thirty-six.
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《 crush 》
Scenario: Little bit of a filler, but more content coming soon! Here is just Jin having a fat crush on her girlfriend.
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{ D-COY UPDATED HAIR }
JIN found that being in a relationship with Bada was the exact definition of having a crush on your own girlfriend.
You would think that already having the connection she desired with Bada would make her nerves around her decrease over time, and they did. Somewhat.
However, to this day, she would still occasionally experience the feeling of her stomach dropping, a rapid heartbeat, a tight chest, stumbling over words, etc. All from Bada's presence.
Hell, she would favorite just about any video related to Bada that landed on her FYP, watch them a million times like a wishful fangirl, giggle and kick her feet a little, and then she'd remember, 'Hey, I actually know this woman in real life.'
She admitted some of these things to Gigi during a hangout, to which Gigi responded saying that it was like watching a teenager going through her first crush when in reality, it was a grown woman going through her third relationship.
But then she admitted that she wasn't any better.
Jin honestly didn't mind the feeling. It felt nice having someone who constantly warmed her heart whenever they came around.
What made it even better was that she could feel all those things and after calming down, she'd remember that she was dating the very cause of those feelings.
Recently, D-COY and some other crews from SWF2 had been granted awards from Feedback Korea Dance Awards and were invited to perform at the ceremony.
Jin and her crewmates had prepared some new choreographies to show off for the special event and were quite eager to get to have another concert.
They had a lot more coming up after that.
After that, they had to go to Summer Jam Dance Camp to teach a class. It would be a great chance for Jin to reunite with the other members of BEBE, TSUBAKILL, Jam Republic, and Jam Republic's babies for SDGF2.
On top of that, D-COY also had some fan meetings to do and a performance in Las Vegas coming up in April that they had to prepare for.
It certainly wasn't easy work, but it was still fun work.
The day of the award ceremony, Jin and her crewmates decided to travel there together in Soul's car.
Jin hoped to meet Bada there before the start of the ceremony.
Bada had texted her around two days ago about having dyed her hair a new color; she had the black and blonde again, but the blonde highlights were more predominant.
Jin wanted to see it instantly, but Bada refused to send any pictures, as she wanted to surprise Jin with it in person at the award ceremony.
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BADA | JIN
sticker from Bada
"Guess who dyed her hair again!!"
"What color?"
"Tell me"
"I got the blonde highlights touched up"
"There's more blonde than black now"
"Send me a picture"
"No"
"No??"
"Wait until the award ceremony! I want you to see it in person"
"Bada......"
"Are you serious right now"
"Yes"
"You just love to watch me suffer"
"Sometimes"
sticker from Bada
"You think you can aid my suffering with some stickers???"
sticker from Jin
"No, but I love you!"
"I love you too"
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Once inside, the crew of five was greeted by many fans who were quick to take their phones out for pictures and videos, not wanting to miss the opportunity to capture D-COY's arrival.
Jin waved politely to each person she passed while her R.2 and Gigi shouted greetings and Yeong and Soul made heart shapes with their arms and hands.
"Hi!" R.2 called out happily, showing a bright smile as she tried to wave her hand at all the phones around her.
"How are you? Good?" Yeong asked the people as she walked, grinning at all the responses she got.
"Hello." Said Soul as she bowed her head to all the fans who tried to grab her attention.
"Are you guys going to the ceremony?" Gigi asked a few people, most people responding with confirmations that they would be attending the award show. "Oh, well what are you waiting for? Go already." She said playfully.
"Don't miss our performance." Added R.2 just before the five disappeared from the main area.
"I'm so excited. It feels like forever since we've done a concert." Gigi remarked.
"It hasn't been that long. Has it?" Yeong asked, tilting her head slightly.
"It's definitely been... a while." Soul spoke as she shrugged a shoulder.
"Well, we have a lot to do this month." Jin said.
"I'm excited to do some classes together." R.2 mentioned, giving a clap of her hands.
"Oh, yeah." Yeong nodded with a smile as she remembered the class D-COY would soon have to teach and the classes they would soon have to attend.
"That's what you're most excited for? Shit, I'm thinking all about Las Vegas." Gigi brought up.
"I'm actually a little nervous about Las Vegas." R.2 admitted, fidgeting with a strand of her hair.
"Why?" Jin asked her.
"Just the thought of going to another country." R.2 explained.
"Well, none of us have been there before either. Right?" Jin asked the others, who all confirmed her words. "Right. So this is new for all of us."
R.2 nodded whilst Soul placed a reassuring hand on her shoulder.
"It's a good chance to see how we'll do in another country. If we do well in Las Vegas, we can try going to other states in America." Yeong said.
"That's true." Jin nodded. "Come on, we're almost there."
"Let's give it everything! I'm ready for this!" Yeong cheered with her fist up.
And with that, the dance crew entered the room where the ceremony would be taking place, finding a few empty chairs and taking their seats.
Soon enough, the ceremony commenced, and the awards were given out to their recipients.
The second Jin heard Bada's name being called out for an award, she straightened her posture and leaned forward just slightly, her elbows against her knees as she stared at the stage intently.
Bada then walked up the steps and onto the stage with a bright, happy smile on her face, taking the award from the person by the mic.
Jin eyes grew big with awe, the corner of her lips instantly rising up at the sight of her looking so joyous and proud of her accomplishment.
Jin took a moment to observe her hair and the improved blonde highlights, which looked just as pretty as she imagined they would. She looked like she fell straight from heaven, honestly.
That could always be expected from Bada. Jin's lover never failed to amaze her with her beauty, and she would never miss a chance to take it in whenever she was in her presence.
She quickly began to clap along with everyone else, raising her hands high and cheering with enthusiasm. She tried really hard to make herself noticeable to Bada from where she was on stage while also trying not to get weird stares from everyone else in the audience.
She succeeded, as when Bada had been searching for her in the crowd, the noise of her hands led her eyes right to her.
The leader of BEBE beaming, her arm extending forward as she waved her hand in Jin's direction.
Jin sighed softly as she leaned her cheek into her palm, her feet gently tapping against the floor with glee.
Gigi grinned teasingly and gave Jin's arm a little nudge with her elbow, to which Jin gave her a look before playfully rolling her eyes.
Soon enough, it was time for the performances, to which every participant would have to change into their attire for their show.
Because Jin and her crewmates were among the performers, she didn't get to stay in her front-row seat, where she would've had the perfect view of BEBE's dance.
However, she knew the fancams on TikTok and X would have her back, as they usually did.
Soon after BEBE finished up, D-COY showed off their dance with a lineup of four songs, feeding off the loud cheers of the crowd as they performed.
She couldn't help but think back to her days on the set of SWF2, as those days were what introduced her to performing on a stage.
Despite the extreme stress that show put her through, she'd relive it all if she could.
She give anything to be back on the K-pop mission stage, listening to the shouts of the large audience, feeling their love and support in person for the first time. The thrill and the rush from that experience was special.
Eventually, the ceremony had come to an end after all the performances were out of the way, allowing the award recipients and those in the crowd to carry on with their day.
After D-COY had changed back into their casual clothing, they were met with many bright lights coming from their waiting fans' phones when they exited the building.
"Hey!" Gigi shouted cheerfully as Yeong playfully blew kisses.
"Hey, I'm going to ride home with Bada. You guys go on ahead." Jin told Soul as she leaned closer to her side.
"Okay. Get home safe." Soul replied with a nod, Jin nodding back before walking away from her crew.
"Hm? Where's she going?" R.2 questioned.
"Bada's gonna take her home." Soul informed the others.
"She is?!" Gigi asked loudly with wide eyes.
"Jin's home." Soul clarified.
"Ohhh." Gigi slowly nodded.
It didn't take long for Jin to spot Bada in the parking lot, watching as she smiled and waved at fans who were snapping photos of her with their flashes on.
Her heart started to beat with a little more force once her gaze had locked onto her lover in the distance. An instant rush of excitement hit her.
"Bada!" Jin called out, waving her hand high up in the air as she scurried over to Bada's car.
The eyes of her lover quickly landed on her, along with the eyes of every person crowding around her.
"Ah, there you are." Bada said happily with her arms out, Jin walking right into them and letting herself be embraced by the tall dancer. "I've been missing you." She muttered.
"Mmm... I missed you too." Jin said softly.
"Congratulations on your award." Bada mentioned before kissing the side of Jin's head.
"Congratulations on yours too." Jin responded as she looked up at Bada. "I'm so proud of you." She whispered softly.
"Thank you, baby. I'm proud of you too. So proud." Bada grinned as she placed a hand on the back of Jin's head, holding her against her body.
"I wish I could've sat and watched you perform." Jin admitted.
"It's okay. You can just watch all the fancams." Bada joked with a light chuckle, Jin smiling warmly. "I'll be watching yours."
"Really?" Jin asked with a raised eyebrow.
"Really." Bada nodded slowly. "I wanted to see yours too, but I still cheered though."
"I know. I-I could hear you." Jin teased her lightly, brushing some hair out of her face.
"Good." Bada said.
"And... this." Jin spoke as she caressed Bada's hair, her fingers gently grazing where the blonde was. "I love this."
"You do?" Bada asked as she brushed one of her hands through her hair.
"Mm-hmm." Jin hummed with a nod. "Beautiful, as always." She complimented.
"Thank you." Bada said, seeming very pleased. "Come on. Let's go now." She suggested as she open the door to the passenger seat of her car.
Jin nodded and gave a few waves to the people recording her and Bada's interaction before getting into the car.
Bada then sat in the driver's seat and drove off, her vehicle zooming down the street past all the building kept alive with bright lights to make themselves stand out in the night.
"We have a lot of stuff to do this month." Bada mentioned.
"That's what I told my crew." Jin nodded.
"Are you excited?" Bada asked her.
"Of course." Jin said.
"We finally get to collaborate for a class!" Bada grinned eagerly before cheering with her fist up, Jin cheering along with her.
"Finally." Jin chuckled, Bada nodding quickly. "I'm so happy." She muttered, causing a flutter from Bada's heart.
After all those months of just talking about it, the lovers had finally gotten the chance to do a collab class, which allowed them to present and teach a choreography they made together.
It was something they both always wanted to do, and something their fans always wanted as shown by their Instagram comments, but their schedules kept them occupied a lot of the time. The idea would just slip their minds.
But when they both decided to take up the offer to go to the Summer Jam Dance Camp to teach, they thought it was the perfect opportunity.
They put a lot of effort and dedication into working on a choreography for Ariana Grande's 'break up with your girlfriend, i'm bored', and they only satisfied with the finished product. They couldn't wait to teach the students at the camp alongside each other.
"Oh! Do you think the crowd will be large in Las Vegas?" Jin asked back.
"I think so, yeah. There's K-pop fans all around the world, and we managed to gain a lot of attraction from other countries when we were on SWF2. I think the crowd will be big." Bada assured with a little shrug. "You have a fan meeting coming up as well, right?"
"Yeah." Jin confirmed.
"Did you decide on a name for your fan base?" Bada asked curiously.
"Uh... no. I haven't." Jin answered, shaking her head.
"Really?" Bada asked as she chuckled a bit.
"I want a name for them. I just don't know what to call them. I'm open to ideas though." Jin said with a little smile.
"I'll let you know if I have any." Bada said, reaching one hand over to pat and hold Jin's thigh while her other hand remained on the steering wheel.
Jin glanced down at Bada's hand before slowly turning her head toward her, Bada sending her a glance of confusion at her silence.
A bashful smile formed on Jin's lips, then she slowly turned her head the opposite direction. It was her speed that allowed Bada to see the tint of pink growing on her cheeks before she could hide it.
Amusement glimmered in Bada's eyes when she took notice, to which she bit her lower lip slightly as she moved her hand further up and squeezed Jin's thigh.
"Hey." Jin exclaimed immediately as she looked at Bada again, smacking her arm.
"Hey, you're gonna make me crash." Bada laughed as she gripped the wheel with both hands again.
"You're the one messing around." Jin argued as she looked out the window, fanning herself with her award as her face became more warm.
"I barely did anything." Bada protested.
"You always do this." Jin claimed.
"Do what?!" Bada questioned whilst she giggled, shaking her head playfully.
"You play too much!" Jin said as she looked at Bada with an expression of annoyance, the two women staring at each other briefly as the car drove along the street.
Within just three seconds, Jin let out a quiet snicker, making Bada smirk before she turned her eyes back to the window in front of her.
"You're so annoying." Jin mumbled.
"I love you too." Said Bada.
"Turn the music up. I can't listen to you anymore." Jin joked as she reached over to adjust the volume on the radio, getting another laugh out of Bada.
Soon enough, Bada's car pulled over in front of Jin's house, unlocking the doors with the push of a button.
"We're here." Bada told Jin, who sat up in her chair and opened the passenger door.
"Thank you." She said as she turned to Bada and leaned in, pressing her lips to hers softly.
Bada smiled into the kiss and trailed her hand up Jin's arm until it reached the side of her neck, her thumb stroking her skin as she reciprocated the gesture with affection.
After a few seconds, the women pulled away from each other, Bada giving Jin one last gentle peck on her bottom lip before opening her eyes.
"Of course. I can't persuade you to stay with me a little while longer though?" Bada asked jokingly.
"No, so don't try." Jin replied.
"But what if I did try?" Bada asked as she brought one of Jin's hands up to her lips, kissing the back of her hand repeatedly.
Jin's lips formed a downward smile as her heartbeat sped up in an instant. "Don't tempt me." She said as she pulled her hand away and kissed Bada's cheek.
"Fine. Get some rest. Goodnight, love." Bada relented.
"Goodnight. See you soon." Jin said sweetly.
"See you." Bada replied, gently squeezing Jin's shoulder lightly.
Jin then got out of the car, waving her hand at Bada for one last farewell before shutting the passenger door and heading toward the front door of her home.
Bada watched her every step until she finally disappeared into her home, then she drove off.
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