[ link inspo : https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZTd3ejXEt/?k=1 ]
i really have been a fan of artists that don't get the love they deserve so pls go give her a listen i'm obsessed and kiana lede aswell!!
enjoy (: song above ⬆️
a filler chapter
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A small patch of sunlight shined directly on Y/N nearing her eye that was visible. She turned a bit hiding her face and sighed.
A small flash of last nights memories ran through the her head. Her eyes shot open and she looked over to Aizawa who slept peacefully. Light snores from the last she saw left his pink lips. He had turned facing away from the sunlight and faced Y/N as she still sleeping at the time.
She stared at him shortly taking it all in, up and close personal, although it was it was few seconds. She quickly turned away and got up removing the covers from her body.
Trying to be as quiet as possible. She grabbed what she needed to shower. Tip toeing to the door her feet hitting the hardwood floors with a small slap of her feet. She quietly left the room and closed the door softly so it made soft locking sound.
Y/N entered the bathroom and got ready for another relaxing shower. Since her shower last night was rushed since she was exhausted and almost slipped and grabbed water for support.
Y/N decided to play a playlist she rarely played which consisted of an artist she discovered by mistake and since then, she's always been a fan of her music.
She felt she can relate and since then it's been something she only plays when she's in a mood. Since getting closer to Aizawa in a way, Y/N has felt a strong attraction but has ignored it.
Y/N felt the warm water pelt her back, releasing the tension she felt in her back. She started to wash her face and then work in her body next. Grabbing the body scrub she took in with her along with a loofah, face wash, body wash and soap bar.
Soon after starting on her body Y/N started singing having a whole concert and her next stop was London.
[play the song as you're singing, shota can hear you at this point just listening to you]
Y/N L/N
"Like a glimpse from the dark" I sung softly, humming for second rubbing in the scrub under my breath and then in between and then on my breasts. "You conceal the dark
In a frame, you're the poster upon the wall
In my dreams, you the prince and I'm at the ball, Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all" I sung my eyes shut as I rinsed off the scrub rubbing off any that didn't rinse off previously.
I inhaled the turmeric scent and took a breath before continuing. "You got me questioning, what have you done to me? Used to be out of reach, Feel like you're testing me, you're the necessity, Full court press on me." Thoughts of Shouta invaded my head as I sung at this point pretty loudly.
"Don't fuck me up, don't let me down, You know I wanna be around, You tug an' warring with my heart, Didn't think it'd ever be so hard, Crazy, I'm letting down my guard." Past memories of my ex and the abuse I faced started to blur with the good memories I had of last night.
The talking after karaoke, the small conversation I had with him and the leaning on each other after.
Tears formed and I cried as I sung hitting the high notes of the song. "Don't fuck me up, don't let me down, 'Cause if it's love, I wanna drown, I need to hear it from your mouth, Can't wait no longer, tell me now, Don't fuck me up, don't let me down." I took a small breath as I let some of the play as I sung some parts and continued to wash myself.
Feeling almost done and the rinse of the soap coming off my body as the water hit every part of me. "If you really care for me, Just make sure you're there for me, Feel I'm falling in too deep, That's okay, just rescue me."
I turned letting my back face the water and continued the last few lyrics of the song. "Let me know what you want from me, Open up, let me in and see, boy, Yeah, I know where I wanna be (wanna be), Just wanna know what your loving means, oh" I sung letting all the hurt and trauma hit me all at once, I let the water hit me just a bit longer and cried, my sobs barely audible over the loud music. I just stood naked and ashamed of everything that's happened in the past and let the water soak me more.
Narrator
Soon Y/N stopped crying as she felt her fingers wrinkle and as she was cold. The water felt like ice hitting her and she shut the water. After she calmed down, she opened the steamed shower and started to dry herself off.
Unbeknownst to Y/N, Shouta heard her singing, he loved when she sung it felt calming to him. He can listen to her forever, at one point it grew quiet then it got louder as Y/N hit one of the harder notes in the song, which made Shota jump back in surprise. He felt chills all over his body.
[look at the tiktok!]
He could feel himself like her more and more. Something about her bought a calmness to the tired man. He had tried dating and it just seem to never work out, at least with the right people. The music was loud but over it he could hear her. He had woken up to it and just laid for awhile listening before getting close to what he assumed was the bathroom.
He leaned against the wall and listened and sometimes he would wonder why she stopped for a few minutes and then pick up at a certain parts. The changes in her tone, voice and control changed almost instantly. He was amazed at it. He wanted to ask her how she did that or if it was apart of her quirk.
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Some time passed and Y/N walked out of the bathroom small bits of steam trailed behind her. Although she didn't use much hot water it just fogged up. She securely tucked the towel and walked back to the room. Her heart beating, thoughts of Shota sleeping entered her mind.
The two teachers didn't know the feelings between them were present, and sure they could've initiated them before but with the unresolved trauma they both shared, it all felt too early. Although, they enjoyed each other's presence.
Y/N slowly opens the door to see Shouta laying on his stomach instead of his side like the last time she had saw him. His messy black hair sprawled all over the black satin pillow case. The flexing of his back and the grey shirt she gave him that fit him perfectly, he looked away towards the window and Y/N couldn't look away. The quietness in the room wasn't to awkward thanks to the A/C and the sound of birds chirping. She quietly walked over to her draws and fished around for an outfit, letting him sleep at least that's what she assumed.
Truth was he awake just listening to her movements. He didn't say anything as she quickly got dressed his face wasn't showing in the reflection so she was sure he wasn't looking. He eyes were closed and his fake sleep abilities were quite hard to beat.
Y/N looked back every and then at him before leaving the room, but not before spraying a floral perfume, specifically Jimmy Choo Floral one of her may favorite scents.
Y/N had a vast perfume collection in which she fears would eventually get out of control. So far she has forty perfumes and it's growing but at slower rate now.
Y/N had a serious shopping addiction living check to check wasn't something Y/N wanted to continue doing so applying at Yuuei was her next options upon many others if it all went to shit.
Good thing she got the job. Y/N left the room closing the door of her bedroom softly, she headed to the kitchen to cook some breakfast then wake up the sleep deprived teacher who some how fell back asleep after listening to Y/N's gentle movements.
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a filler chapter today.i'll update soon - A. ❤️🩹