"no im fine...seriously yes..i promise you im fine, are you fine?....you sure?....okay, i will...bye."
Sunny hung up the phone and sighed
"SIERRA."
Sierra stomped into the room but stayed in the door frame.
"were out of hot-"
"i dont need anymore, ive decided to confront drake..about my feelings for meek and how this cannot go on any longer."
Sunny stood up and brushed her untamed hair down. Sierra smile big up at her and clapped in approval, once the clapping died down she spoke up.
"im proud of you boo, i agree with you 100%."
Sunny slipped on her pink uggs and stomped out of the hotel room not even caring how she looked. Today was another down day, she was dressed in an oversized Howard University pull over, black nike pros that were extremely short, with her pink uggs. Her hair looked a hot mess because she didn't run a comb through it but who cared? not her. The YOLO estate seemed more and more beautiful every time she saw it. It felt more and more surreal every time she showed up, and for some reason she felt more and more nervous every day she came. Today she was supposed to work with meek but she just wasn't up to it, her body was sore and her mind was racing with emotion. She opened the door and shuffled to the kitchen where everyone was as usual. Today was different, no one said hello because no one expected her
"hello everyone."
The room filled with silence as they all looked at her outfit and hair in disbelief
"okay, no hello back. got it. wheres drake?"
the clearing of a throat came from behind her, she turned around to see drake standing with his arms crossed leaning against the frame of the entrance.
"oh, hello drake. we need to speak."
Sunny walked past him with her head held high, she walked outside and on to the pebble stone porch, once he closed the door he walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist.
"goodmorning, you smell good."
he kissed on her neck and shoulder, before things got too heated she pulled away from him and turned to face him.
"Mr. Graham, i think its best that we keep things strictly business."
He narrowed his eyes and gave her a sarcastic smile as he folded his arms across his chest.
"oh do you now? cause yesterday i don't think we were stric-"
"sh sh shh. quiet...keep that on the DL..."
"mhm."
"i thinks its best we keep it strictly business because i simply can not, can not! fall for you Mr. Graham because I have meek, and your making this very hard on me to not fall for you so pleas. stop whatever is it that your doing to make me fall for you.....please"
he raised his eyebrows at her, looking sexy as ever. Sunny quickly wiped the thought from her mind and reminded herself: strictly business.
"okay...now that that is out of the way, im gonna go back to the hotel now....goodbye Mr. Graham."
"you look cute today baby girl."
Sunny stopped dead in her track and bit the inside of her cheek to keep from smiling. She turned to face him and pointed a finger
"strictly business!!!"
Drake put his hands up in defense and smiled innocently, Sunny turned back around but soon after felt a smack against her near bare butt. Her mouth dropped open and she reached back and grabbed her cheek, she looked up forward at drake who was now at the mailbox.
"STRICTLY BUSINESS!!"
"that ass is my business."
Sunny took a deep breathe and walked slowly to her car, She turned on the ignition and began to drive out of the driveway slowly, While passing by drake winked at her, she stopped the car and rolled down the window.
"strictly business....."
With that she rolled the window up and began her drive back to the hotel, blushing the whole way.
Sunny walked in the door to the hotel and shuffled to the couch taking sierras spoon of ice cream and eating it.
"heeeey, i was gonna eat that."
Sunny plopped down on the couch and lay her head in Sierras lap, sierra place a hand on her arm
"were gonna need more hot chocolate aren't we?"
"and the breakfast club."
Sierra sighed and took another bite of her ice cream
The next day was slow, well it started that way anyway. Sunny took more time than needed getting ready, she hated to admit it but alot of the time she rushed getting ready just so she could see Drake, but now it was strictly business so that didn't matter. today she curled the bottoms of her straight hair, she wore a white blazer with a beige crop top shirt. Her pants consisted of black high waisted jeggings with a white strip down the middle and a pair of black and yellow jordans.
"you getting all dolled up for your man today?"
"if you mean meek then yes, me and Mr. Graham are strictly business."
"mhm okay."
With that sierra walked out of the room and into the kitchen. Sunny left that morning with anxiety settling in her tummy, She was nervous and had no idea why. She felt like something bad would happen today but she erased the thought from her mind, hoping not to jinx it. When she parked her car she took a deep breath before heading into the house.
"goodmorning everyone."
She called out to everyone as she walked into the kitchen, everyone nonchalantly said hello back and continued to eat there meals
"goodmorning sunny."
Sunny took a bite from her apple and pushed the piece to the side of her mouth before chewing
"goodmorning Mr. Graham."
"you look beautiful today."
She gave him a look that said "watch it"
"i know i know, strictly business."
he put his hands up in defense as sunny smiled and bit into her apple once again. She left the kitchen chewing and smiling, heading for her favorite place. The music studio. She knocked on the door, no one answered so she raised her hand to knock again but was stopped by drake
"40 isnt here today, just us..."
Sunny took in a deep breath as he unlocked the door to the studio, she walked in as he followed.
"you dont have to be here today Mr. graham, i know how to-"
"okay cut the crap."
Sunny raised an eyebrow at him and set her apple down.
"pardon?"
"all this strictly business, mr. graham shit...i know you want me sunny and you know i want you to, its pretty obvious....."
He scooted up close to sunny and placed his forehead on hers. She narrowed her eyes and smiled innocently.
"strictly.....business."
With that said she moved away from him and sat down in the chair, beginning to fire up and turn on the computer. The day had gone by nauseatingly slow. the room was quiet other then the sounds of music and drake singing or rapping every now and then. Most of the noise made up was the clicking of the computer mouse or the taste test of a specific part of the new track. Sunny rolled her neck and tilted her head back while placing a hand on her shoulder.
"need some help?"
"no im-"
"let me help."
Drake walked over to her and began to rub her neck slowly, she bit the inside of her cheek as he dug his thumbs into her neck and shoulders.
"ya know, this is against rules."
"rules?"
"yes rules. this is breaking rule number 7, no touching...and your touching..but ill let it slide cause it feel good."
Drake leaned down and licked the top of her ear then proceeded to whisper
"thats not the only thing that feels good."
"OOOKAY! yep were done here, its 5:30 and i gotta-"
sunny stood up and grabbed her bag but before Sunny could finish that sentence she was on top of drake on the couch straddling him with her mouth against him. Drake grabbed her butt and squeezed lightly as he smiled against her lips. He had pulled her on top of him and he knew for a fact that she couldnt resist and thats why he did it. He peeled her jacket from her arms and tossed it to the ground, He then placed his hand on her hips and rubbed the exposed skin. Sunny smiled through the kiss while deepening it, she placed her hands on his shoulders shortly after he removed her shirt as well. He filled her mouth with his tongue as a steamy make out session began to break out. He began to fiddle with the button on her pants but before they could come off there was a clearing of the throat at the door, the two broke off and Sunnys heart nearly burst at the sight of meek mill standing in the doorway.
"meek...."
Meek rolled his eyes and scuffed before turning and heading out of the house.
"MEEK WAIT"
Sunny grabbed her shirt and jacket from the floor and ran out of the room not caring that she had nothing on her upper body but a bra to cover her, she chased down the hallway calling for meek, heart beating fast but he wouldnt stop. The faster she ran it felt like the faster he walked, it felt like he was miles away from her and she couldnt do anything about it
"meek please wait."
Once outside on the porch sunny finally got ahold of him, she placed her hand on his shoulder but meek almost immediately smacked it away. Sunny's hand shrunk back to her as she swallowed hard, he looked at her with anger and hurt in his eyes.
"meek i-"
"you lied to me sunny....you told me you didn't have a thing with him, and that there was clearly a thing. I barely even kiss you and your in there nearly having sex with him."
"meek i promise you it was stri-"
"ya know sunny.......it doesn't matter what you have to say because now when i look at you, i cant get the image of you on top of him....i poured my feelings out to you and what do you do? you rip them apart and throw them in the trash."
"meek it wasn't like that i pr-"
"don't come at me with that bullshit sunny, i saw what i saw and trust me i know what i saw cause i cant stop visualizing it. I thought you were different, but you know...now i know why desi hated you."
Sunny's heart dropped to the floor, she blinked back the tears that threatened to fall from her eyes, she swallowed hard as her throat burned.
"meek please-"
"PLEASE WHAT? PLEASE WHAT?!? Sunny you had me outside waiting for twenty minutes, we had date reservations and what do i do? i go in to make sure your okay or remind you of it. and what do i see...i see you being a slut thats what i see."
This time sunny didn't care, she let the tears fall. One by one they began to flow like a river down her cheeks.
"it wasn't my-"
"whatever. i dont even care, im done. You can take your car home and you can continue working with noah because im done."
Meek turned and hopped on his bike, throwing on his helmet while not even looking at sunny. He picked up her pink helmet and threw it at her feet.
"and take your helmet, unless he gets a bike i don't know why you'll need it so just do whatever."
With that meek left....speeding out of the driving and out of sunnys life. At that moment it felt as if sunny were alone, as if no one else was on earth but her. Her heart felt empty and her stomach had dropped 6ixty feet. Her emotions were gone, as soon as meek had left her tears stopped, her heart quit aching, her throat stopped burning and she didn't feel like she had to puke anymore. She just stood there, with no shirt. She stood there for a good ten minutes before owning up the courage to go back in the house, She went back into the studio to find drake in the same spot and position as if he had froze like that or something. When sunny walked in he smiled at her and stood up, sunny walked right past him and grabbed her purse, when she turned around drake was in font of her
"ready for-"
"strictly business..........strictly...business."
She whispered the last part as she looked up at him with tears threatening to spill over, he furrowed his eyebrows a little as he saw the hurt in her eyes. She walked past him and out of the house, once in her car She sat for a couple minutes, just staring forward out of the windshield. thoughts racing, heart stopping, throat burning and tears chomping at the bit to just fall out. Sunny took a deep breath before starting the ignition and leaving the YOLO estate. on the way home sunny stopped at the nearest corner store and literally bought every box of tissues and hot chocolate they had, it was an expense trip but who cares. once back in the car she did similar to the YOLO estate, just sat there not moving, just staring out the windshield. She wanted to cry but felt as if all her tears had left with meek, as if her heart left with meek and wouldn't return till he came back. But that's the thing, she knew he wouldn't return, she knew he wanted nothing to do with her and that's what killed her. She knew she wanted meek and she knew drake was bad news but something took over her when he kissed her, she went from manual to auto pilot when he placed his lips on hers. it was only them in the world, until meek came. Now meek was all she cared about and she felt like she was all alone in the empty world.
When Sunny got back to the hotel she walked in, still shirtless, and set the bag on the table. Sierra stood from the couch and smiled lovingly
"hi sunny, you bought groceries?"
Sunny didn't say anything, she just walked to her room and sat in the middle of her bed, staring out the balcony window as usual. Sierra looked in the bag and her heart instantly cracked, she knew something awful happened if she bought tissues with the hot chocolate, she took a box and shuffled to the kitchen to begin making some. Sunny sit in bed, looking out at the california city, not wanting to do anything. Not wanting to talk, or cry, not wanting to scream or think. Not even wanting to breath. She felt like she was drowning but was only two inches away from the surface for air. Her chest and throat hurt, her heart was gone so she couldn't feel that. Her stomach was nauseous and was doing flips in her stomach. Sierra came in shortly after with hot chocolate and thats when sunny lost it, sierra set the hot chocolate on the bedside table as sunny began to scream and cry out. Tears flowing from her eyes like waterfalls, she felt her heart now and it seemed as if it had been shredded like a blender.
"aww boo."
Sierra sat down beside her and sunny instantly crumpled over on her. Sunny screamed and cried out as she thought about meek, she began to hyperventilate and choke on her own heart, she stood up and began to throw up all over the carpet.
"oh my god, sunny"
Sierra stood up and grabbed her hand while placing the other on her back, once sunny was done vomiting she stood up and began to cry some more, sierra pulled her in for a hug and just held her there, through the crying and tears she managed to mumble out
"i love him so much."
"meek?"
"..........................drake."