She has...........
stage 3 cancer. we aren't sure how long she has yet but we will in about 1 week or 2.
i dropped the phone and started crying and shaking.
as soon as i was done freaking out i automatically called Johnny.
hello.
Johnny.
yes.
i started speaking so fast.
woah woah woah calm down your acting like mom just died.
she is.
what?
she has stage 3 cancer.
she can fight it.
nope we can't afford it and she apparently has had it for 3 years!!!
i will be there tomorrow.
no you don't then he hung up.
hey sweetie what's wrong?
i threw myself in her arms you have stage 3 mom you have it.
i couldn't stop crying
i need to sit down.
don't worry mom we will get through this we're gonna fight.
no.
no?
it's my time.
THEN YOU DON'T LOVE ME OR ETHAN OR JOHNNY. i shouted.
the mom i know would fight so until you find that woman i don't know who you are.
so please go find my mom someone i don't wanna lose but i think i already lost.
sweetie.
NO only my mom calls me that so go find my freaking mom or just don't talk to me!!!!!!!!!!
i ran up the stairs balling my eyes out.
I thought to myself how come she doesn't love us enough to stay, why does she want to leave us.
mom went to her room as well.
*door bell rings.
i've got it i yell running down the stairs red as heck and tears still falling from my eyes.
i opened the door.
Hey beautiful! it was Will.
i'm not beautiful i look like crap.
hey what's wrong?
she wont fight, SHE WONT FIGHT i shouted with lot's of anger in my voice.
hey let's sit down.
who wont fight?
mom. who is she fighting?
not who what and that what is stage 3 cancer.
oh my gosh he said as i put my face in his chest balling.
how long?
they wont know for a bit.
how long has she had it then?
*sniffle 3 freaking years. she has been coughing blood without telling me for 3 freaking years.
i just want her to fight but she wont because she apparently doesn't love us enough.
or she knows that she will be in a better place in less pain, and if it helps she raised a beautiful, strong, smart, brave young woman who can take care of her brother.
thankyou! and maybe but i just don't want her to go i can't lose someone else..
i know, come here baby girl come here he kissed my head.
look it will be okay she is a fighter even if she isn't fighting she can't help but to naturally do it.
Will.
yeah i know it didn't really make sense but still.
why are you here?
what?
i don't deserve you o your hugs or your kindness or support but your always there for me.
hey you deserve everything that is beautiful and right in the world.
and if i were you i wouldn't want my mom leaving and the last memory being us fighting.
your right, I'll be right back.
mom?
yes sweetie.
i'm sorry i said crying with my arms open and walking toward her.
hey hey hey i don't blame you at all and i should be the one apologizing.
why?
because you already have like a million things on your plate that only mothers should do and now you have to take care of your mother.
i will have help from Ethan and i'm getting a job.
wait Ethan we have to tell him.
you go find a job i will tell him.
i love you so so so much mom.
i love you more baby girl.
impossible.
i got a full time job at a construction sight working from 8:00 P.m. til 4:00 a.m so just enough time to go to school. i start monday
next day.......
Ethan time for school. k let me say bye to mom.
love you mom *kisses her cheek bye.
bye guys have fun! oh Katy you forgot your lunch.
no i don't need it.
so i walk into the science lab and start cleaning and then i sit down.
hey stranger.
hey Dylan.
Guess what!!!
what?
Ashley is going to be in this class and we're going to be partners.
cool.
hey did you already clean?
oh i was here early so yeah.
oh cool..
skip to lunch......
Ashley: hey where's your lunch sweets?
Me: oh um i don't want lunch today.
Will: hey how are you? *sits next to me
Me: me? great fine peachy!
Will: Katelyn?
ME: so i got a job.
Will looked at me because he knew why i changed the subject.
Ashley: can you come to the bathroom with me please?
me: but i don't have to.
Ashley: KATELYN.
Me: maybe a tinkle.
what's wrong?
my mom.
i explained.
oh my gosh! i'm so sorry.
does will know?
he was there right after i found out.
oh my gosh!
hey sorry for the short chapter but my laptop died and i forgot to write more before publishing.