shrugged, tilting her head to the side and catching her cheek with her knuckles,
"Do you wanna do somethin' else? I'm gettin' bored of the show," I bit my lip and tossed my gaze to her,
"Sure! What do you have in mind?"
(Touch me. I'm desperate.)
"Maybe just talk for a little while,"
"Hhmm.. about?"
Oh c'mon help me out here, Peridot- "About your elevator phobia?" I giggled and covered my mouth,
"I-It's not funny.." She blushed,
Ah shit shit nonono not again,
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have laughed," I sat up and bowed my head, and I couldn't help but to notice that she has a very fine butt. Fairly round and I am not jealous at all (and of course I don't want to slap it). I'm so desperate right now, I would take anything. ANYTHING.
After the minute of silence where Peridot kept stareing at the screen, an episode where Rose takes Pearl to a circus.. it was pathetic. I was more interesting at the time!
I tap Peridot's thigh and she looks back at me; "Yes?" She raised a brow,
"A-Are you willing to do a favor for me?"
"It depends.. what is it?"
Okay okay.. I sit in a butterfly position and intertwine my fingers, playing with my thumbs and biting my lip for a bit. "I'm.." for some reason there was something telling me to shut the hell up, but I still managed to say what it was. When so: a cage of butterflies- no- the whole fucking zoo was chasing each other inside my gut. I rub my face for once and felt my warm cheeks-
"I'm not feeling alright,"
"What's wrong?" She asked, lifting her body and resting the side of her head with her hand. Her shirt raised up a bit, revealing just a pinch of her stomach. Great..
"W-Will you suck my fingers?"
"What."
"Well.. Will you?"
"What. No. W-why would you want me to do that, Lapis?" She freacked, quickly sitting up and rolling out of the bed with wide eyes and flushed cheeks,
This is not how it happened in my mind- "Well just forget I said that! Let's keep watching the show!"
"I'm not gonna pretend like I didn't just hear what I clearly did! I didn't come here to play your kinks!" She's mad, She's pissed, she's not happy..
"I'm sorry! I wasn't thinking! I didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable!!!" I stretch out my hands out to her but she took a step back-
Peridot looked to the side biting her lip, cracking her knuckles, "You didn't make me feel uncomfortable. I just didn't expect that," She was able to look at my disgraceful face again. I felt white as fuck from the embarrassment I was drowned in. What now?
"Okay but.. I understand if you just wanna leave."
"N-no."
"W-what?"
"I w-wanna stay and.. get that out of your way,"
So she's willing to do this shitty thing to my desperate self? I can't- No, this is your last chance- But she might hate me for the rest of her life- If I don't do this now I might lose this chance!- I can't do this.
"No! I don't want you to do this if you don't want to.."
"But I do." She said while cracking one last knuckle, coming closer to me and sitting in front of me. She looks down at my hand but then up at me. "I'd hate to leave you like this," She talked in almost a whisper, more like seductively.
"I swear it's just for a minute, then you can leave if you want.."
"Alright," She made it sound like it was fair enough. She glanced down at my left hand, before she could take it I already raised it to her eye level. She let out a soft giggle and took my hand in her smaller ones ,examining them and rubbing my knuckles with her thumbs- "You have pretty hands," She blushed, taking her time to atleast bring my fingers up her lips.
She let out a sigh and blinked twice, "I'm S-sorry if I do this wrong.." She said shaking.
She takes my index and middle finger up her lips, tapping the tips between her shaky lips. Her lips were strangely dry, probably from the nervousness, but I was so rough and horny that I was just thinking about myself. I'm so selfish..
She slowly opens her mouth, now with one hand she holds my wrist and with the other manipulates my elbow. She enters both of my fingers into the whole opposite world that was her mouth. It was a moist and wet place where my fingers came in contact with her flesh.
Her tongue (oh sweet tongue) circled around my fingers, pushing them appart as well and licking the middle. By now I could feel a tickle sensation run from my fingers all the way to my chest- somehow surrounding my neck and relaxing my shoulders.
Peridot had her eyes closed as well, while I was just here, dumbfounded by her amazing skill to use her tongue and mouth. Lips parted as I stared at her with half closed eyes.
Her lips made a wave as she sucked a bit harder. Suddenly.. I let out an embarrassing Gasp which makes her open one of her eyes. She looks at my weak expression which causes her face to burn and stop her actions.
"L-Lapis!" She blurted out, taking my fingers out of her mouth outrageously and tossing my hand to my lap again,
"W-WHAT'S WRONG!" I panicked,
"I c-can't do this." She admitted, standing up and pacing toward her jacket on the floor and her helmet besides the book shelf-
"Don't leave me like this," I practically begged. I'm so pathetic. Now she must hate me and never consider our date just because I persuaded her to play my stupid kink.
"I should've known you wanted me here for this." She said while juggling her jacket in her hands and then slamming the door open.
"PERIDOT ,WAIT! IT'S NOT LIKE THAT!"
"Horny idiot," She cried under her breath. Leaving with nothing but tears I made fall from her eyes.
I feel terrible. I should just go kill myself now.
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Peridot really felt used..
P.S: I'm gay for Sheena
~Bluefeelingz