Wilbur, Phil, Tubbo, Tommy, and Techno all were over at Ranboo's house to hang out for a while. Tubbo and Ranboo sat on the bed, Techno put Ranboo's unicorn chair away from the others and sat in it, Phil, Wilbur and Tommy sat comfortably on the ground.
They all were talking and having a good time, no arguments, no dad, just happy!
"We should do karaoke!" Wilbur says and looks at Tommy.
"ahh, I don't know..."
Tommy felt really bad for what he did to Ranboo so he's been a little off recently.
"Tommy pleaseeee," Wilbur said giving puppy eyes to Tommy.
"You should do it!" Ranboo says to Tommy.
"Fineeeee," Tommy says. Seeing that Ranboo wanted him to do it and that he wasn't that mad at him made him feel a bit better.
Ranboo walked over to his computer and put on Schuyler Sisters karaoke and let Tubbo, Tommy and Wilbur take it away.
Wilbur sang for Burr and Angelica, Tommy sang for Eliza and the Company, and Tuboo sang for Peggy.
The whole time Phil, Techno and Ranboo were laughing because Wilbur made Tubbo and Tommy dance with him.
When they finished they all dropped to the ground and caught their breath. Tubbo was the first one to get up and he grabbed Ranboo's ukulele by his desk.
"You have a ukulele?!? You should play a song!" Tubbo says pushing the ukulele in Ranboo's hand.
"Oh eh- I don't think that will be good- I'm not good and- and I suck at singing so..."
Phil gave him a you can do it! woo! look and Tubbo begged him to play. "please please please ranboo"
"Fine.."
Ranboo took the ukulele and started playing I Deserve To Bleed. (Ranboo made this song in this story)
I wanna rip out my intestines, throw them in the sea
I wanna raise the money to invest in plastic surgery
I wanna cover myself head to toe in super sexy scars
'Cause I mean, aren't you supposed burn if you're a star?
Ranboo hesitated before going on and looked up at everyone looking at him, but Phil gave him the look again and he continued. His hands were sweating and shaking a bit.
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
He glances up again and see's Wilbur smiling, Wilbur was always an amazing musician.
I wanna take a knife and draw a line across my chest
I wanna feel much better than I do when I am at my best
I wanna fly away from my own skin and find a better place
I wanna slash across what used to be my face
He kept going but paused for a second and took a deep breath.
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
the scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
They say that it gets better but I guess that was a lie
I guess we all just fake it 'till we die
Sympathy and love we can extend to someone else
but it's harder when you have to love yourself
He pauses and then plays again
I want to be torn apart excruciatingly
I punish my body 'cause it's not good enough for me
The scary thoughts are spreading like a weed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
The thoughts that say that I deserve to bleed
"whoa," Tubbo says "I never heard that song before!"
"Yep," Ranboo says and gets up to put the ukulele away.
"What's the name?!? I wanna add it to my playlist?"
"uhhh, It won't be there."
"Why?"
"Because it's not a real song," Wilbur says "He wrote it himself," He says smiling "Didn't you?"
Ranboo gave a nervous giggle and sat back down.
"I really liked it!" Wilbur says "You should upload it, everyone would love it!"
Ranboo shakes his head no.
"Come on!"
"He doesn't want to do it, don't force him," Phil says. "Me and Techno are the only ones who haven't sung yet," Phil says looking at Techno giving him a smirk.
"Nooo not that song," Techno says
"Come on!"
Phil went to Ranboo's computer and put on Teenagers by Chemical Romance.
"Oh god"
Phil began the song until the song went "They said, "All teenagers scare the livin' shit out of me" and Techno started singing.
Phil picked up at the part that goes "The boys and girls in the clique The awful names that they stick"
Techno started singing "They said, "All teenagers scare the livin' shit out of me" and continued till the song said, "All together now!"
They finished the song singing at the same time. And Tubbo started clapping.
"That was painful," Wilbur said fake crying.
"It was amazing!" Tubbo said.
"An old man... and a college student singing about teenagers. yep," Wilbur says.
Ranboo got up and began to leave without saying anything. After singing his song he started to feel off, he felt shaky and sweaty and just- off.
"Hey, Ranboo where you going?" Wilbur said putting on another hamilton song.
"oh uhm- you know-" he pointed out the room "I'll be back" he awkwardly laughed and walked out.
"Should I go see if he's okay?" Wilbur asks walking to the door.
"No," Phil said "he left the room because he wanted time alone. He probably got overwhelmed or nervous because that song"
Wilbur nodded and started playing the song for him and Tommy, and started singing.
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Ranboo went downstairs and sat against the wall in the main hallway. He was underneath a painting that apparently his "great great great uncle manchester" painted.
He brought his legs to his chest and rested his head on his knees and started crying.
no no no no
stopppppp
fucking baby
can't even handle showing your song?
or is it too many people?
suck it up.
He lifted his head and wiped his face off.
just stop crying
it's okay
"just stop crying." He thought and sat there for a few minutes trying to stop crying and calm down.
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"Tubbo!" Wilbur screamed as Tubbo tried to lick him. Wilbur jumped off the bed and layed on the ground watching Tubbo trying to lick Tommy.
"Ahhhhhh!" Tommy threw a pillow at Tubbo "Don't fucking lick me, bee boy!!!"
Tubbo got closer to Tommy and Tommy pushed him off the bed.
"Tommy!" Phil said getting up to see if Tubbo's okay.
Tubbo was on the ground laughing and couldn't breathe. But he just stopped laughing a sat up.
"Did you guys hear that?" Tubbo said looking around.
"Hear what?" Phil said.
"It sounded like something fell downstairs.." Tubbo said and stood up "I'm going to see if Ranboo's alright"
Tubbo walked downstairs and in the hall, he saw the painting off the wall and Ranboo blacked out on the ground.
"Ranboo!" Tubbo screamed and ran to the unconscious boy on the ground.
"Phil!"