we are making our way back to Sids to lay low, we are taking a long route to take a break, we are all asleep, well I was still attempting to but I still couldn't, I felt like death, I was so tempted to go over to hunters bunk and lay with him but, I just wanted to let him rest, I suddenly heard a scream, I got up quickly, but hunter also got up as well, and we both ran over to omega, she was panting heavily,
"omega are you okay" hunter said climbing up the stairs and sitting next to her while I stood on the stairs
"yeah I-im fine" she panted
"its okay" I said
"just a nightmare" she said "sorry I didn't mean to wake you"
"its okay, you can wake me whenever" hunter told her "go back to sleep" he said,
"wait can you stay?" she asked
"of course, I will stay Ella you can go back to sleep" he told me putting his arm around her
"I- im not tired I think I will take watch in the cockpit" I told him
"you look exhausted"
"I-im not" I stuttered "goodnight omega, sweet dreams" I said smiling at her, I went to the cockpit to lookout, my body ached as it didn't let me sleep, I wanted to fall asleep so badly but I couldn't, tears pricked my eyes as my mind fought my body. I wanted to yell, scream, but I didn't.
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tech woke up and he came over and sat in the other pilot seat,
"is omega okay?" he asked
"yeah just a nightmare" I said as he looked over at me
"wait are you okay, you are very pale"
"yeah I-im fine" as I struggled to even speak,
everyone started to wake up and we all went into the main room, I saw tech and hunter walk into the cockpit and omega was doing something with wrecker and echo,
"Ella come in here" Hunter ordered, he had never used that tone with me before, I almost felt that I was in trouble,
"what is it" I stumbled in
"see" tech said as hunter walked up to me
"you are so pale" hunter said "are you okay" I hated everyone asking me that
"yes why does everyone keep asking me that, I'm fine, im a little pale, but I'm fine" I said as tears pricked up in my eyes
"tech can you Give us a minute" hunter said
"sure, also we will be arriving soon" tech said
"whats wrong" hunter said wiping a few tears away that escaped
"nothing im fine" I said firmly
"no you are not, tell me" he said even louder, but I just stared at him with a quivering lip trying not to break down in front of him
"I am fine Hunter" but he still didn't believe me
"No you aren't" he nearly yelled "you are pale, you have bags under yours eyes, don't lie to me" he said firmly, but that's when it happened I broke,
"I am so sorry" as cried as tears streamed from my eyes, I fell to the ground, and hunter slowed my fall keeping his hands on my shoulder "I can't sleep, I feel like death," I cried and he hugged me tight
"why didn't you just come in with me" he said quietly
"because I would just keep moving around and I would want to wake you up" I sniffled I got up on my feet "I'm fine though just tired is all" I said kind of embarrassed that I completely broke down, and im sure that everyone heard.
"you can't be serious, there is something wrong your exhausted" he said getting mad, I wish I could open up but I just can't, I looked down, and positioned my body half away from him
"I'm fine hunter" I sighed looking away from him and walking towards the door, I was getting annoyed at myself, I knew I wasn't fine and someone wants to help me, he wants to help, but curse me and my mandalorian mind not being able to budge,
"no you are not" he yelled now, but I opened the door and left "come back here" he yelled again, but I just kept walking, I walked past the others who were trying not to stare but I just kept walking and I entered my bunk and closed the door, and for the first time ever locked the door, I felt so bad not for myself but for hunter I l... I lo, he was trying to help me but I completely shut him out.
HUNTERS POV
"im fine hunter" she sighed, How could she say that, she ovbiously wasn't fine, she started walking to the door
"no you are not" I yelled this time, she opened the door and left "come back here!" I yelled again, why won't she open up to me, she walked through the control room and into her bunk "ugh" I yelled, why couldn't she let me her, she hasn't slept in over 2 days and on top of that her weird Jedi mediation thing.
"hunter" I small voice entered, I was facing away from her "are you okay" she lightly said
"don't worry omega, everything is fine" I lied, we had never fought like this, we had never fought before, tech entered quickly checking the control panel before turning to me
"we are arriving in 30 mins" he told me
"omega could you actually do me a favour?" I asked
ELLAS POV
I know I hurt hunter I just know it, and it breaks my heart. I heard small footsteps before a knock on my bunk
"Ella its omega can I come in"
"of course" I said lightly, I opened the door and moved over having my back pressed against the wall and she jumped in my bed and close the door, having her face to me lying on her side facing me,
"what's wrong?" she asked
"just my mind and my body are fighting" I Said
"what do you mean"
"I wish I knew how to tell you" I sighed trying not to cry
"what is your mind telling you to do" she asked
"to sleep" I said lightly
"and what's your body telling you to do"
"I-I don't know," I lightly sobbed "but its not letting me sleep"
"why"
"probably, because you got taken and hunter got shot and I couldn't do anything about it" I wish I was able to tell hunter this. "I don't know omega" I sighed
she smiled at me "I need to talk to hunter" I said
she got up and she walked over to the others and I walked into the cockpit to see hunter standing up looking out the window I closed the door and sighed, he didn't look at me but he knew I was there
"I can't sleep, as much as my mind wants to my body isnt letting me, and I don't know why" I breifly paused as my voice broke, trying not to cry again, I hated crying in front of people. he turned and looked at me, "and im not okay, because I feel like vomiting, and fainting and I just want to sleep but I can't" I paused again as tears started to appear "and im sorry I shut you out," I started to cry, he walked over to me and cupped my cheeks wiping the tears away before pulling me into a hug
"please come and talk to me sooner, you should of come and slept in my bunk with me," he said softly "I love you, and I want you to be happy, not feel like this" I looked up at him, he loved me, he said It
"I am sorry I really wanted to rest with you," he looked at me with soft eyes "I love you too" I smiled and he smiled back "I feel like death" I laughed
"you look like death"
"hey" I said hitting his arm
"I love you" he smiled again pulling me into a soft kiss,
"do I really look that pale?"
"yes, but you are still gorgeous" he smiled
"thanks sergeant" I teased
"now as your sergeant I order you to go to sleep"
"actually I think we are arriving" I said as we jumped out of hyperspace
"right, tech you can come in now" he said and tech immediately barged through doors
"thanks" he said sitting down.