!!VENT!!
I realized that a vent book doesn't help and i prefer venting on this book for some reason but sorry yall for another vent. you do not have to read this AT ALL.
Sometimes, i am so tired of pretending that everything is ok, especially on wattpad, i act enthuastic and stuff but i feel like a total mess outside of that. I feel so stupid. I thought coming to terms with who i am and finally giving my younger self an answer would help but it doesn't.
gender dysphoria sucks<3
It is kinda stupid because i like to present as a feminine type of person but still continue to get hit with dysphoria like a ton of bricks.
This vent is to express all of that. I am ashamed that i am not perfect, or despise identifying as female or she/her pronouns. I used them for so long, so i always wondered why i hated that so much.
Being in the closet sucks, i mean, irl, I am open on the internet because that helps more than anything lol.
I HATE questioning my sexuality and identity, experimenting w/ labels + pronouns is super annoying, but i know someday i may feel comfortable with who i am and come to terms with it:)
hopefully.