Forbidden Desire #4.1 (COMPLETED)

Forbidden 39: Black Swan racing - Part one

Chapter 39.

"You're free today?"

Nag-angat ako ng tingin ng mag-tanong si Dixon. It's early in the morning and he's now here in my condo. Lagi naman syang nandito kapag wala siyang trabaho o kaya kung hindi siya pupunta ng hideout.

I eat the bread that I tossed and drink some milk before answering him. "Why you asked?"

"I want you to invite in our hideout. Wanna go with me?"

I'm about to sip my milk again but I stopped when I heard he said.

He's inviting me to come to their hideout? Hindi ba't kasapi si Thunder doon? Is that mean.. I will able to see him if I go?

I composed myself and cleared my throat. "Sorry but I have my work." Wika ko at itinuloy ang pag-kain.

I'm calmly eating but deep inside I'm feeling nervous.

Shit.

Bakit ko ba to nararamdam? Kinabahan ako nung sumagi sa isip ko si Thunder. Ugh! I think I'm being like this because of what he said and act yesterday.

Sinabi niyang dapat ko siyang layuan bago lumala ang nararamdaman niya. We even kissed yesterday. Oh hell! How dare him to kiss me knowing I have now my boyfriend?!

But..

How dare myself to let him explore his tongue inside my mouth?

Damn. It's also my fault.

"You look pale. What happened?" Dixon worriedly asked and cupped my face to check me.

I gulped. "I-I'm okay."

"You sure? Ang putla mo."

"I think nasobrahan lang ako sa trabaho." Wika ko at umiwas ng tingin.

Tinapos ko ang kinakain ko at inubos na ang gatas at laking gulat ko ng bigla nya kong niyakap. "Why don't you give your self a time to rest huh? Simula nung naging CEO ka babad kana sa trabaho. Damn. I'm worried to you. I don't want you to get sick." Wika niya habang hinahaplos ang buhok ko.

I gulped.

Sorry but I didn't get pale because of too much work in fact, I get pale because of Thunder. Hindi ko maiwasang hindi kabahan sa tuwing naiisip ang sinabi nya nung gabing yun.

"Don't worry, I'm really fine." I said between our hugs.

Hinigpitan nya ang yakap. "Just leave your work now and go with me. Please?"

"But-

"No buts. I want you to get some rest in working so you'll be going with me whether you like it or not." Madiin nyang sabi.

I'm sure he really likes me to get some rest. Naging workaholic na kasi ako simula nung umalis sina Yhats.

But how can I go with him knowing may chance na nandun si Thunder?

I shake my head. Ugh! I shouldn't feel this! For pete sake Thunder is my bestfriend. Walang rason para layuan ko siya, wala.

Bumaklas ako sa yakap at hinarap ang boyfriend ko. "Ok. I'm going with you." I said that makes him smile.

Hope it'll be easy to face him again.

Me and Dixon went into their hideout at 5pm. Hindi siya umuwi ng condo nya dahil gusto niya daw akong makasama ng matagal. We watched Netflix and then we eat our lunch and sleep together.

Yes, we slept together. That's normal because we're in a relationship. We used to sleep in one bed without any erotic scene happening.

Payag akong matulog kami ng mag-katabi basta ba walang nangyayari samin.