Magcon Boys (BoyxBoy oneshot)

Heaven | Catthew |

| Creds to a book I read a long time ago ty! I forgot the book sorry.TRIGGERING |

*Carters pov*

It's been 2 months since Matthew committed suicide, I miss him so does all the boys and fans.

I wished I saved him but i was to slow, I didn't notice anything I was stupid he wore long sleeves when it's 80° outside, he stays in the bathroom for long so many things I didn't notice.

I wish he was here so I can hold him,tell him I love him,take him on dates but I can't do that now.

I fucking give up Matthew I'm coming to see you baby see you soon.

I get off my bed first time in 2 whole months.

I looked at the razor on my counter I picked it up not thinking.

One cut for being stupid
Another for Matthew
Another for being slow
4 more again for Matthew

I look down at my bloody arms I started to cry I got out a bottle of pills not bothering to look at the description.

I put some on my hand not counting how much I took and I swallowed one by one and everything turned black.

I saw a light and Matthew,"MATTHEW!"I cried out running to him hugging and kissing him.

I looked up and saw his tears and I once kissed him again our tears getting in the kiss.

"I missed you."Matthew said

I felt something on my pocket and I saw a razor and pills.

I looked confused,"This shows how you died."He says running his hands on my cheeks.

"Oh." I said looking at his rope around his neck now noticing.

"I'm sorry."I said whispering

"Baby what you sorry for."he said putting his arm around my waist.

"I'm sorry for not noticing and for being to late to save you."I said

"Don't be sorry let's be happy we're together again."he said pulling me into a kiss