The Neighbor (5 SOS fan-fiction)

Stop These Feelings

Aly's POV

So it's been two weeks from when I found out about Felix, we now talk every day if not twice a day. I'm surprised that the boys aren't frustrated with me not always eating or the sort. I am almost always in my room if I am not being forced out of my room or at class. Thankfully my grades aren't slipping. I guess that's good. Felix would have killed me if that happened.

I close my eyes and wait for the class to end. I have lunch next, it's wednesday so lunch with Michael, Luke and Audrey. I have gotten into the habit of lying about how much I have been eating when they're not around. I always say that I had a big breakfast so that is why I don't eat lunch. I eat maybe half a sandwich or a scone.

Class ends and I head down towards the cafeteria, where I know there will be so many questions that I don't want to answer. It's like the spanish inquisition with how many question they ask me about how my class was and what I had for breakfast. It's enough to make me go insane, and take them with me. I already have been writing some violent shit for english club, but still. I have to, my aggression towards my parents for how awful they are towards Felix and Gloria, so they kind of inspire the violent outburst in my writing.

"ALY!!!!!!" Audrey screams and runs towards me.

"What?" I try to chuckle.

"Micheal is is being so gross right now," she whines as we approach the table.

"What did you do Mikey?" I ask trying to come off as normal as possible.

"I was just showing Audrey how cool something was, and she got all grossed out," he smiles so sweetly.

"Whatever, you ready to get food?" Audrey ask me as I shrug off my bag.

"Sure," I say as I grab my ID and walk with her. I just go to get a BLT, along with a small bowl of the soup which happens to be chicken and noodle today. Then I go and get a fountain drink, lemonade like I always get.

I walk back out after paying and grab some silverwear and a straw. The boys had already gotten food so I sit next to Luke and I just smile to myself. I am going to eat everything today, just because it looks incredibly good today, but I could just be fooling myself.

"Oh my god they had chicken noode today?!" Mickael says as if he hadn't noticed.

"Yeah," I say and I start eating before I have to answer anymore questions.

"So you gonna be dying the hair again soon?" Audrey asks Michael, laughing and I make a smirk.

"Yeah, I was thinking blue, what do you think?" he looks at me and Aud we look at each other.

"Do it," we say in sync.

"Ok, I'll do it tonight, Aud would you help me?" he asks and I start making weird faces at her. I am starting to feel normal.

"Sure, just text me when you are ready," she says biting her lip.

"Sounds good, so also we have a show on Friday night and it'd be great if you both could come," he smiles particularly at me knowing that I haven't gone to the last two.

"I'll go," I say knowing I have to keeping going on because worrying won't do anything.

"Seriously?" Luke asks knowing just how much I was hurting, cause he was paying attention and making sure I was eating dinner or a snack after classes.

"Yeah," I say before taking a bite of my sandwich.

"Well, I'm glad you'll be going. It'll be fun for you... and Audrey," he smiles at me.

"Yeah, yeah it should," I try to smile before Audrey pulls me towards the trash due to us having class now. I had not finished the soup but I did finish the sandwich at least.

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It's Thursday night and I am in Luke's room and he is teaching me guitar like usual thursdays nights, before everything happened.

"So is this how-" I am inturrupted by Ash walking in with Jane, he has been dating her since last week. It's not that I don't like her, it's just... she seems seriously slutty. Luke agrees with me too, he doesn't really like her either.

"Hey guys, um Aly this is Jane, Jane this is Aly," he says awkwardly introducing us and then he rubs his neck and something inside me ignites.

"Hi," I say awkwardly waving at the girl.

"Hey," she says kinda sweetly but like forcing it. I then hear her whisper to Ash, "um you wanna go back to my place for some privacy?"

"Sure," he says and it's not like he is entirely into the relationship. "See ya guys," he says before leaaving again.

"And there goes the bimbo," I say and Luke chuckles.

"Yeah, I don't understand what Ash sees in her."

"Did you not see her body?" I say knowing that makes me sound so weird.

"Yeah," he draws that out before I retort.

"Well that's why, it's what's on the outside that counts with this girl. I am willing to bet that her boobs are the size larger than mine," I say and I am regretting it already.

"What size?" he asks awkwardly.

"Double D, but hers are probably plastic cause her body type was not born with that naturally," I chuckle putting my fingers back on the strings and finally get them right.

"Nice job, now a couple more to go," Luke smiles at me and it makes me feel good.

"So how long 'til they break up?" I ask wanting to know his angel on it.

"I give it a couple of weeks, you?" he says while repositioning his fingers so I could mirror.

"A week, and she'll end it probably, end it cause she'll get bored and he will not not want it to end cause the sex is great," I chuckle and I am actually feeling more to being back to how I used to be. I feel good.

"Oh that sounds about right," he smiles at me.

"I just hope he doesn't get hurt too badly. I mean she isn't worth it," I say getting close to what they sound like.

"Yeah, try this, he'll bounce back eventually. He probably already knows there's an expiration date, and he's probably just waiting until another girl to become available to him." my heart rate picks up and I don't want it to.

"Really? You know who the girl is?" I ask trying to sound as natural as possible.

"Nope, he descibed her to me, expect her name."

"Well darn, now we can't do recon on facebook and see if she's is worthy of him," I joke but I was hoping for a name.

"Yeah, that's what I was going to have you do," he smirks and I get the chord right. "Nice," he smiles.

My head starts spinning with this new information on this new girl that he really wants. I wonder who she is, what she looks like, what her personality is like... I need to stop these questions from filling my head. Also I need to stop these feeling from arising inside me and keep my wonderings to myself.

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