"i just wish someone understood me the way i tried to understand them.
i wish someone could see the self loathe settled in my eyes.
but i worry for myself because i know no one else will, wondering if this is the day i'll finally break
then i pull myself together, without even knowing how, i never realized how good of an actor i was until no one around me had a clue,
no one around me knew i am close to giving up,
no one around me knew the tears pooling in my eyes at times.
can i ever escape myself?"
-k.v.
