Dreamland

disappearing

My time feels like it's coming to an end

The air that I breathe feels like it's drowning me

I want to feel the sun again

I want the feeling of the rain on my face and the sound of thunder ringing in my ears

I want to feel alive again

I want to love life again

I feel like my life is slipping away and I have no one to catch me

I like being on my own

I like being alone so I don't have to share my despair with anyone else

I just want to leave

Go somewhere with my thoughts and stop fixing everyone

I am so tired.

I can't rest if I stay

If I stay

I end up tending to the wounds of who I love the most

And let myself bleed out in the process...

I just want to

Cease to be visible.