A B U S E (re-write)

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Laurent Bourgeois has come to terms with his sexuality and has accepted the fact that he is gay. Now out of h... Еще

Dedication
Nothing is wrong Larry
Ugly and Fights
Makeups and Truths
I Remember
Dreaming
Forbidden Thoughts
Debt Collected
Update!
By His Side
Melody
Boiling Over
Devil eyes
Blaze
Meant To Be
Honest
Ivy
Batman
Deja Vu
Patro
A Rose In Harlem

Ready

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WARNING: chapter contains sexual content!! Hope you enjoy my loves! (Not proofread will do later)








A week later... 

If you could die and come back to life
Up for air from the swimming pool
You'd kneel down to the dry land
Kiss the Earth that birthed you
Gave you tools just to stay alive
And make it out when the sun is ruined

The sky immersed him while the wind kissed his skin that radiated underneath the sun's light. Sat in the grassy noll of the backyard he closed his eyes breathing slowly

Inhale

Hold

Exhale

Him and the earth becoming one as Mother Nature greeted him once again, the sun taking its time to kiss his melanin being as gentle as a feather. She held him in her arms as he whispered to her deep in the spirit realm, kissing the earth that birthed him. She allowed his muscles to relax and his mind to clear of any thoughts that weren't tranquility.

He needed to express his heart to her

His coily Afro saying hello to the gods once again growing higher towards the heavens, the ink covered canvas he called arms seemed to glow brighter while he sunk deeper. It's like he could hear her whispering to him, protecting his mind and spirit with her overcast "everything is alright my child, just breathe". He obeyed releasing the baggage that did not matter at this time and probably would never matter again, "you are more than enough, you are beautiful and you are worthy of love" he chanted in his mind echoing her as the words filled his ears like a familiar tune. He was beautiful, not only to himself but to Larry as well, he was more than enough for Larry but also himself and lastly he was worthy of love be it from himself and Larry.

He was worthy of Larry's love, Larry is not Jaden

"Larry is not Jaden my child, Jaden can hurt you no longer. Let Larry in, breathe Larry in. Your past will not hold you back, you shall not let it" he breathed these words in echoing them back to her showing her understood her message. Jaden shall plague his mind no longer, his fear shall no longer exist. Larry was all he needed, Larry was all he wanted.

He reclined back into her hold inhaling her in one last time exhaling gently opening his eyes to be greeted by an identical force. Here sat Larry in front of him inhaling and exhaling along his side, tapping into his own tranquility. It was a beautiful sight, a beautiful feeling to know that Larry would go to the ends of the earth for him.

By any means necessary

His equally large Afro pulled back into a puff stretched towards the heavens basking in its glory, his inked canvas matching the other half of his soul. The wind caressing his spirit as she breathed air into him as well as life "You are his protector, love him as you were destined to do so. You shall show him a love as he has never known and you shall do it genuinely." He heard her clear as day and accepted his goal proudly. He would love Lau with all his might no matter his darkness

Lau was the epitome of everything light while he resonated with darkness: yin and yang. Lau was his light at the end of the tunnel, smiling at him with pearly whites and a soul so beautiful Mona Lisa would weep. He yearned to touch him, kiss not only his body but his soul and he planned to do just this.

"Larry" he heard his love's voice so sweet sugar dulled in comparison, opening his eyes he took him in gently squeezing his hands. "Yes my love?" Giving Lau his full attention returning the smile he received, "I think I ready.." Larry shook his head at this squeezing his hands again "Lau I want you so badly, you know this but you are more important than making love. I want you certain that you ready, I can wait oki? I will wait as long as you need". Lau smiled leaning forward placing a firm kiss to his lips "thank you but I trust you, you not Jaden. I know you never hurt me... I ready" Larry returned the kiss chasing his lips when he pulled away causing Lau to give in kissing him once more. "Oki"

———

Larry schemed a plan to get Lau out of the house for just a few hours while he set everything up for his plan. Ray swung by the house to grab Lau taking him to the mall alongside Reggie claiming they were going for new clothes and needed his fashion sense.

Perfect

He declined the offer to go spewing out an excuse to not foil the plan, he knew Lau was in good hands.

———

"So all we have to do is get him out for a few hours, cool. You nervous man?" Ray raised an eyebrow climbing into his car, Reggie in tow connecting Larry to the car speaker. "Yeah, just need time to get everything done. I just hope he likes it" Reggie could hear the doubt in Larry's voice, having none of it he nipped it in the bud immediately "Aye he's gonna love it alright? He loves you and told you he's ready for this, cut that doubtful shit out for I cut yo hair nigga" Larry laughed on the other end holding his hands up in surrender knowing it was all love. "Oki, Oki, thank you for doing this for me" he didn't want to get all sappy but he needed them to know how thankful for them he truly was. "Ah hell nah cut that sappy shit out man" Ray groaned pretending to threw up meanwhile sporting a wide grin causing them all to laugh. "You our boy man, you been there for us since we were kids. Of course we got you" Reggie grinned to leaning back in his seat "now go before he gets suspicious". Ray nodded in agreement starting the car and backing out "yeah, we'll see you in a few ight? Good luck with tonight" Reggie chiming in afterwards "tear that ass up! Don't no nothing I would do!", Larry laughed and nodded with his own smile "oki, love y'all" Ray and Reggie smiled at this before Ray responded for both of them "we love you too man" and with that the call ended

Boys for a lifetime but brothers for eternity

———

He was almost finished with everything he needed to do, he'd already went to the store grabbing the items he needed. Now he needed to put rose petals on the bed and light the candles. He felt like a teenager all over again, this shit was messing with his nerves but he'd get through it. He couldn't help it though, to him Lau deserved the world and didn't want to fuck this up. Taking a deep breath he got out of his head pouring the rose petals onto the bed, once finished he went around lighting the candles. Satisfied he made his way downstairs plating the food he made pouring two glasses of wine.

Walking into the living room he stood by door hearing footsteps coming up, swallowing his nerves down he smiled once the door opened revealing a smiling Lau. "Hey bebè" he greeted wrapping his arms around Lau's waist kissing him deeply to which Lau gladly returned. "Hey baby, it smells good in here" Larry pecked his cheek taking his jacket hanging it up "I made one of your favorites". Lau beamed as Larry led him to the dinning room "thank you baby" Larry shook his head kissing the back of his hand. "No need bebè" they took their places at the table sitting down eating with wide smiles as Lau told him about the fashion disasters that were Ray and Reggie

———

Larry took Lau's hand leading up the stairs towards the bed room, opening the door he grinned when Lau gasped seeing the rose petals and candles lit. "Baby? What is this? It beautiful" He glanced at Larry who grinned wider gently pulling Lau into his arms "I make love to you tonight" he whispered against his lips before kissing him deeply. He sensually undressed Lau and himself laying him down onto the bed pulling him into another deep kiss, pulling away to kiss down his neck. His tongue gracing every inch of skin it could reach as he grinded his hips into Lau's. His teeth making quick work of the skin sinking into every section it was allowed to leaving marks in its path. Lau found one hand on the back of Larry's neck soon sliding into his hair as Larry kissed and sucked on his skin, marking it. Lau was a god in Larry's eyes and he needed to be worshipped. Larry slowly moved his hands down to Lau's ass squeezing it with a groan continuing to slowly rock his hips against him, another beautiful moan falling from Lau's lips, music to Larry's ears. He looked deeply into Lau's eyes biting down onto his own lip, running his hands over Lau's body never breaking the deep eye contact. "You so beautiful baby, I can no get enough of you" he panted his voice filled with want while he littered kisses across his chest.

"I can no keep my hands off of you, you drive me crazy. This is what you deserve" he growled kissing his chest again, lips stopping to swirl around each nipple before trailing all the way down to his waist. Once he reached his destination he took the Lau's shaft into his mouth starting off with a slow suction, a soft mantra of moans falling from the Lau's lips above him "oh my god Larry...". Larry moaned around his cock from the taste, his moans further turning him on relishing in the sounds his lover made. When Lau gazed down he moaned once again finding Larry already looking at him, a heated look in his eyes that burned through him. Larry pulled out every trick he knew, licking up the vein underneath his cock, swirling his tongue around the tip, fondling his balls while deepthroating him. Lau was in complete heaven feeling his first orgasm of the night hitting him tenfold, trying to push Larry off he cried out "Larry! L-Larry! I gonna cum in your mouth!" Larry didn't budge until Lau came in his mouth with an arch to his back releasing a cry of "fuck Larry!". Coming off with a loud pop and a moan from the taste, he grabbed some lube from the bedside table Larry applied some to his fingers and Lau's hole.

He coated his fingers slowly slipping them into Lau, his head tilting back from the pleasure that surged through his body. Larry thrusted and curled his fingers into Lau going slow to not hurt him, watching as his chest heaved from ragged breaths. "Oh, Larry" he moaned slipping his fingers underneath the pillow gripping the case. He continued with his actions gradually adding more fingers the more Lau's hole loosened up, he was going to make him cum again. "Larry oh my god Larry please" he heard Lau plead causing him to grin "cum for me bebè", that was all Lau needed to hear before he erupted again coating his chest slightly shaking. Larry rubbed his stomach to loosen his muscles to calm him down giving him a few moments to breathe, slipping his fingers out of him gently he climbed back up kissing him deeply. "Let me know when you ready babè" Lau breathlessly nodded softly chuckling.

Once he was sure Lau was okay and ready again he stroked his cock after applying lube, aligning his shaft with Lau's hole. Slowly he slid into him hissing from how tight he was, Lau mewled and hissed cupping Larry's cheeks releasing a soft but broken moan into the mouth of the other. Larry gazed at him caressing his cheek "you oki bebè?" Lau nodded his head smiling up at him "great". Once all the way in Larry stilled for a few more seconds making sure Lau was loose enough, after adjusting and taking a deep breath he nodded giving the okay. Larry slid out of him leaving the tip of his cock inside, quickly thrusting into Lau until their hips connected. Slow and sensual thrusts were delivered as he made love to Lau. "So tight bebè" he moaned out tilting his head back in ecstasy. "You feel so good, s-so deep" Lau gasped hugging Larry's neck allowing a series of moans to fall from his lips once he felt him hit a certain spot., "Please, Right there baby" he whined as he was pulled into his lap rolling his hips. "There? You want me there?" Larry asked sweetly thrusting his hips up into him loving the sounds he created. "Oh god, yes baby there! Right there!"

Lau could feel a little bit of his control leave him each time Larry hit that spot. It soon became too much for him, his cock leaking pre-cum. He tilted back his head, face morphing into a pleasure filled expression. "B-baby.. I can't.. too much. I can't" he babbled out but Larry was having none of it. "Take it, you can take it babè. You can take it Belle". Lau whined loudly turning his head away from Larry. "No no belle, don't hide from me. Let me see you" he gently turned his head back to make eye contact. "Want to see your face when you cum around me." Larry spoke deeply into his ear., pulling away he bent down sucking onto Lau's nipple afterwards. Lau arched his back holding onto Larry's shoulders as he was bounced onto his cock. "B-baby... c-close" he managed to moan out as his eyes rolled back. "Cum for me bebè. Only for me" Larry quickened his pace holding Lau in place causing him to reach deeper inside him. He gently held his waist, one hand smacking his ass gripping it afterwards.

Lau was now sobbing in pleasure. "Fuck baby! I gonna cum, I gonna cum." He choked out, his panting and moaning becoming mixed together until they transformed into whimpers. "Cum for me babè, let go" Larry encouraged finding his prostate once again, with a loud moan escaping his lips he felt the coil in his stomach snap. "L-Larry" Lau moaned loudly as he came hard onto their chests and Larry released inside of him. They collapsed onto the bed, Larry pulling Lau into his arms. "I love you so much, you deserve the world bebè " he kissed him on the forehead pulling him closer. "I love you too baby, so so much" Larry smiled at this, laying in silence until Lau broke it with a sigh. "I going to be so sore in the morning" causing them both to laugh and with that they drifted to sleep



Lyrics used are from: Pink + White by Frank Ocean

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