"it's at night when i feel lost,
lost in my own home,
lost with familiarity all around me.
there's no path i see, no light that glows,
there's only my mind which is a dark road.
i can't see around me, i can't give up,
i have to keep pushing forward for a future that might never come.
they say take the pain now, it'll be gone later
but for me, it seems to increase tenfold, it seems to taunt me, it seems to try and break me down further,
and i've given up, i'll let the pain take me.
i can't keep running in a path that was never mine."
-k.v.
