Forbidden Desire #4.1 (COMPLETED)

Forbidden 12: Drunk with her

Chapter 12.

"And to end this ceremony, You may now kiss your bride."

This is it. Oh god I'm crying right now because finally, Yhats and Precious had their second wedding! I'm so proud of my twin because he can now build a family with her lovely wife Precious.

I'm happy for them.

They kissed each other after the priest's announcement. We all congratulates them and we're all smiling while watching them in front of the altar- feeling lovely and contented.

"Zyrel."

Napalingon ako sa tumawag sakin. My eyes widened when I saw him. I gulped and froze in my position because I miss his voice and it's surprising to see him in front of me because he's not here earlier.

Hindi ako nagsalita bagkus hinintay siya ulit magsalita.

I'm still mad at him because he made me fool yesterday. Sino ba namang hindi magagalit kung pinaasa kang mag-uusap na kayo ulit hindi ba?

Yes. It's Dixon,

My ex.

"Let's talk." He said and grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the church.

When we reached outside he faced me and hold my hand. "Don't touch me." Wika ko at inalis ang kamay nyang nakahawak sakin.

I want to cry right now because I'm happy to see that finally he make a move to talk to me. I want to hug him and express how much I missed him but I can't.

I want him to clear everything first.

"What now?" I spoke.

"Let's fix this. I miss you so much."

Napapikit ako sa sinabi niya at pinigilan ang sarili na hindi maiyak. "You miss me? You sure of that?Eh ilang buwan na ang lumipas simula nung nag-hiwalay tayo pero ngayon ka lang nagpakita. Tell me, Dix. Is my doubts is true huh?"

9 years relationship. It's possible kahit na ldr kami. Tumagal kami ng ganung katagal dahil may tiwala kami sa isa't isa kahit na magkalayo kami. Nandito siya sa pinas habang ako naman ay nasa states.

I'm sure you are all curious about why me and him broke up,

And I think it's time to tell you why.

Dixon changed. In sweet and thoughtful man he became cold and short-tempered man. It's all happened when I got an information saying that Dixon is cheating.

I don't know if it's true or what so I talked to him. I asked him but I received nothing. Hindi niya ko sinagot.

So tell me, what will I expect?

Days passed. Nag-iba na talaga siya. According to his friend, Wrath, naging aligaga siya at laging mainitin ang ulo which is ramdam ko kahit na long distance away kami.

So yeah, that's the reason why I broke up with him.

Masyado ng toxic.

I don't want that. Hanggat hindi niya sinasabi ang problema niya sakin hindi ako makikipag-ayos sa kaniya.

Ang bigat bigat sa pakiramdam na parang may tinatago siya sakin eh.

I trusted him. May tiwala ako sa kaniya dahil sa loob ng syam na taon ni-minsan hindi siya nanloko sakin. Oo umiinom siya ng alak at nag-papalipas ng gabi minsan sa bar pero wala siyang katarantaduhang ginagawa. I know that because he's always updating me. Parati siyang may oras sakin. Visiting me in states, video call and chatting. He always makes time to talk to me even if he's busy with his car business and friends thing.